>>939595466
I'm not suicidal either, I'm just tired of existing. I don't want to wake up and go through the motions of being alive. I want to sleep and not wake up. I'm not sure how to feel about the fact that I'm not suicidal
>>939595933
i am very very suicidal. i think about killing myself nearly every day and the past few weeks i have been trying to get a gun and get a place to hide in. i have a good job, i'm a pretty decent cook and baker
