Thread 940085216

Hi anons, I’m back. You can check my previous post for context: https://archived.moe/b/thread/939587902/#939616017
But the tldr is that I had questions about some feelings of possible sexual excitement I had, which was weird as I’m asexual. So I asked you all about it. (For context I had stopped taking birth control a bit ago, so I assumed it may had to do with hormones, but I still didn’t have any attraction to my girlfriend). The advice on the post I mostly ignored, but some was half decent and led to a doctor visit, that then itself lead to my doctor suspecting I had prolactinoma. I had a quick CT scan to confirm, and I started a medication for it about exactly a week ago (cabergoline). After a second mostly unhelpful post I planned to never touch this site again. That leads to today. This morning at the gym, some chauvinist insisted that I go in front of him, and held the door for me. Later the same guy, unprompted, carried my weights back to the rack for me. Unpleasant people like this aren’t unusual, what was unusual was my response. Instead of annoyed I just felt good? For whatever reason I really liked his attention and wanted more? Since then I haven’t been able to get intrusive thoughts of me and him together out of my head. I feel so gross fantasying about being some dude’s wife, having his kids and it’s completely against my character. Not to mention I already have gf!

So I’m making another post. How can I curb these urges? I know many of you all struggle with sexual urges as well, what avenues are there to vent them? Why is this happening?

>>940085216 (OP)
put some fingers or sharpies in your ass, please.

>>940085216 (OP)
tldr post tits

Best thing is probably to see a therapist, who can help you understand and handle all these feelings :)

>>940085216 (OP)
You come back once a week slut, you might be Asexual but you love mens gaze

>>940085216 (OP)
Are you genuinely retarded?

>>940085287
I already did this

>>940085216 (OP)
kys

>>940085216 (OP)
Marry a man, bear his children, let him fuck and impregnate your gf too.

>>940085295
Therapy is expensive, and how would I explain the reason I’m going to others?

>>940085216 (OP)
Seriously just let men use your body. Ive been in all your threads and they just boil down to you like the male gaze

>>940085402
I obviously can’t do this, the issue is how do I stop thinking about doing it?

>>940085216 (OP)
You're not an asexual lesbian, you find physically fit and courteous men attractive.

The end. Go touch some grass.

>>940085496
What's stopping you? My wife wants to watch me fuck another woman.

>>940085425
You shouldn’t have to explain why you go to others, but if you must, just say something along the lines of working on bettering yourself or better understanding yourself :)

>>940085474
I’m not sure. That would be a huge betrayal of trust towards my gf, and finding a man would be difficult. I can’t just have a stranger off the street help me

>>940085216 (OP)
i didn't read any of that. i just want to fuck this body.

>>940085507
Yes, maybe a little bit, but not naturally. It’s clearly an unwanted byproduct of my new medication.

>>940085566
Your girlfriend cannot provide you with a proper dicking, which she also needs. You are depriving her of dick.

Hi, would love to see both your feet please :)

>>940085216 (OP)
If you truly were an asexual lesbian, you wouldn't be craving male attention and you certainly wouldn't be posting nudes to an imageboard that consists for 95%+ out of men. Either get to the point and then return from whence you came or start posting more nudes and follow up on requests. Idfk what your endgame is here but everybody is telling you that you're simply living a lie and you just don't want to accept it. For years, you've been trying to fight your biology and for what? Now be useful for once and show a pussy spread.

>>940085566
Trust with your tits any man will bend to your will.
>beteyal of trust

Op ive jacked off to your tits on your past threads . Does she know random strangers are cumming to you?

>>940085216 (OP)
Holy shit we have baddie on 4chan

>>940085618
Neither of us need a “proper dicking”. I just need a way to cope with my new urges

>>940085216 (OP)
You're missing out on having a satisfying wet squish feel all the way up to your stomach after a man shoots his cum in your pussy. It's also gross and nice when it drips down your leg afterward and you have to penguin walk to the tissues. There's nothing that compares to a man's creampie, and if he times it to right after/during your cum its mind blowing

>>940085216 (OP)
sybau

>>940085216 (OP)
>this aren’t unusual, what was unusual was my response. Instead of annoyed I just felt good? For whatever reason I really liked his attention and wanted more?
Wopow, you're a woman, congratulations.
Try not taking a wagon of brainkilling pills every day for a week next time, you americans are overdosing this shit and it leads to bizarre moments like this.

>>940085669
Can't fight biology forever. You will never cum as hard as you will when a man who knows how to fuck gives it to you proper. Stop lying to yourself.

>>940085669
Literally let a man enter your body while saying "yes mam" youll fucking cum for the first time in your life and drop this asexual nonsense

>>940085616
>"My medication makes me want to do what 90% of people like me do and enjoy."

Anon, you've been online too much. I've done all the kinky sex with guys, mtf, ftm, non-binary.

You're not a special and unique snowflake, you're just coming to grips with heterosexuality.

Btw, call your parents. They miss your autistic ass and worry about you.

>>940085680
This is not helping the intrusive thoughts go away.

>>940085216 (OP)
I am probably late here, but here.
That's pretty normal liking attention and small kindness.
Don't curb those urges; instead, use them on your girlfriend.

>>940085714
I seriously doubt sex with a man would feel that good. I’m only fantasying about the abstract, doing it for real would likely feel like shit

>>940085802
Thats the thing, I don’t feel them towards her. I wish I did, but I don’t:/

>>940085831
And how would you even come close to knowing? You don't even know what you're feeling emotionally in the present, let alone what you'd be feeling when you actually commit to it. Physically and emotionally. Your body and mind are *literally biologically* designed to make it feel good.

This fucking thread is nothing but a sub-70 IQ broad who's stuck in the sunk cost fallacy of someone who knows full-well that the identity she made up and locked herself into is completely falling apart. And if you wanna be all self-destructive, great, your choice. But you owe your "girlfriend" an explanation and tell her this. That way, when (not if) you finally crash out and the relationship comes to an irreparable ending, she at least had an opportunity to see it coming.

>>940085777
Imagine being bent over, his throbbing dick forcing its way up to your cervix, he starts going like a jackhammer, balls slapping against your ass until he grunts and sprays a monstet load with all his vital energy, his seed is strong, it makes its way up your fallopian tubes and then knocks it out of the park. Boom, you're pregnant. You embrace each other while you catch your breath, his hot cum running freely down your thighs all the way down to your ankles...

>>940085216 (OP)
>My mental illness is being cured, and i'm angry about it!
Classic modern people. So fked when people can't even acknowledge that they are a mental deficiency, a illness or an otherwise abnormal brain.
If they can't acknowledge that, because they've been told they're 'normal and perfect' by every retard around them, of course they'll think bs like this.

Let's be clear;
homosexuality has served an evolutionary purpose, that's why 'queer' traits exists in something like 5-9% of the population. queer being gay/bi.

However;
Trans, non-binary, and all that other shit, that's a mental disorder.
People who went through problems in their youth in the past, if they had a sudden switch to normality like this, they would be thrilled.
Initially offset by the change, but absolutely happy about it, and ecstatic after they normalised to it.

Stop being some retard who thinks the world is some oppressive system.
You're a girl and you want a girthy cock to rub your clit as it stretches you out, and eventually splutters baby juice inside you.
Stop fucking with your hormones, support them and they support you.

>>940085831
You can only invent excuses for so long before the desire consumes you.

>>940085831
Intrusively let a fat cock invade your body and make good use of your womb. The way its meant to be

>>940085918
Maybe I should tell her…

>>940085853
>>940085853Okay, listen, you can always fantasize and even touch yourself thinking about that. It will take a bit of time, but the main part is don't recreate it by yourself for attention. Also don't think of being a wife and having a son; think of being a friend.

Drop dis/tel if you want to get paid decent money for private nudes to me.

Or say which you prefer and I'll drop mine.

>>940085216 (OP)
Girls are for fucking on the side retard

>>940085925
Asexuality is not some ilness. Why would I be thrilled with a sudden wave of heterosexual thoughts and fantasies when my whole live I’ve never thought this way??

>>940086003
Want to see my vainy white cock cum ? Your retard asexual brain nature was meant to excreet men of their semen. Thats why god slapped those tits on you

>>940085951
That is not “they way it’s meant to be”, it’s simply my brain having a fluke at the moment

In today's episode OP discover she is straight

>>940086170
I am not straight, I’m simply having invasive fantasies about men. Intrusive thoughts do not count as sexuality

>>940085216 (OP)
>I had stopped taking birth control a bit ago
>a couple weeks ago
You will have to wait longer than that and a whole cycle to chill your homormones and your stupid pituitary to remember what its job was.
>Unpleasant people like this aren’t unusual
>Instead of annoyed I just felt good? For whatever reason I really liked his attention and wanted more?
Well duh it was a fucking gym there estrogen and testosterone every fucking where.
It is ok to want dick but not wanting kids, but watch out hornyness can make do stupid shit
>How can I curb these urges?
you mean the sexual urge or the attention whoring?

>>940085216 (OP)
When you use your dildo, do you fantasize that it is the penis of a woman?

>>940086169
A fluke youve been having for weeka about men , dumbass. Ive been on B for all your threads

You now know what youre meant to do because your body craves it

>>940086234
Your brain is hardwired to seek a hard, throbbing dick. You can't fight nature. Which is exactly why you post your naked body. You want that dick so bad you can taste it.

>>940086234
Just let your gf fuck you with a fake mustache and a strapon. If you like it more than scissoring then you probably straight.

>>940085616
Being a retarded selfdiagnosed ace lesbo is a unwanted byproduct of your stupid brain tumor, give it a couple of weeks more

>>940086290
Sexual urges? And the attention stuff i suppose..

>>940086234
>Im dating a man and i keep having insvasive thoughts of wanting to fuck women

>i really thought i was gay but starting a family with a women feels good

>>940085566
>That would be a huge betrayal of trust towards my gf
You are an adult dealt with ir the proper way
>and finding a man would be difficult
Not with that fucking hot body, unless you want a man to settle down which is highly unlikely to happen on first try

>>940086234
But getting aroused by man Asexuality means no attraction (sexually) to anyone. First, you get aroused (a small portion of you gets attracted) by a man, so there is little room for you to enjoy the kind act of the man, which led you to this thought. You are defending yourself like you are a criminal. Enjoy whatever makes you happy; stop making boundaries like you lose dignity.

>>940086486
She's only here because she is starved of masculine attention and gets off on the fact anons are stroking their dicks to her.

>>940086003
Finally, the first bright idea to get into your mind. It sucks to have to be this direct but if I've learnt one thing when it comes to dealing with women is that if you sugarcoat your shit or stir around the pot, nothing will be done.
> You got that relationship, right?
> You claim to love her, right?
> You claim to want the best for her, right?
> You'd want her to be honest to you too, right?
> If not, why would you have a relationship?
> If yes, why would you not tell her the truth?
There's no room for secrets and insecurities in a relationship. You talk about them. You lay them on the table, you label them and ask "Now what shall we do about this?". And either you find a solution or you quit. I flat-out told my wife 7 years ago "I love you to hell and back but I feel that love slowly crumble the less we have sex. We can either step up our game, or I'm eventually have to call it quits and find someone who will." We fucked only once a month and with every decent-looking woman I passed on the street I started to feel the urge to fuck them right then and there had there. I think I can count the days we went without sex since that conversation on both my hands.
>>940086234
Refer to the above: If your needs are met, intrusive thoughts will stop. If they don't stop, your needs simply aren't met. You can pretend it's an intrusive thought and that that's all, but that's not the case. If the same thought keeps occurring over and over and over and over, it's not intrusive anymore. It's a part of you. Great example: many fathers who've held their small child once, suddenly, out of nowhere, got the idea "what would happen if I drop him lmao" and then think "WTF NO WHY WOULD I DO THAT" right after. That is an intrusive thought. But if you think that everytime you pick up your son, you might be a sociopath. Same way with you. If you keep having these incidents with men, you're sexual heterosexual, not an asexual lesbian with intrusive thoughts.

>>940085216 (OP)
Asexual? Stop labelling yourselves and just do whatever the fuck you want for god sake

>>940086540
If that makes her happy good for her, she has really good body tho

OP this would be easier if you kept posting nudes for our pleasure. You clearly like it

Lesbians have to be the most retarded creed out there. Add "axsexual" into the mix, and you femanon, take the cake.

You're literally neither of those things, and are actively working against your basic programming.

>>940085831
>I seriously doubt sex with a man would feel that good
>I seriously doubt sex with a fucking asshole would feel that good
FTFY its ok to now wanting to fuck the first dick available

>>940086234
>how does brain and hormones works?
Please stop being retarded let your fucking estrogen reset and try again

You retards shes larping , shes visurally touching her cunt to us critizing her . She wants us to use her as a urinal

>>940086685
I would let her if she is on pic

>>940086408
congrats you can have male attention here, at the gym the sluttier and tighter your gym clothes are
for sexual urges you have your stupid hands, your "gf" and your local sexshop
Speaking of which can we see more you boyd ngl is hot as hell

>>940085216 (OP)
It turns out you're actually straight, or at least bi

Question is, do you feel guilty towards you girl?

Next time you come in here with your intrusive thoughts OP show your GFs tits pressed on yours. So we can treat you like the women yall were born to be

>>940086815
Ofc she is, shes retarded not a fucking monster

>>940086901
Yeah, but she feels guilty because she, as asexual, has thoughts about a guy or because, as a lesbian, she has thoughts about a guy.

>>940086956
She post her tits once a week with the same fucking story. She likes it

>>940086956
She fees guilty for wanting to try a dick while being in a relationship, this wouldnt even be an issue if she was single, so this is stupid

>>940087013
Why you responding like you know what she wants or wants to do
>>940087006
Yeah i know she dropped archive link

>>940085216 (OP)
Shut up retard

>>940087102
She doesnt even know how truly fucked is her brain

>>940086901
If she doesn't tell her girl, she doesn't feel guilty, she only fears the consequences of honesty. A common theme about women. The type you catch cheating and then THEY start to cry. She's not cheating yet, but if she's not honest about these attractions, that opens the gate wide open to also be dishonest in the future about other things. Let's be completely fucking honest here. Would her girlfriend really be okay with her sharing her nudes here for some horny NEETs to jack off to? I know for sure that if my wife were posting nudes online, I'd be done with her and she can suck off some guys behind a Wendy's for rent. She's literally an inch away from caving in to her desires, hooking up with a man and also getting pregnant on top of that because she's off birth control now. Why was an asexual lesbian in a relationship on birth control to begin with? This whole story either doesn't make sense.

>>940085216 (OP)
Your not a lezbo you dumb slut. Spread your ass and fuck off

>>940087165
Of course she thinks she is an asexual lesbian while her pussy is dripping, thinking about a guy.

>>940087181
>she only fears the consequences of honesty
/thread

>>940085216 (OP)
Stupid. Taking hormonal birth control changes your attraction and destroys your capacity to pairbond, along with your oxytocin levels. No wonder.

>>940087248
Yeah dog. She is definitely unstable in the head. Crazy even

>>940087181
>Why was an asexual lesbian in a relationship on birth control to begin with?
This baffles me, pretty sure she already mentioned it on an older post but i think it was a retarded reason

>>940085216 (OP)
Hey retard. Why the fuck are you on birth control if you are a lezbiand? Riddle me that you dumb bitch. Also spread your pussy lips.

Wait wait why the fuck asexual lesbian taking birth controls?

>>940087431
SPREAD THEM LIPS
SPREAD THEM LIPS
SPREAD THEM LIPS

>>940087431
Shit exactly i asked same

>>940087508
Ikr stupid as fuck, she was feeding her retarded tumor with those pills

>>940086234
You are straight. Now spread it.

>>940085216 (OP)
I was in those other two threads and you refuse to answer any real questions.

This faggot larp is over-the-limit bait. I bet you don't even have a license.

>>940085392
You could be the logfag larping as a "woman" again. Do it nao.

>>940087998
Who the fuck cares? look at that body

Jesus Christ. It's heterosexuality, most people are heterosexual, you are just convinced you aren't. Why would you share your naked body here if you weren't enjoying the male attraction you are getting? It's not a bad thing, people enjoy being sexually desirable, humans are as basic as other animals. Your body wants you to breed with a good male, that's the reason everybody is here. My advice is, stop rationalizing your feelings, just enjoy it

>>940085392
We asked for ONE sharpie not TWO do it right this time dumb bitch (also you can try with three)

>>940085918
Dude, it's a LARP. Her story is all over the place and nothing makes any sense.

ITS OVER BOYS WE SCARED OFF THE DUMBEST CUNT ON B. Stay virgins my dudes

Guys op left long time ago let this thread die

>>940088057
Yeah but she won't post anymore. In the other two threads she cut bait, and then later came back acting as someone else, like "I have this friend who...". She's fuckign schizo and mindvirused by the LBGHBT- cult, if she's even a she.

Nice tits. Face must be busted if you're hiding it