>>941088516 (OP)
>ashamed of my existence
Why? I am a White shoplifter, a real life heel and I do not hate myself despite full well knowing I am an awful person secretly. Hey buddy, ever think for once that maybe, just maybe even if you aren't perfect that the problem might not be you and instead everyone else is the real problem? Often that is the case and I myself had trouble coming to terms with that one.
I bet you are like me where they just will not let you win if you play by the rules. If you win they call foul and then go on to change the rules. I know exactly how to deal with characters like that. You are introspective, you are different, most people are just copies of one another, inside and out. It's something to keep in mind. So take them for everything they got, and if there are no witnesses and you have a cell phone scrambler beat the shit out of them, if the guy is bigger and you need to use a lug wrench of something then so be it. Most people are all talk when you isolate them and take away their phone so they can't snitch like a bitch. Even niggers are this way.
