>>941120164 (OP)
Hide and await turning back, the female orgasm is a lie, why doom yourself. Plus even if you did magically turn into an XX chromosome you still wouldn't be a woman. Womanhood is a collection of experiences that includes a childhood of millions of interactions that were all prefaced with you being female that combined makeup an adult female. You would have had none of those, and just the opposite a male childhood. Get help.