Thread 941166502

Anyone living with untreated schizophrenia can you tell us about it?

Not me but there was this one stark raving mad jew in another thread that couldnt stop replying to me. I had to quit, it was becoming cruel and he was obviously about to blow a fuse.

Wouldnt want any more palestinian children to die just because I pissed off some JDIF shill.

>>941166502 (OP)
Ask the polschizos on /b/. They're malleable as fuck, perpetuating glownigger psyop propaganda.

>>941166502 (OP)
it's pretty crazy ngl

>>941167333
If you climb to the very tippy top of Mt Crymore, there you'll find a tiny wooden box. This is the complaint box. And a pencil.

A fucking pencil.

>>941167424
Yeah but it's not a rare finger box, you absolute newfaggot

>>941167450
Shaddup foo. You cant triforce. Not saying I can but you cant.

>>941167450
>absolut newfaggot
Havent tried that flavor of vodka. Is it tasty?

>>941167568
>Implying I care what Earl in Alabama thinks
2/10

>>941167395
Tell us about it. What are some things you've noticed? Do you understand that things that are happening are not really happening but are unable to control your mind form believing they are happening?

>>941167609
>implying

>>941166502 (OP)
Haven't hallucinated in a long time. Maybe I successfully waited it out.

>>941167779
Perhaps there was something, a trigger of sorts maybe, that brought them on? You've avoided somehow. Maybe a place?

>>941166502 (OP)
anyone

>>941166502 (OP)
Sorry, the voices in my head told me not to say a thing

>>941166502 (OP)
Go on /x/ and you'll see a lot of them

>>941166502 (OP)
Schizoaffective is nighly a superpower for me.

>>941166502 (OP)
I dated a semi treated schizo for about 8 months before shit went weird. I had no clue she was one till i caught her talking to her water bottle. At first i taught it was a joke, as she made it seem like one. Then it got real days later. We were in the middle of hooking up and she stops. I taught maybe she got a cramp of something as she was on top of me. So i asked if she was ok, she looks at me with wide eyes and says Santa what happened to your beard ? Where is mommy and daddy. Then go''s wild punching me and calling me names and all kinds of shit, I managed to get her off of me and she ran in to the bathroom and i had to call her sister. As she was yelling neighbors called the cops, and all kinds of shit. Sadly that late night i found out she had schiophrenia since age 19 teen and was on med's for it. We managed to get her out and in to the car where i had to sit on her as she tried to jump out of the car when it was moving screaming the green lights are gonna slice her brain. and just screaming and biting me. had to get 2 stitches in my arm because she bit me. And just like that she was out of my life. As i sure as fuck was not about to deal with that shit. i got my own mental issues like ptsd and major depression i don't need any more crazy in my life thank you.. Still freinds with her sister tho. she sadly took her life some 8 years later ran in to a lake and drown as she i guess did not know how to swim or something. Funeral was weird as i went to pay my respects as again still friends with her sister ..

My mate's a schizo, pretty bad, no homicidal tendencies but a lot of self harm shit.
He talks to people. These people don't like him, he can't explain why they don't, or in what way they are hostile, but they make it known that they are not happy with him. He argues with them, they have names, sometimes recurring, sometimes different.
Most times he's aware he's schizoing out. He'll scream at his hallucinations and tell them to fuck off. He doesn't wanna see them right now. It's the times when he's unsure of reality that's rough to watch.
I've seen him break down and beg me to convince him that I'm real. He knows I'm real of course, but the me in that moment with him, am I real or somewhere else, and I'm just in his head.
He's like Good Will Hunting smart too. He says he's 'schizo smart'. Sometimes his hallucinations tell him things, give him knowledge he claims he never learned.
He recently picked up a support doggo. Terrific animal, has done wonders for his mental health. The good boy will alert him if he's having a schizo moment, and try to ground him back to reality. If he's talking to nothing, the dog will get up in his face and try to make him realize he's not talking to anyone. Things to keep him grounded.
22 years of friendship with this guy, and his life if fucking rough, but he parties, he drinks, he has sex, relationships, has a job, does his taxes, likes extreme sports.
His brains just wired a lot fuckin different.

>>941173248
Wow almost the exact same thing happened to me. She would just zone out and be zombie like, then it escalated, one day I was chilling in bed and she came in from the kitchen and she looked so scared and said, "werent you in the kitchen with me? How are you here?"

She one night went 28 days later mode on me except she tried to run off a balcony. I saved her life but she was trashing and attacking me. I almost got arrested and it was apparently her first episode so I would have been in jail if she jumped for sure. I split with her the next day and she was never the same after

I miss the old her. I wanted to marry her. I actually hallucinations since childhood but i was always able to tell what was real and in adulthood they went away. Like that was why I liked her so much because I admitted it to her and she was very accepting, only for her to go insane. The stress of it gave me an auto immune disorder and I have been undateable ever since. I fucking hate my life so much sometimes

But yeah as a kid I would see toys in to closet move and other creepy shit or dolls heads turning slowly to face me. As an adult even just a couple of years ago Id be biking in the woods at night, see disembodied legs walking ahead of me on the path only for them to disappear as I got closer. It doesnt even scare me at all. I even told my dr and psych and they decided it wasnt worth treating because i have no paranoid delusions or anything

>>941166502 (OP)
I thought I had schizophrenia. Turned out it was and is still OCD, which may or may not obsess and convince itself into schizophrenia.

>>941167844
Well I stopped hiding the fact that my mother molested me when I was 4 and that it still affects my behavior to this day. Might have something to do with it.

>>941166502 (OP)
My mom has it. She thinks people watch her through electrical outlets and move objects around her room. Also something about wiping/smearing her paintings, and when you look at the damn paintings they're fine. She accuses my father and I all the time, and I don't even live there anymore. My dad's divorcing her because she refuses treatment, torments him daily, and even threatens his life. They've fought all the time for as long as I can remember, but this current wave of delusion kicked in during covid lockdown. And since I'm the only child, I'm forced to be in the middle of all of it.

>>941174177
how did it lead to the auto immune disease?
im scared i havent used protection and i havent gotten checked in a while been with some distasteful women

>>941166502 (OP)
being sick is like a bad dream that you can't wake up from

you dont take enough pills, you need to take all of them at once tbf. taking one pill is 2d mentality, fix the problem in 3d.

>>941166502 (OP)
How many people on this board are open enough to have an opinion and then accept that my views on this subject were wrong? We all have strong opinions, but are you man enough to change that opinion when face faced with evidence to the contrary; or will you continue to fling your shit?

>>941175728
What the fuck are you going on about ???