>>941174327 (OP)
You actually don't get to choose this crap.
A guy who lived in the street I grew in became a gun loving extremist later on in life. I practically grew up side by side with this guy in a house just a few paces away and I became the exact opposite of what the guy has become.
Your life experiences truly defines who you will become later on in life. If you get mugged repeatedly by black people there is a chance you will resent black people.
If Jews retake possessions of the house that you cherished and invested on over the years there is a chance you could harbor some hate toward the Jews.
If a cat piss on your head you might have trouble later on in life adopting a cat.
That's how relationship works.