>>941383799
200% yes. Not even joking, when I was a kid and I knew some day I was going to be home alone, I wrote down the date to a piece of paper and hide it in my closet. I really wished that if I kept a record of those dates, my future self would have a time machine and travel specifically to one of them and spend the whole day fucking me. I eventually got tired, but I remember looking forward to those days lots of times, only to end up disappointed every time, obviously.
I don't know if it was fucked up or just sad.