Thread 941402621

I’m a physically big guy, semi attractive. 20 years old. My entire life I’ve been known to going through life with an extreme stoic and humble attitude. Lately as I experienced life and many stressful situations I realize I’ve become paranoid. Legit anytime I’m in public I’m anxious about 20000 possible scenarios possible. I went out with my baby son and GF to a restaurant and I placed us at the back corner and I parked the car at the emergency entrance just in case. I always have a secret weapon on me and I watch the place like a secret service weapon. Whenever I am with my friend (4chan anon) or by myself I feel so relaxed and less stressed but whenever I am with my family (normies) or normies I get super anxious. I’ve been super privileged that i haven’t gone through any extreme conflict in my life so I haven’t had the need to do much action. But every single second I think about someone ruining my mood or someone getting angry at me and I have to do something about it. I behave like a body guard with my family, just protecting them and try to leave ego out of it but I’m also scared that I will be seen as weak if I retreat (even if it’s the much safer option). Unfortunately(or fortunately) my family has never seen my super aggressive side. They only see my protective side. What do I have? Is it anxiety?!!

tl:dr

>>941402643
Not nice.

Hyper awareness. chill out a little.

>>941402621 (OP)
whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted.

>>941402621 (OP)
Word diarrhea

>>941402621 (OP)
the raped

>>941402621 (OP)
Op I know how you feel. I'm in my 40s now and have reduced but not eliminated the urges.

First and foremost, understand this is you looking to start shit with people. It's Sam Hyde's self defense situation. Second, it's good to be situationally aware. Note who's around you and where you can move. Third, resolve yourself that if there's a problem your mission is to shepherd your girl and kid to safety, nit be the conquering hero. Last, have faith that there won't be issues.

That quiets the noise a lot.

>>941402621 (OP)
Nigger please learn to space your sentences. We could barely read them before convulsing from your vertigo-inducing paragraph.

autism

>>941402621 (OP)
bullet point your ideas friendo
>like this

makes it easier for the halfwits (a good 75% of 4chan tbh) to understand your message before giving up.

>>941403143
>>941403055
Sorry I was just having a massive panic attack and I’m in a rush because I’m a brand new airline pilot in Europe and it’s my second flight as an airline pilot so I’m nervous.>>941403055
can you explain what do you mean it’s me wanting to start shit with people?

>>941402621 (OP)
Talk to a therapist.

>>941402621 (OP)
Just fap bro

>>941402621 (OP)

We are not your friends. Never think that the people you interact with on the internet as your friends. You can have conversations but it is not a replacement for real-life contacts, seriously unhealthy for you to do that. You need to learn to separate the happenings of online and offline interaction, whatever happens here stays here. If an anon humiliates me here I couldn't give a shit, I close the tab and move on. Only weak people think it's some kind of pride for winning internet arguments.

>>941403330
>>941403287
Serious advice only. And Im a male. I’m a pol guy so I don’t usually use b but I appreciate the serious advice

>>941403366
What does that have to do with what I said?

>>941403373
Talking to a therapist is serious advice you fucking retard.

>>941403465
First of all I’m not allowed to talk to a therapist due to my job. Second of all it’s not a serious advice because I’m looking for your opinions

>>941403287
Here's your the rapist bro.

>>941403503
Try bath salts they helped me a lot

>>941403503
>First of all I’m not allowed to talk to a therapist due to my job.
Fair.
>Second of all it’s not a serious advice because I’m looking for your opinions
Chill the fuck out then. You're only 20. Try some breathing exercises or read a book on how to chill the fuck out. Try the book I posted.
I also suggest leaving your work at work. I worked in a mental institution for several years, I get it. You leave that shit at work and don't bring it home.

>>941403664
That isnt going to freaking help me

>>941403651
Usually the worst advice comes from influencers on the internet.

>>941403911
Technically he's a doctor, a psychiatrist. But having sessions where the whole world can see is pretty fucking stupid and I can't help but have this intuition that he's taking advantage of the "online gamer" crowd. Or maybe the gen z crowd have zero understanding of "privacy"

>>941404045
>But having sessions where the whole world can see is pretty fucking stupid and I can't help but have this intuition that he's taking advantage of the "online gamer" crowd.
Yes, that is really fucking stupid. People shouldn't do that. I would also agree that he is taking advantage of people.
>Or maybe the gen z crowd have zero understanding of "privacy"
Jerry Springer and other shows were kind of the same thing. Stupid people flock to stuff like that. Look at all the crazy people that go on Financial Audit.

>>941404195
Yeah but Jerry Springer pays the "actors" on stage (I heard some of them are plants because there are times the producers couldn't get genuine guests), plus it's consensual and those who are invited understood the contracts.

Meanwhile the online thing, you've some doctor exploiting gaymers who could barely read a three line sentences, how would anyone expect that to understand consent?

>>941404369
Meanwhile the online thing, you've some doctor exploiting gaymers who could barely read a three line sentences, how would anyone expect that to understand consent?
True. I mean, they do willingly give this information so I don't think it goes against anything legally speaking. Too many retards out there give out personal information nowadays.

>>941404545
Forgot the ">".

>>941404620
>>941404545
>>941404369
UNRELATED TO MY THREAD

>>941404683
We answered your question. Chill the fuck out.

>>941404789
NO YOU DIDNT, YOU DIDNT SOLVE ANYTHING. Tell me what’s wrong with me and how to solve it

>>941404983
Let black men stretch your hole

>>941405274
There you go OP. You got your answer.

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>>941405274
You guys are disgusting pieces of shit. Absolutely disgusting.

>>941403465
Also taking meds is another serious advice.

>physically big guy
>only 6'0
?