Thread 941447212

What's stopping you from giving in?

"I have a life" ok fuck off then, I'm not talking to you. To my fellow losers, outcasts, freaks, weirdos and perverts. Why hold back? Why keep pretending you're normal? Just give up and give in to your most fucked up desires. Become a true sicko. What else have you got to live for? Isn't it best to live fast and die young? Isn't it better to burn out than to fade away?

>>941447212 (OP)
It's more advantageous to act normal or weird as the situation demands

>>941447212 (OP)
>Just give up and give in to your most fucked up desires. Become a true sicko

I already am. This is me living at the limit and RPing as a girl with other gooners and having fucked up thoughts.

If I tell you that I'm "happy" with who I am, I would be lying. I wish I could be a respectable and productive member of society. But that's not the case, so I just accept myself and try to be comfortable in my own skin.

I don't wish to die young, I want to see what the future look like. If I'm gone in my 50s or 60s I'll be glad enough.

There's a limit to what can be experienced in the material realm. Sometimes after reaching that limit you can become conscious of the spiritual realm, at which point it becomes obvious how important it is to focus on that as opposed to the material realm. You can only do so much here.

>>941447212 (OP)
I can absolutely promise you that if you continue to live as a fucked up gooner you will regret it immensely. You'll have your moment where you will snap and have a mental breakdown when you realize how much of your life has been wasted. Turn back while you still can, turn away from self destruction and eventual suicide.

>>941447212 (OP)
There's something beautiful about unfulfillment. I too was under the impression that longing for something forever will eventually kill me. Now it has become the only real thing that keeps me alive. It keeps the magic flowing. On top of that, you can dive deeper into that fantasy, things can get so vivid, its as if they actually happened. Then you start finding these gems in your fantasy - trophies, creations of a perfect world, which you can bring back into reality. Gems that prove that your wicked path was not meaningless.

>>941447212 (OP)
Elaborate on what you mean by “giving in”

>>941447642
Jésus saves ! !

>>941451664
I don't think Jesus will save me, anon