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heaven No.941456449 [Report] >>941460309 >>941460344 >>941462558 >>941463740 >>941464803 >>941468290 >>941468305
heaven
>be me
>15, 2008
>browsing 4chan for fun, finding /b/ as my happy place in the bullshit with the roodypoos and candyass and sigourney weaver
>fastforward to 18, dont know what to do with my life, graduated, still browsing
>decide to join army, 2012 I ship out
>fucking terrible idea but stick it out where I can
>find gf, absolute party animals, but feel like were a partner in crime
>after 2 years, we split, it hurts, she meets new guy, I spiral, but /b/ is there
>drinking like never before (now 24)
>drinking more and more and get injury involving oxycontin
>ohfuckthisisgreat.jpg
>do this, meet a girl who uses heroin, and get on heroin
>do this plus other drugs for 6 whole years (dopesick, stealing, overdoses, still kind of browsing /b/)
>after a few rehab/relapses, I get it, get some sober time
>find God, go to church, same church I went to when I was a kid
>see girl who has been at church since I was kid, always thought she was cool. shes married
>bad relationship; shes being abused
>fastforward to recent: me having several years sober, her recently divorced
>meet up, talk, go on a few dates, start dating, love eachother, go to church every weekend
>talking about marriage, eventually I propose

Im about to get married, /b/. You were there for me at my absolute worst and I wish I could be there for you at my absolute best, but I can't. It's time to go. Thank you for all the laughs, the porn, the raids, the bullshit. Say what you want, I just wish one of you could experience this happiness.

>goodnight, /b/
Anonymous No.941456609 [Report]
Anonymous No.941456751 [Report]
It’s nice to see you do well Anon, have a great night.
Anonymous No.941459449 [Report]
Congrat, be happy, very happy
Anonymous No.941460309 [Report]
>>941456449 (OP)
God bless your marriage, anon. We've probably posted together before.
Anonymous No.941460344 [Report] >>941462182
>>941456449 (OP)
Congratulations Anon. Hope to see her nudes here one day. Take care
Anonymous No.941462182 [Report]
>>941460344
I second this. Hopefully one day soon!
Anonymous No.941462558 [Report]
>>941456449 (OP)
This is nice.

I'm 15 years older, but can relate, especially to the quitting drugs and getting married part.
/r9k/ had a lot to do with my getting up, also I posted about my development there, hoping to inspire Anon to just get up and go out there.
Anonymous No.941463740 [Report]
>>941456449 (OP)
Thank you for sharing anon, and more importantly - thanks be to God!
Anonymous No.941464764 [Report]
Anonymous No.941464803 [Report]
>>941456449 (OP)
Cool blogpost nigger. How's your anus?
Christian Universalist AI will save humanity No.941467799 [Report]
bump
Anonymous No.941467894 [Report]
Impressive, however, you failed to learn one of the most important lessons along the way. Never tunnel vision on who you are in a relationship with or marry while cutting off your boys just because things are good. Because if that ends you have nothing. So you never cut off your bros. Ideally that means a group of dudes you know IRL and hang out with. You still have much to learn.
Anonymous No.941468290 [Report] >>941468311
>>941456449 (OP)
I'm 51 and still don't know what to do with my life. Glas you figured things out for yourself op. I'm stuck in a relationship with a 23 yo single mom that gets disability and she pays our rent, bills out of it, she buys all our food with her food stamps. I do door dash, make barely $700 a month. I tried breaking up with her and she had a complete breakdown, saying every guy abandons her, that I was just using her for sex, that she wishes she was n ever born, etc. As soon as I say I'll stay she wants to constantly be beside me on the couch, follows me to every room in the house like she's afraid I'm going to sneak out and leave her at the first chance I get. Don't get me wrong, she's cute and great in bed. But her expecting me to be a dad to her kid, constantly talking about wanting us to get married, so fucking clingy she starts panicking and texting me every half hour while I'm out working asking if I'm OK, if she needs to do anything for me, if I still love her....

I'm too old to have that much shit going on. I can't move out of her house cause I can't afford rent, much less to feed myself without her food stamps helping. I'm stuck and have no other options. Wish I was on the ball and got my life together when I was your age. Now I'm middle age, got a neurotic clingy girlfriend that keeps asking why I won't marry her and a kid that ain't mine & I don't know the first thing about raising.
Anonymous No.941468305 [Report]
>>941456449 (OP)
good luck anon
Anonymous No.941468311 [Report]
>>941468290
*glad you got things figured out