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I pray your heart is healed and you find the strength to overcome what is weighing you down.
I know you feel right now you have nothing, but you do have something. At the very least you have your life. I'm also often alone, but being "loney" is a feeling-interpretation of the fact of being alone. You feel lonely when you reflect on where you are and where you want to be. It's not the truth this feeling, it's a habit. But it's alright. View it like a game: You don't have friends or a partner now, but you do have the opportunity to still get to know the first one. Not everybody has that chance.
Whatever happens, there's always a negative and positive way to look at the exact same situation. Learn to extract the positive meaning, the positive lesson out of any situation, and you will reap the positive effects.
Do something practical about your situation. Go pursue a real life hobby for instance (not online) and get to learn people that share the same interests as you, and there are your friends and partners.
Good luck, and don't take your life, because God gave it to you for a reason.
