>>941499493
So I have been transitioning for about 4 months now and I've kept it hidden up until yesterday, I wore summer shorts with a feminine shirt, no makeup and visited my mom who lives next door.. as soon as she saw me she was shook, fast forward and she's talking to my sister and keeps telling her that I'm a f slur calling me Buffalo bill, the works..
well when my sister asked her why she was being so mean she started breaking down and started crying which prompted my sister to ask why she's so upset what I do with my body, and my mom looks at me with tears in her eyes and says "You're not gay" and then answers my sisters question with "I want grand babies" when my sister already has 5 kids..
My mom didn't get a chance to have her grandkids in her life so I feel like she was holding out hope that I could have some even though I've been single like most of my life... I can't have kids and it really hurts but I couldn't even get into that..
So now I'm gonna feel guilty anytime I present feminine in front of her and I feel gross in general..