Thread 941582291

So, I'm kinda tired. It's nobody's fault but my own. I lack a lot of common skills to live well in this world and now I'm just becoming a burden for others.

I wanna leave and I know some methods of doing it, but here is the thing: my mother would end up suffering a lot and I don't want that. I would like to make it look like an accident.

I thought about the simple car accident but there are just too many variables around it, I could end up crippled, which would make me even a bigger burden to them.

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>>941582291 (OP)
sounds like youre just depressed, comparison is the thief of all joy tbh, and imho, society is fake any ways, so if youre al mopey about that shit, rest assured its mostly fake BS topped off with kiss ass fags and OCD vultures. Just work on yourself and try to work harder on improving yourself, and unironically get some sun light.

>>941582291 (OP)
Don’t do that to your mom, you can’t comprehend the pain that will cause her. Use your pain as motivation to better your life, you can choose to be stronger, you can gain skills through effort, suffering can be used for growth. Life may be harder for you than others, just try harder, change your perspective.

>>941588404
do it lol. She can always get pregnant and make another

She'll still suffer if it's an accident.

If you're willing to talk to us, then there's still something keeping you here. Find that thing. Not for her, but for you. You can still live a fulfilling life.

>>941582291 (OP)
are you fucking retarded? nothing matters after you enter the void, your mom could win the lottery and get raped by 1000 niggers cocks and it wont matter because you are dead, the entire universe will cease to exist after you are dead, do you even know what the fuck are you talking about nigger? do you know what death means? stop talking about it like you're just leaving somewhere you fucking retard, you are deleting existence itself, your mother will probably kill herself too because of how badly she failed you and it literlly wont matter, literally nothing fucking matters after you're already dead you fucking retarded nigger holy fucking shit, i would kill myself too if i was this retarded, good riddance

>>941582291 (OP)
Have you considered your taking your mother with you?

>>941582291 (OP)
well if youre gonna do it do you perchance have a large folder of good porn you've been collecting or a playlist of cool music/porn you dont want going to waste

I just got out of the hospital for alcoholism and suicidal. I don't have any advice... it still sucks, even more than before cause I realized how much of a pussy loser I am. I want to die still but I can't do it.

>>941591969
Did the hospital make fun of you?

Have you considered having someone to get a life insurance for you? One wich benefits you mother in case of an accident and one wich benefits the person paying for both of the insurances?

>>941582291 (OP)
Even an accident will hurt your mom tremendously. A friend of mine lost his son when a bridge over top of a highway collapsed and killed him and everyone on that road underneath it. This was 10 years ago and he still isn't the same. There has to be someone you could reach out to and share your concerns and try to make things better.

>>941592761
This. So much this.

>>941582291 (OP)
>tired
sleep. cu tomorrow anon.

>>941592761
>get life insurance
>fake an accident
>insurance company thinks it's suspicious that someone dies right after getting life insurance
>morbidly obese police decides to "investigate," too lazy to actually do it, simply plants some fake evidences to call it a murder, gets some free money from the insurance company
>whoever was supposed to benefit from the insurance will spend the rest of their life in prison until they get stabbed by some nigger

>>941592554
Lol no one of the nurses was a clown though not enough to really bother me. I'm pretty sure they talked shit though I mean, I'd do the same. Ppl screaming in pain and dying while I was just a sad jackass sitting there ahah

>>941594558
I was definitely talking shit about you

>>941594762
WEll my alcohol bloat just started going down and I just started to have bowel movements. The last shit I took was so thick like 8 inches girth and it reached the back of the toilet and breached the water on the other end. You would be proud

>>941582291 (OP)
op, just don't do it not worth the pain for others. if you really want to make it better for your mom, leave home and never come back. call once and a while and she'll forget you. not worth the tragedy, and shit can turn around pretty fast.

>>941591969
real, it sucks, been wanting to die for years, wish i could just do it. but im living for the few people that might "miss me" even though deep down they probably hate me. was in the hospital a few weeks ago, they dont really take you seriously its just embarrassing. basically got thrown a bottle of pills and told to deal with it.

>>941582291 (OP)
If you want something people will actually assume is an accident your only choice is car crash.
Tbh if you still give a shit about what your mother thinks you don't resent life enough. You're just stuck in death wish limbo.
Not that I have a leg to stand on being here alive and talking shit.

>>941582291 (OP)
please don't do it, theres so many others ways to live this fkng life, but really don't do it.

>>941599549
I love it when you talk shit

>>941582291 (OP)
Fuck suicide you can handle more than you can Imagine this shit is a game to test your mental by writing this shit you sort of brainwash yourself now do it opposite way and brainwash yourself to be gigachad, it take one step to be different Man, also suicide is not that easy if you fuck it up you end on a wheelchair being feed with a spoon while taking massive meds everyday think before you wreck yourself because you still got it.