>>941927248 (OP) >I finally have the courage to escape this endless nightmare.
Its what I said my suicide attempt. He was probably thinking the same. Somehow I woke up in my bed. I swore I hanged myself. Anyways my views of humanity and my existence is completely warped. I started treating everyone like shit and started worshipping Satan. My life is way better now.
>>941928451 >started worshipping Satan. My life is way better now.
If you life is better than it's not evil Satan
Must be good astral people doing roleplay
Ask them to take away the Satan aesthetic for you to blossom fully
>>941935532
I know I wish I wasn't such a driven person with goals and aspirations and trying so hard in life just to have it all fail and come crashing down on me. I should of been the little nihilistic violent asshole I am now. Your only young once. Enjoy life kids all the drama all the fun. Once you break the illusion of life there is no turning back. Now im just a wolf in sheep's clothing. Bhaaaa! Look at me i care about money and status lol