>>942287809 (OP)
my cock is desensitized from close to 20 years of aggresive masturbation so when i finally got a blowjob it felt like nothing. Although with time I actually started to feel with my dick again and it was pleasant, but before I would have a first bj orgasm my fwb ghosted me, probably because I was still actively gooning to some weird shit and she sensed I'm a lost case.