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> newfound
> Realise we've been having sex for less than 2.5 months
> Look at all the degenshit we've done so far
Only now it's starting to hit me... Woah... Well errr.... At least we did it with love! And lust... But that lust always came from love!
It's also funny how we abstained from sex for half a year and were shy seeing each other in our undies... Man I could already see the outline of his boner back then and started sweating but... I only saw his pp for the first time when he pulled me into the shower right after he arrived and before he took a nap. I just remember both of us VERY DISRESPECTFULLY eyeing each other's dicks. Not touching, just OBSERVING O.O
And when he was napping I was in the threads crying "HOW IS THAT GONNA FITTTTTT????" Hahaha. But boy did it fit. I wonder how long we would have waited had I not initiated that day. He was very much intent on doing it with me, but he didn't want to initiate after last time when I was shaking of all the nerves when we were both in our undies. He even told me that later on "I just didn't want to force ya in any way. I put the ball in your park because even though we were both nervous, you suffered more from it and the last thing I wanted was to ruin your first time. And it paid off. Now I can just ruin you any time :)"
I actually don't think he would have ruined my first time. Had he initiated, I wouldn't have said no. I wouldn't have asked to stop. I might have been a bit more on edge, but it would have gone fine regardless. Still, very much appreciate his decisions. Even though he trolls the living shit out of me, he REALLY cares in times when it matters most. Like now, he's snoring as I'm on my phone so that he can be silent when I'm going to sleep... Right? He's just getting all his snores out now so that he'll be out of them later....... RIGHT?????
