i tried to revisit childhood nostalgia by playing adventurequest and listening to 2000s rock to recreate the feelings that made me happy in my younger years but it didnt work
there is nothing to enjoy anymore, life will only get worse and you will continue to age into dust and there's nothing you can do about it

>>22814839 (OP)
>i tried to revisit childhood nostalgia by playing adventurequest and listening to 2000s rock to recreate the feelings that made me happy in my younger years
they seem to do that in the stock market threads here as well
>>22814839 (OP)
>there is nothing to enjoy anymore, life will only get worse and you will continue to age into dust and there's nothing you can do about it
it seems like life can be enjoyable if you have a lot of money, apparently
but yeah we've kinda woken up from the fever dream of industrial prosperity
you still have plenty of control though and you only harm yourself by despairing
you can choose to have an empty existence & age into dust while living comfortably, or while being tortured by the medical industrial complex & getting charged tens of thousands for it, for example

what's important isn't whether or not you ultimately age into dust or whateverthefuck
the important thing is all of the petty little problems and positive experiences which add up to your life

>>22814839 (OP)
You tried so hard, and got so far
But in the end, it didn't even matter

>>22814839 (OP)
I played an old mmorpg from my childhood a few years ago and i absolutely loved it for a couple months. But eventually that spark died and now its over again.

>>22814876
Ocarina of Time on the 64 always does it for me

>>22814839 (OP)
You should continue trying different things from your childhood. If not, then maybe what you need is something new.

Yes nothing is fun after 30
you realize that it was all lame and gay and you only enjoyed it because you were young and retarded
that being said what you should do is in instead of trying to recreate your past life try new things but from the past.
Try the games you didn't play not the games you already played

>>22814839 (OP)
>muh video games and shitty music aren't le funnyerino

LOL growing up makes it impossible to enjoy manchild things KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!

>>22814839 (OP)
the best times i had in my life were when i was fully immersed in an mmo as a child. i feel so bad for kids that have strict parents. peak enjoyment in life was playing a game that had no online videos/discussions. you played the game and imagined what you would find. i used to think you could find ways of getting out of the map and there would be new worlds to discover beyond. i would dream about it all day at school and run home to play. fuck that was fun. i cant play a game for more than an hour now without getting bored.

We are all doomed

>>22814839 (OP)
Thats not true.
Ploooont some shit and watch it grow.
Enjoy the ride and get ready to fuck of into the woods.
If nothing matters why shouldnt one just live in run down ruins of a house and just live and meditate?
You are still posessed by jew ideas and they make you suffer.
Discard those and see how easy everything gets.