My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, from the words of my groaning? O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer, and by night, but I find no rest.
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I suspect Something similar
When i saw demons they Tried to keep me away from god and got angry when i started praying
Its Like we are being kept shielded from god, perhaps there are still places where one could seek him Out