I do Not Wish to suffer for No reason only to Fall into despair again
I Wish to suffer and find god on the way
>>22834072The fool hath said in his heart, 'There is no God'" (Psalm 14:1).
Nietzsche was Just a bitter old man
My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, from the words of my groaning? O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer, and by night, but I find no rest.
>>22834081https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tMsf9ptTHI
Your senses are trapped by maya we are always with God but I can't remember why our senses are trapped by maya but they are
>>22834124I suspect Something similar
When i saw demons they Tried to keep me away from god and got angry when i started praying
Its Like we are being kept shielded from god, perhaps there are still places where one could seek him Out