I have been fucking myself up with alcohol since I was 15, I even remember stealing my dads prescription painkillers to take while drinking just to feel okay. Now I am 25 fucked and can't kick alcohol everytime I try and stop I end up a shaking mess. Only time I could kick it for a few years was replacing it with weed and I ended up smoking 3+ gs a day at minimum now I just mix it. Don't have my dads prescription pills anymore but I sometimes mix it with anxiety medication or a few extra ibuprofen. I am a lost cause aren't I?

Just don't get arrested, they'll put you in a sobriety program/rehab.

>>22835715 (OP)
>I am a lost cause aren't I?
pretty bad but it could be worse
you don't write like a demented homeless person, that's a good sign

>>22835732
Tough getting arrested when you just rot in your room at this point

>>22835733
>you don't write like a demented homeless person, that's a good sign
Not yet, but I have noticed my spelling and phrasing keeps getting worse

>>22835715 (OP)
You must be a fat stinking piece of shit, alcohol makes you fat and smells like shit.

>>22835763
I could be fatter, but I barely eat anymore

>>22835784
need to afford booze

did you go to college?
any sort of jobs?

i shouldve finished highschool, i hope i dont get drafted & become cannon fodder

>>22835787
No dropped out of anything I tried since 9th grade

>>22835794
ah, me too
i did weed & psychedelics but stopped
my dad had drinking problems which made me avoid it
am 21 now

>>22835809
Ahh sorry to hear, My parents were fine and never had anyone around me like that

sorry to hear that anon, do you think you would have ended up like this if the rules about alcohol were tighter in Denmark?

I didn't start drinking until adult age so I can't relate. It's been fast tho. I mean there's really nothing to live for to be sober.