the ride never ends

>>22836502 (OP)
who designed this fuckass ride, anyway?

>>22836502 (OP)
It's amazing how fast one sober ups, isn't it?

>>22836506
Sadly

>>22836502 (OP)
how about i give you some of my adderall and some poppers to sniff, i want to experience a ride that never ends too

>>22836502 (OP)
there are no brakes on mr. bones wild ride sorry
just like when video games were good
you fight harder and harder til you die screaming and cursing

>>22836525
need adderall
surely that would end well in my position

>>22836525
Off yourself freak

>>22836535
>end well in my position
whats your position, besides bottom?
>>22836536
>Off yourself freak
make me

>>22836503
mr. bones

>>22836506
truly

>>22836525
>>22836536

>>22836546
Ok now kiss.

>>22836546
>whats your position, besides bottom?
NEET highschool dropout with no support network who never worked a job
surely i wouldn't end up uhhh
on the streets of rage

>>22836535
adderal is just legal mef
don't do that

>>22836571
i won't
i hate myself a lot

>>22836567
>NEET highschool dropout with no support network
funny enough that tends to be the type of boyfriends i land myself

>>22836576
stop that
you're worth more than becoming some dead end junkie undone by something highschoolers abuse
e en if you don't think so

>>22836594
yeah
my expectations just keep getting lower and lower, there's nothing i really want anymore
i know drugs would just make it worse

my aunt methmaxxed for a while in this town, then disappeared & went to jail for 1 year in connecticut
now she's trying to become a phlebotomist at 50 years old

i jsut feel like an appliance for my BPD mother, i feel so subhuman at this point it's fucked

>>22836594
>you're worth more than becoming some dead end junkie undone by something highschoolers abuse
>e en if you don't think so
everything else is a dead end

i don't know what im' supposed to do

>>22836580
weird and kind of predatory

>>22836608
he is a r*pist i think...

what's worthwhile?

>>22836503
God. He screwed it up tho.

i can't do anything

>>22836645
succumb to anhedonia

>>22836600
>>22836602
first step
get out of that shadow nigga

>>22836677
tommy how would ome go about annexing themselves and removing one self from toxic family?
this niga needs it
>>22836645

>>22836689
shadow nigga?!?!

my chest hurts

i think i know what i need to do
it's so easy ot just stay on bant though

>>22836694
long shadows that seem to bind you
step out of them
>>22836699

>>22836692
personally i packed my bags, blocked phine numbers and hit the road at like 16
who needs shelter in alaska when you have a paycheck and a car with a heater

>>22836789
>hit the road at like 16
hellow fellow runaway

>>22836789
Tuff

>>22836789
i do have a car

>>22836789
badass
i threw myself across the country via greyhound

>>22836789
>>22836805
what was it like adjusting to a new life?

sounds surreal

maybe just mundane and a pain in thje ass though?

>>22836805
i love you

>>22836793
begone THOT!!

>>22836794
i am tuff boy

>>22836795
use it to your advantage as long as the title and registration are in your namr

>>22836805
yeah but they get mad at you for living in the buses

>>22836810
i guess? idk i have basically rerolled life like 5 times and i usually just end up lonely and drunk and with ptsd and a crippling inability to trust or even associate myself with anyone
occasionally i end up in the grippy sock prison

>>22837315
terrible mistake loving one who loves solitude sorry.
>>22837321
>living
it was a week on the bus and it took 2 weeks to get the seat pattern out of my ass.

>>22837321
>begone THOT!!
so... that means you're a thot

>>22837326

>>22837335
i applied deodorant a few days ago and i can still smell it, therefore i dont need to apply more

>>22837342

>>22837321
thanks

>>22837345
are you positive you're gay? if you hate body odor so much you must just be a bottom who is embarassed by their own smell... you know gay guys like the smell of guys... right? if you try to remove your scent too much all you'll be attracting is biscum who just want a fuck...

>>22837352
or friends not interested in sex

>>22837391
well it seems like you're getting sex one way or the other, its just with smell its at least more stable and non bi-curious i suppose

>>22837395
or i have some semblance of self respect and i hate guys who can't take a hint and just fuck off and die

>>22837395
no
perv meet hermit

love you all, goodnight