I feel grotesque, malformed, confused, weak, and improper. The joy and innocence I once had seems so far away. I have no will; it has been like this for years, Will I die like this?

Obviously what you’re problem is, is that you’re not enough of a rightoid white surpemacist Neo Nazi, anon!

/end of thread

>>22865736
I don’t care about that nonsense anymore it goes nowhere; it’s just for idiots to feel special about themselves

>>22865570 (OP)
yeah

>>22865570 (OP)
i think you'll be okay
there's been periods like this during the past

>>22865745
When?I don’t know how to get back up.

>>22865985
even way after the dark ages, there have been all sorts of plagues & postwar periods & economic disasters in various countries
some really famous art came out of people's neuroticism during those times
i know this doesn't help figure out what to do, but it's kinda nice to know other people have felt the same way in the past, you're no more bound for hell than they were & things are constantly changing

i really don't know what you should do, but don't be too hard on yourself
also, remember there's plenty of drastic options you can take besides suicide/drugs