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https://www.instagram.com/reel/DLU3SjbirgG/

pomkori!!

>thought about playing schedule 1
unrealisticerino; neither violent or competitive enough; neither does it feel like the police are breathing down your back or neck or however the idiom goes.

>thought about playing ATS
The novelty of driving a truck for long distances wears off after spending a couple hours driving a truck; not enough truck engine upgrades, the modded engine upgrades don't feel priced right unless irl high upgrade truck engines are that affordable

idk just how much long haul trucking pays because there are some fancy custom trucks driving the roads, I don't find driving irl roads fun nor the work culture of ignoring safety regulation and driving more hours than allowed in a le day appealing

>>22868726
>addition
the novelty of driving any truck, dumptruck or daycab or whatever, wears off after doing it for a while irl

its no longer le 1950 or whatever, the roads are too damn full of filthy retarded niggers and spics for driving ever to be fun again


I am blackerino, I can say nigger and I can hate whoever I want >:[

i can’t heckin believe Ricky was on fishtank

>>22868734
but what is your specific race?

Hispanic, Mexican, Puerto Rican, African American?

had some via’ and CBD

I felt horrible yesterday I didn’t know why

but thankfully i feel pretty good today

new idea:

I'm gonna open some portals to let through piglinerino hordes to block off areas

>>22868890
secretly btw

the international committee would condemn this action as le evilrino

yawn ugh can’t believe how good I feel today had some tea’

Salad dressing bottle fell out of the fridge when I opened it and smashed all over the heckin place oh nooooeees


still I just am having a hard time completing my goals i just feel wracked with fear lately its not really like me but its been sort of a problem recently

caffeine really working today

becoming more fearless and motivated but unfortunately it's too late in the day

i think i'll use the the eu4 map

more regions and the addition of wastelands

https://youtu.be/6i4x8PC25nY?si=SjRX6F-9H1qtuYL9

I was thinking about this song, and it's called "end of an empire" ehihc is basically what it's about. I think that concept might be a little conservative because the notion of empire building, creating and painting such a thing is a little right wing in essence.


But I was thinking, a lot of things I had been observing about north America, hat have sort of puzzled me as to the reason why, like a seemingly complete degraded moral values and a decline in morals over all it seems like. How once could be looked at as being a product of liberalism or the left and an attempt to free one self from social manufactured homogeneity that are imposed on us from largely imperial structures, and a lessening of that. Could almost also be looked at currently as a product of the decline, because I feel like it's become too extreme, almost negative and these people are almost like the equivalent of modern barbarians I think just about. At least, I feel like that's the equivalent of what their motive and self expression takes on as a form, other then being sort of a facet of greater nihilism that can be found in the social body.

It's generally believed that America is in a decline, but you don't really hear it expressed at what level of a decline we are at.

omfg typos

stupid senile boomer parents are complaining about young people again yawn

The thing is with the notion of a decline is that, it's not entirely preventable, but it's generally a result of the fact that the upper ruling classes simply so not care and a general "decline" whether of a civilization or living standards is practically engineered into our society.

The ruling classes don't really care, because their desire isn't to fortify and make a nation stronger or healthier and certainly not 'happy' maybe content like cattle, with commodities and consumerism, television spending and instant gratification acting like a short term opiate.

hey wtf happened to dts posts

Here is another song that I think goes well with the other song I posted "we are savages" I think it's pretty good social commentary
https://youtu.be/n4WFyrjvvwk?si=NjqgtRM5A0mW4_wt

that's really what I observe, in the social sphere of things

yawn wokeup

goonhitler cuckoldoids cannot breed LOL

thinking about watching dawn of the deadorino and walking dead because it be keyed and sorta fits my latest kinoino

i changed my mind

I'm watching the 'mboid insteadorino

or something liek that

i'm actually interested in looking at cults because it'll be essential to my world kinoino

minecraft > d&d

because true sandbox and morality is whateverino I project on it

yawn for some reason I can't just push myself into my headcanon kino


I need to do something on the side like horror text games probably w/ chatgpt

I just can't use any ai for my tulpa mommy waifu because the ai will never represent her perfectly as I imagine her.

unless I can imagine a very good way to include in my 'canons WITHOUT letting chatgpt know of her existence, because if it did it would try to roleplay as her (poorly).

>>22871388
Oh you know what I could do is embark on these nightmare scenarios:

1984
actual horror

nah

whatever I'll just jump into my minecraft kino

ugh yawn wokeup ordered starbucks

You know he's been saying whites can't breed but I don't see him breeding either...

fuck I hate canada so much

still heckin drinking my starbucks omfg I had this waffle from starbucsk not sure
how it was made but it tasted so fucking good MMMMMMMMMMMMM

ugh just thinking like

immigrate to Europe like over 1,000 years ago

still considered foreigner outsider and seen as an 'other'


don't even know if I consider myself white ugh

people think you are just a random mix of physical features and characteristics but it doesn't quite work that way i did the math, I estimate that my non European side didn't change but stayed the same thus i guess I am like almost half non european but that doesnt quite make sense because


it seems like my injun heritage got covered up by my white side it seems like but despite this

i seem to have really high cheekbones which is not from my white side doe

and also despite all of this my dna is like white so how does any of this make sense?

i pretty much don't consider myself white which is ridiculous

yawn wokeup

like some things are just dominant I guess more then others for example my jawline is pretty prominent and defined and it's a common feature in one side of my family

I always thought it was an indegenious non-white attribute but it turns out a lot of the people on my white side of the family have really strong prominent jawlines too so it can actually be a white feature though still, I think it is sort of exotic nonetheless

Wtf

I really wonder about my real family, there's so many answered questions, and only really a small thread of info for me to gain insight into their behavior and thoughts.

It's kind of a relief in some ways that not everyone in my family was off the boat immigrants to the united stated, because information was more sparse, contact with wider populations were more minimal thus it could really effect your breed choices available. I really wonder how exactly my family found each other and what components went into attractiveness and if I've inherited any of that, like if I am attracted to similar things or not.

There's pros and cons but basically you could stay in the same country in Europe and be less mixed where as Americans are all mixed and like euro mutts and shit and I guess the verdict is out I am not sure if it is really better to be a euromutt or not exactly but it might be a good thing my family didn't immigrate until later on.

Bascially, I'm potentionally racist to my family, and I know there might not be any certain clear notion of a 'pure race, but there are features and traits that I like more then others. And I would have liked my family to have stayed in that spectrum but I am not sure if they did.

Im really focused on this notion of a pure race that I have spent time trying to figure out if my family fits my standards

Just like how it seems like just about all Europeans have British ancestry it seems like just about all Europeans also have Scandinavian ancestry.


It kind of pisses me of these groups managed to take over and conquer practically everyone and then breed with everyone too. The breeding aspect has me really curious, but also somewhat resigned.


Did the women willingly mate with these conquerors or were they forced and raped and if not will women leave their men and breed with whoever is the most seemingly ‘dominant’ men around, like is women’s psychology really that simple? What I can’t get over is just how they managed to breed with practically everyone

I really shouldn’t say “dominant” necessarily but more so whoever has the most power

I guess that’s one thing I realize now but being around the British it sort of feels like they’re the “conqueror” and I dislike that feeling, to think they’ve pretty much conquerored half of the world and have tons of colonies where’s there’s even more of them so not only did they manage to almost get their DNA in like all people of European descent they managed to multiply exponentially and spread to other continents if it was really necessary then at some point they ran out of steam I guess

Lawl they sure got the British

yawn wokeup

a mosquito tried to eat me


it was... hunting me-erino!!!!

Wow I thought she was really pretty, I wouldn’t have expected that she was mostly German but it makes me lawl she doesn’t look German to me how strange that is

lol just have to have that little sliver of britbong in ya

>>22868661 (OP)
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yawn so basically

i have a tall mommyrino (i'm 5'1 and she's 6'1) and basically I just feel like a mommy woman feels more mommy if she's taller than me

but I can also become 8'1 which I call hulk mode and thats for serious business like diplomacy, war, or for whenever I feel like using my wife like an onahole.

But for now, I want a loving mommy to cuddle me and cover me in kisses


Yeah. I'm still doing the minecraft idea.
+ pure fantasy
- no modern era
<>>because it leaves behind ugly modern infrastructure and I have to le open a nether portal on EVERY le island (YAWN!!!!)

so instead pure fantasy. No le guns or industrial revolution whatsoever.

thinking about conditions

but conditions are fluid, a big faction could be strong but be prone to instability

I ponder le geopoliticerinos of my kino headcanon sandbox worldkino so thoroughly

so I think actually a bunch of videos have been screaming at my face basically to watch them or something and they're minecraft civilization videos

watching caseoh play the minecraft

>>22874569
insteadorino*** I might add

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