I had to do telehealth because of bloody earplug infectioncel and I got mogged but the telehealth doctor even though she was an old lady but her face look tight and lean unlike me and I looked retarded and I did that thing where I couldn't even make eye contact by looking at her face on the screen not even looking at my camera I think she was cute but I felt so ugly and I looked retarded and I was wearing wrist braces and I looked pathetic and ugly and worthless and subhuman and I need to commit ritual suicide even doe she smiled a lot but it was all fake and she secretly wants me to commit suicide for being a disgusting ugly worthless subhuman dysgenic moidcel haircel eyecel voicecel dinosaur-armscel Even though I looked all right in the mirror but my phone camera picked up my subhumanity which I should commit suicide over I feel humiliated and dehumanized for having showed my face to an attractive woman again even though she was old and not even in the same state as me but I will never recover

>>22901160 (OP)
might be overthinking it a bit bud
stewing on things tends to make them seem worse than they are

lol. You honestly need some sun and exercise. Your perception of things is totally off. Also, as a doctor she has seen far worse than you. She sees fat, diabetic Walmart creatures daily. Relative to her regulars you must have looked like a juicy young hot cock to her.