I had to do telehealth because of bloody earplug infectioncel and I got mogged but the telehealth doctor even though she was an old lady but her face look tight and lean unlike me and I looked retarded and I did that thing where I couldn't even make eye contact by looking at her face on the screen not even looking at my camera I think she was cute but I felt so ugly and I looked retarded and I was wearing wrist braces and I looked pathetic and ugly and worthless and subhuman and I need to commit ritual suicide even doe she smiled a lot but it was all fake and she secretly wants me to commit suicide for being a disgusting ugly worthless subhuman dysgenic moidcel haircel eyecel voicecel dinosaur-armscel Even though I looked all right in the mirror but my phone camera picked up my subhumanity which I should commit suicide over I feel humiliated and dehumanized for having showed my face to an attractive woman again even though she was old and not even in the same state as me but I will never recover
>>22901160 (OP)
might be overthinking it a bit bud
stewing on things tends to make them seem worse than they are
might be overthinking it a bit bud
stewing on things tends to make them seem worse than they are