Wanting to be a lesbian JK and cry-makeout with other JKs is the ultimate and final redpill.

what's a JK?

>>22911094
jewish kike

>>22911094
You're supposed to know what joshi koukousei means by now. I'll forgive you if you're new.

>>22911109
o.o
wlel ty

thats cool

thats cooll

seek help

>>22911148
Low IQ

>>22911148
everyone says that, but who's there to help?
anyone?
what if there's no one to help? no one left, anyway?
what then?

>>22911164
>what then?
Then we focus our lives on science and discover the secrets to making ourselves into the cutest teenage girls possible and humanity is saved and we all touch grass and kiss and hug and sing and fuck.

>>22911179
sounds like the sort of escapist prophecizing that a medieval peasant would convince themselves of

but yeah, it is a beautiful thought

>>22911207

>>22911206
>escapist prophecizing that a medieval peasant would convince themselves of
The fact that you replied to yourself twice and just posted the art for shelter instead of the song indicates to me that you're at least mildly insane, but at the same, time, I completely understand what you're saying. Indeed, I'm the modern equivalent of a peasant, and, indeed, this is my cope. But I believe it. Unironically, even. What choice do I have?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQnC1UHBvWA&list=RDHQnC1UHBvWA&start_radio=1

>>22911217
eheheh
you're right, and sorry for the disorganized posts
that song is what made me decide to go to school instead of sitting in the woods with my druggie parents & scorpions playing roblox, never seeing anyone else
i did 1 year of 5th grade when i was like 11, then dropped out
then i did 1 year of 8th grade when i was 15, then dropped out again
i'm 21 now
the song really gets to me
>I'm the modern equivalent of a peasant, and, indeed, this is my cope. But I believe it. Unironically, even. What choice do I have?
i wish i had an answer
it's better to cope than not to cope, but i feel like there must be a better option

i wisah i knew what to say, im sorry

>>22911227
>you're right, and sorry for the disorganized posts
That's fine, that was kind of mean of me. I'm a little drunk right now.
>that song is what made me decide to go to school instead of sitting in the woods with my druggie parents & scorpions playing roblox, never seeing anyone else
Jesus anon, that's a pretty fucking interesting back story.
>i did 1 year of 5th grade when i was like 11, then dropped out
>then i did 1 year of 8th grade when i was 15, then dropped out again
Don't mean to pry but how's it going now? You've piqued my curiosity. I love to complain about my family but you have be beat pretty bad.

And nice taste, shelter is great.
>but i feel like there must be a better option
There is, and it's cope so hard that you will your cope into reality. I won't blog but I feel pretty optimistic that humanity can change for the better in a relatively short timeframe, and I'm working towards that. As I said, not much else to do. Either work towards your ridiculous dreams, or die full of regret.

>>22911235
it's a bit better, but pretty much the same
i've never had a job
we live in a small town now, in a low-income area, but there isn't much violence
it's nice being in town

the school i went to was pretty good, i met some good people there who probably would've helped me but i was too scared to say anything
i've tried to reach out to old friends from 8th grade recently but it doesn't really go anywhere
a friend even offered for me to stay at his house once when i was in school, i should've done that
i think i could've graduated, or atleast gotten further
everyone just thinks i'm a bum now, which i kind of am
i think about just going to a city to the northeast of here but im afraid of ending up in jail or a hospital or a mental hospital and being at the mercy of my parents

the woods were interesting too, i used to play with mormon kids and redneck kids when i wasn't at home playing roblox
one of the redneck kids had an xbox 360, and he kept sugar gliders

>>22911261
>>22911267
Sorry if this sounds insensitive but your upbringing is honestly fascinating to me. Sounds like you're really pretty isolated.
>i think about just going to a city to the northeast of here but im afraid of ending up in jail or a hospital or a mental hospital and being at the mercy of my parents
I don't know your situation but you can escape with some work, I think. You don't actually need k-12 schooling. Any community college will offer a GED which will allow you to apply for college or trade school, and it should be relatively cheap. If you can get a job as a waiter or bartender in the city near you, that should fund an apartment or at least allow you to split an apartment with someone else. My strategy would be to drive out, live out my first 1-2 months in the car and shower in a fitness center, find a job, earn enough for the deposit on an apartment, then move in, and from there I would get a credit card, build credit, and take out small loans to go to community college.

Talking out of my ass here though, no idea if that even makes sense for you or if you even want unsolicited advice.

i wanted to be an engineer at one point, i wonder if i will
it's been peaceful the last year or so, i've been learning to cook a bit

>>22911277
>Sorry if this sounds insensitive but your upbringing is honestly fascinating to me.
nah i understand
it has been to me as well lol
>Talking out of my ass here though, no idea if that even makes sense for you or if you even want unsolicited advice.
alot of it does, and yeah i'm grateful
i always forget you can shower in fitness centers

>>22911088 (OP)
The final redpill is knowing you will probably not defeat the drone in a 1v1 in your final stand.

Probably.

Never 0.

Cant wait for the wars with drones so i can shoot one in the sky