>28, need to get gferino to make babyerino because God said so or whatever
>all i wanna do after work is shower and lay on my porch until sundown, then lay in my bed
was I doomed to fail?

>>22922495 (OP)
No, just move your ass

>>22922495 (OP)
you can do whatever you wanna do
alot of people get fucked over & end up burnt out or anhedonic for reasons they can't explain
i think you're supposed to have some sort of secure place in the world and social place by the time you're like mid to late teens, but that almost never happens anymore, because of "how things are"
it makes sense you wouldnt care about anything

it's up to you
have you ever been to a hot spring? it's pretty nice
you could see that as motivation maybe
it's kinda like laying on the porch but way better

>>22922495 (OP)
Nice to have a porch. You live in a southern state?

>>22922543
midwest
stopped being hitlerhumid after nearly a month so its actually pretty nice to be out right now