I have not felt alive since 2022 and my brain is fried from degeneracy and doom scrolling should I just thang myself? I don’t think I will ever be able to perceive any genuine beauty or joy in this life. All I see and feel is degeneration inside myself and without; and I do not have the will to do anything. Everyday is hell remembering I am myself and I can never change that. I don’t have any abilities and I lost my personality. My family get mad at me for doing nothing but they don’t realize that I am just an empty vessel and that is precisely why. The world is just a meaningless blur of wreckage.

>>22946511 (OP)
mood

>>22946511 (OP)
just take a break and get your grip on reality back.
you noticing your declining state isn't an indication of the world going to shit, that's been happening for a long time regardless.
but there's still a world out there you can foster a worthwile life in.

>>22946524
tsmt

>>22946511 (OP)
im still going to suggest military service or at the very least, job corps while you still qualify with your age
>should I just thang myself?
No, its selfish, your family will suffer, and not knowing what goes on on the other side or lack thereof is scary

>>22946511 (OP)
Read the BIBLE. Go to CHURCH. Religion is not a meme, it is a natural human need, and without it you die.

>Oh boy porn is awesome! How come my parents said this was bad?
>Oh no, now I want to kill myself.

>>22946698
My parents wouldn’t wouldn’t let me join the military because they think I am too crazy
>>22946721
>>22946730
Christ broke me

>>22946511 (OP)
Shut up bitch

>>22946730
it be like that

>>22946952
>think I am too crazy
almost everyone in the military is crazy doe.

>>22947066
>almost everyone in the military is crazy doe.
nah i think they are normies
>>22946952
>think I am too crazy
why does craziness even matter? if anything it would be a benefit