Thread 22965296

Threw up while passed out on the bed award
Nearly choked to death award
Ruined my mattress award

Your liver is gonna fail like mine did. Sucks when you're in the hospital waiting to find out if it's incurable cirrhosis and you never get to leave

>>22965302
I'd have to drink for YEARS for that so nuh

>>22965296 (OP)
take a few AA meetings man, it helps you live longer. Instead of killing yourself with cleaning supplies fast you'll be able to have that furphuphump

your liver is a powerhouse, but it's not invincble

I know people who drank modestly for years and now their liver is on the edge of failing and the whole family thought theyd die

It's better to do aa like I do and fall apart once twice or even 3 times a month and do aa when you feel like binging

Why? Because anyone you care about emulates you.

Alcoholism is a virus that spreads

>>22965329
You can do em online

It sneaks up on you man, just ask my family one day you're just having a shot before work, at break, and at the end of the day everday

then you're yellow and everyone is showing up to your bedside

this is firsthand experience

casually drinking everyday is worse than just binging

>>22965325
sounds like your stomach is already giving in
often, a ruptured varicose vein in the esophagus is what does people in
my dad managed to stop vodkamaxxing but he has permanent heartuburn & has to take PPIs which carry psychological side effects

Every day, another humiliation, huh?

>>22965296 (OP)
skill issue

>>22965296 (OP)
Already got these, then got the;
>mattress cut up award
>car stolen award
>beaten with my own artwork award.
>head slammed in door repeatedly award
>face mauled by demon dog award
>all food thrown away award
>thrown up and down stairs award
>not allowed to go to doctors or hospital award
>living in extreme isolation while injured for months and having to do all your own medical award
>5 yards of cheesecloth, tape, and my sterilization pot is my most important possession award.

>>22965401
move out dog

go anywhere to anything

>>22965401
i think i'm headed in this direction :/
good luck though anon, i wish i could hold you
>>22965412
this

>>22965401
Damn I can see why they kicked the shit out of you

>>22965401
what do you mean by beaten with your own art

>>22965435
They beat him up with his dragon dildo. Doesn't leave bruises but sends a message. It's the phonebook of the 21zt century.

>>22965390
Well he survived didn't he? He beat the boss. He beat it with summons but he beat the boss. He defeated. Skill issue? Maybe. He cleared the bar, though. He is still in the game.

>>22965435
>what do you mean by beaten with your own art

At least I rewatched FLCL and cried a little at the end tbqh hehe

>muh alcohol
gross beer belly faggot troon
ywnbaw

>>22965455
I've been thinking about bringing back the codpiece and making it a respected and necessary fashion for respectable men. Capes too.

Anybody else personally devastated by the abandonment of the cloak? Greatest fashion disaster in written history. The only greater one was when women having their titties hanging out of their dress went out of style.

>>22965412
>I get trafficked everytime I'm homeless award
>Moved out of state and forced to come back award.
>have my business ruined because not allowed to have internet
>purposefully financial ruin award
And
barricaded in room for 10 months after being thrown into it award.
>I live in My dreams award

>>22965420
dakasete
>>22965420
Physical artwork was ripped of the wall and I was hit with it for being there.

>>22965489
See it's like I said he totally deserved it

>>22965489
lol

>>22965489
wtf
are you that guy who posts pictures with some pink lighting

>>22965420
I'm in denial. I'm in alot of debt. I'm dead inside.

>>22965509
Blacklights are the most energy efficient light you can buy and you can get them at the dollar store. It's only 5 watt because if I use a more light it gets broken or taken a wa y

>>22965539
Is it safe to be under blacklights all the time...

>>22965539
>if I use a more light it gets broken or taken a wa y
what kind of abusive situation are you living in wtf

>>22965456
It was really good and i did alot not just the end, I didn't know it existed until a few years ago. Nice image anon

>>22965296 (OP)
I have gastritis so I can't drink. But man I could really slam back a few wheat beers rn

>>22965489
how do you get to post here while not being allowed to have internet

>>22965456
i'm scared of rewatching certain shows because of that
i tried watching the cyberpunk show but i had to turn it off when they kissed with the rocket launch in the background, never again
studio trigger is good though
>>22965489
what was your business, out of curiosity? if it's not too much to think about
>>22965525
can you file bankruptcy?

>>22965577
checked
i watched a couple episodes of flcl a while back

>>22965568
>>22965566
It's pretty good now that the violence stopped but I because I've not gone out of the room or do any other activity in the house for a long time. I was cleaning and cooking everything for years up until last fall. Now I'm just a recluse and only do what im told to do so i mostly stay in my room and barricade it if there is more violence.
>>22965593
My mom gets me a phone for some reason but no internet. I had an established internet webbussiness before the internet was taken away and even if I pay for it they will chase the installer away.

>>22965595
It is an art business, i want(ed) to start a fractional ownership conservatory, maybe I could but most of the assets have been destroyed.

>>22966053
how long has this been going on for...

>>22966078
Violence?
Ever since I can remember.

>>22966113
classic image..

>>22966060
if you managed to build a business entirely through the internet, is it possible you could do that using the cell data from your phone?
maybe use it as a hotspot for your PC?

if you could save like $2000 or $3000 you could maybe get a crappy apartment somewhere away from your family, perhaps hop a bus to another city & try that
then it might be easier to hold down some crappy job and support yourself for the foreseeable future, atleast

the US is still one of the best places to run away or reboot your life, it seems like
there's always another town, and jobs/cost of living is still better than most countries

i know you said you "always get trafficked" though, so idk..

maybe an apartment would be a bad idea, but that amount of money would probably be enough to get away in some way or another

>>22966126
Yeah you are right. I'm trying to do more graphic design stuff for other people and things I can do from my room and avoid confrontations. I can't work where I used to because now there is no exit there anymore after the door broke. Anyway, I'm trying to transition my work from the physical to the digital world but sometimes it just doesn't translate back.

https://youtu.be/TKRzQ-9UbnQ?feature=shared

>>22965296 (OP)
>>22965302
for me its epilepsy

>>22965296 (OP)
>Nearly choked to death award

Holy shit, were you sleeping facing up?

>>22965296 (OP)
The only things keeping me from becoming an alcoholic is severe anxiety and broke as fuck

>>22965525
denji is so cucked

GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG

>>22966517
Make you throw up?

>>22967175
The painful hangovers keep me from it. I don't understand how alckies can go from vomiting their guts out and begging for the pain to end, to drinking more the next day.

>>22965296 (OP)
it's good you survived