>>22979747 (OP)Your brain will mature for a few more years and you will maybe get some wisdom teeth issues but that's about it.
Most people just do what they know. Be it waging, playing vidya, streaming, grifting, backstabbing, chasing power, pussy, mmr, lie, high, pain, pleasure, raise, whatever. A whore blows, a politician steals, a lowlife does drugs, an official takes bribe. They do these their entire lives as if they were immortal, never stopping to think what the fuck is the point to all that and they die, becoming irrelevant.
But not like humans were anything but bugs squirming around. Escapism is always the answer. To live is to cope. You must do what makes you happy, whatever that is, no matter how trivial.
But being healthy and rich sure makes life less painful.