My girlfriend hates sucking dicks but she sucks my dick because she knows I want her to

>>22983299 (OP)
i believe you

I'm not a fan of getting my dick sucked.

my girlfriend in 5th grade made me this little burlap stuffed heart
we went to a local fair & i made her get on some of the crazy rides, i didn't know she was very prone to vertigo & motion sickness
she just wanted to spend time there and play the games, i think
she moved away & my BPD mom made me think it was a bad idea to call her or stay in touch, but i should've anyway
i was scared of my familyh getting all up in our shit

looking back, i think that was the one chance i had to have an actual worthwhile relationship and possible marriage, but everyone acted like it was no big deal

i don't think it was anyone's fault but i get sad about it
we both had a crush on each other but we had misunderstandings
i think the adults would've helped us relate to each other and figure out what to do instead of cucking us, ideally

i try to be grateful
i still keep the burlap heart next to my bed

>>22983299 (OP)
Medication