Hi, based /bnat/ers,
So, I was talking to someone on Discord. As far as I can tell, just an average (half) German young person of 18 years. I frankly don't know if they actually wanted to date (they found my Discord in the Age Gap Thread which I thought was primarily for dating) but they wanted to talk and that was more than enough to distract me from my mundane, boring life of sitting and watching my wall, imagining what two ants would do if they were there. We talked yesterday and things were fine. Today, for some reason, as the conversation got mildly political, I just had to open my lousy mouth and say I'm a racist, sexist, homophobe. They felt uncomfortable or their personal opinions don't line up with mine so we agreed to stop talking there.
I'm not going to ask how badly did I screw up. I feel like I screwed up the execution. But if I want even just friends to be honest with my "personal truths" – as if niggers don't rape women everyday and the news covers them up and that's not the truth – and not bottle up my opinions and thoughts all day every day, where do we go and how do we go about admitting to people that you're a racist, sexist, homophobe AND make friends and/or romantic partners? It feels impossible. You either choose to be le based and single and alone for the rest of your life or you choose to sell out just for some social life and women.
I haven't written very well. I'm not sure if I have even touched on what I wanted to say. Though I hope you understood what I meant. Even if I am a "4chan poser", I want to post this to /pol/ sometime (with a tangentially politically related article ofc) to get the real racists'/based bois' opinions on "how to find a like-minded Aryan princess." But I want your guys' opinions first. Let me know your thoughts in the comments down below. And as always, thanks for watching (I have to sleep so I will see your posts tomorrow unless I'm still awake).
So, I was talking to someone on Discord. As far as I can tell, just an average (half) German young person of 18 years. I frankly don't know if they actually wanted to date (they found my Discord in the Age Gap Thread which I thought was primarily for dating) but they wanted to talk and that was more than enough to distract me from my mundane, boring life of sitting and watching my wall, imagining what two ants would do if they were there. We talked yesterday and things were fine. Today, for some reason, as the conversation got mildly political, I just had to open my lousy mouth and say I'm a racist, sexist, homophobe. They felt uncomfortable or their personal opinions don't line up with mine so we agreed to stop talking there.
I'm not going to ask how badly did I screw up. I feel like I screwed up the execution. But if I want even just friends to be honest with my "personal truths" – as if niggers don't rape women everyday and the news covers them up and that's not the truth – and not bottle up my opinions and thoughts all day every day, where do we go and how do we go about admitting to people that you're a racist, sexist, homophobe AND make friends and/or romantic partners? It feels impossible. You either choose to be le based and single and alone for the rest of your life or you choose to sell out just for some social life and women.
I haven't written very well. I'm not sure if I have even touched on what I wanted to say. Though I hope you understood what I meant. Even if I am a "4chan poser", I want to post this to /pol/ sometime (with a tangentially politically related article ofc) to get the real racists'/based bois' opinions on "how to find a like-minded Aryan princess." But I want your guys' opinions first. Let me know your thoughts in the comments down below. And as always, thanks for watching (I have to sleep so I will see your posts tomorrow unless I'm still awake).