what are you doing anon?

>>23035569 (OP)
nothing good...

>>23035569 (OP)
nothing bad...

>>23035571
so you are doing smth bad?

i just discovered this and now i am addicted: https://youtu.be/danvtQBjLfo?si=eDRgEOs9DLaKI5dY

>>23035582
ah, maybe..
just running from my life/destiny a bit
>>23036873
noice
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=osAn66vdG9Y

>>23035569 (OP)
I'm trying to be productive, but the depression is strong with me.

>>23035569 (OP)
hehe fumo

>>23035569 (OP)
peeing outside w laptop

Just having lunch while watching Dead Meat.

nothing much

well i am NOT genociding any particular group of people...........................
NOT!!!

>>23038152
you guys should build massive camps, with train lines going directly to the, and round them all up in them to make the process more efficient. I’m sure america would be happy to to pay for it :)

>>23035569 (OP)
Drinking beer and rolling cigarettes

>>23038167
why do europeans pre-roll their cigarettes before they get drunk instead of just rolling while drunk?

would be nice to have cigarette rolling stuff

>>23038176
I'm already drunk, just pre-rolling some for work tomorrow.

>>23038192
that makes sense even though it only takes 5 seconds to roll a good smoke while standing up. do you guys get smoko in latvia?

>>23035569 (OP)
taking too many substances

>>23038214
Yeah but I like to have them ready at work, I go for a smoke break every hour and my boss busts my balls if If we stay outside too long.

>>23038222
>trips
a smoke break every hour isn't too bad, and your boss sounds like a bit of an arse for busting you balls for taking 7 minutes to destress every hour. here by law we get a 15 to 20 minute, usually end up being 30 minutes, smoko every 2 hours and an hour for lunch and it's illegal for you boss to give you shit about it.

>>23038250
We have 1h lunch and 15 mins in the morning and the afternoon, the "smoko" is not counted, we are usually out for about 5 mins but sometimes we get carried away with the chatting and if the boss sees us he yells at us to go back to work.

>>23038277
you work outside or in construction wouldn’t it make sense for him just to let you smoke while you work?

>>23038286
Naah I work In a furniture factory.

>>23038192
You work Sundays?

>>23038310
This week yes, got a special order due and I'm getting 2x the pay for the day so it's all good.

>>23038334
2x is crazy good yeah

>>23038303
that sound really cool. here most carpenter, cabinet maker and wood workers shops let their workers smoke in the workshop, but that’s because we don’t have much mass manufacturing here anymore and it’s all done by small businesses now.

>>23038303
is factory work a big thing in latvia

>>23038341
It's just this time since the order is very urgent
>>23038343
I'm not a carpenter I make the matressess so if I smoked inside the whole building could go on fire
>>23038345
Yes most men work either factories or construction

>>23038355
I see, still good. Right now I'm neeting and really don't wanna start working again like REALLY

>>23035569 (OP)

>>23038501
i feel you

>>23038501
Been there before, no way out but to just make a cv and start looking for a job, that is if you want to work.

>>23038528
I don't want to I'm fairly confident that I'd find a job if I'd want to since I've got schooling and already worked before

>>23038850
I think it's fine, I personally would love to neet again but I live in a third world shithole so I don't really have a choice.

Sitting outside

>>23038924
My money runs out in like 1-2 years I'm considering just killing myself then

>>23038961
Cool, how you plan on going out?

>>23038961
why not gamble it all then?
would you rather not risk it, so you can enjoy the time you have?

just remember there's plenty of drastic options you can take besides drugs/suicide, anon
despite what you're fed these days

>>23039006
What you are fed these days is to slave away for a world that is completely uncertain, ww3 or an insane economic crisis could start any day. Love? forget about it, most women are brainwashed into thinking that they are 10/10 so good luck finding a good one as a mediocre man, family? People are so self-absorbed that they can barely take care of their own children. I have much more respect for a person that decides to go out on their own terms and keep a little bit of dignity than someone that keeps telling themselves that it's ''going to be better''.

>>23039032
wht are you fuckin gay?

>>23039032
you've made a good observation; telling yourself "it's going to be better" doesn't do anything
that doesn't mean it's time to kill yourself, and even if it did, there's no reason to venerate or respect that
good job though

>>23038995
Some good feeling drugs probably, doesn't mutilate your body and feels good
>>23039006
Gambling is a scam and not even fun
I'm only 21 still have some decent years to go

i hate the antichrist
>>23039052
it's no more of a scam than killing yourself
49.5% chance to win and buy yourself some time might be interesting
the odds at alot of casinos are 49.9%

i don't trust overdosing as a painless way to die
slow asphyxiation or whatever
and if you do survive it'll be excruciating

better to do the classic shotgun to the brainstem or slit your wrists vertically in a warm bath (warm bath because blood loss would make you cold)
anything else is bug shit

>>23039062
You're so retarded lol
You realize they tripple tax your wins basically anywhere in the world? And what fucking 50% chance are you talking about? If I bet 80k on black and win all it will do is double it. What then? 160k is nothing life changing. Not even close
Any crypto shitcoin would make more sense for what you are suggesting
>>23039066
If you are too dumb to OD on benzos + opioids yeah you deserve the shotgun

>>23039078
>Any crypto shitcoin would make more sense for what you are suggesting
maybe yeah
>If I bet 80k on black and win all it will do is double it. What then? 160k is nothing life changing. Not even close
if you could live comfortably/happily for 3-4 years on that instead of 1-2, maybe that would be worth something to you
it was just a thought

>>23039078
>If you are too dumb to OD on benzos + opioids yeah you deserve the shotgun
i just don't overdosing as painless

don't trust*

>>23039255
Death is life's ultimate climax though so some degree of pain is expected, I knew a girl that jumped out of a balcony and I wonder if physical pain was what she really worried about in that moment. Personally though I have the mentality of a bug so I will go on even if life sucks.

>>23039086
You don't even feel that you're suffocating and just pass out

>>23039307
maybe...
it's your choice
i guess there's no way to know whether blood loss would be any more/less painless either, but i just trust it more for some reason
>>23039298
>Personally though I have the mentality of a bug so I will go on even if life sucks.
it might be for the best
even if you don't do anything, shit can change any time
people underestimate how much can change in the span of 3 months, let alone 50 years
it's crazy how long humans live and how much fortune you're subjected to if you want to be subjected to it
>Death is life's ultimate climax though so some degree of pain is expected, I knew a girl that jumped out of a balcony and I wonder if physical pain was what she really worried about in that moment.
i don't know what "death is life's ultimate climax" is supposed to mean, but it sounds like death worship
some kinda CIA shit
she may not have been thinking about the pain, but if she had ended up in alot of pain she probably would've wished she had thought about it
i guess there's something vaguely romantic about it, suicide as a passionate act of freedom/defiance/rebellion
that shit is gay and a trap though, imo

>>23039322
Cutting yourself certainly hurts and I don't like it it's a woman thing

I'm typing this reply anon (´◡`)

>>23039329
you could maybe do a regular/strong dose of opiates & then cut your wrists, maybe that would help
i think you'd be better off gambling or joining a fishing boat crew or taking out a huge loan or moving to a country where you don't speak the language, though, if you're at the point where you may as well be dead
plenty of drastic options like i said
maybe go for a joyride in a car or plane, lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s4P5pYYswc

>>23039339
No just massive abouts of benzos to take any anxiety, put on some good music and od on oxy, there's no way you can survive that
Some day before I turn 30 at least for now I'm comfy enough
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKUW7qbIwoY

>>23039549
i just don't trust it...
good music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXGwVJCdV6A
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fNhD_lP1F4

>>23039322
I mean that in the moment of death you go trough so many thoughts and emotions and afterwards there is nothing, It's really the definition of climax.

>>23039561
i see

>>23039561
No you don't, watch vids of literal dead people being brought back with narcan and they just wake up like they woke up from a nap

listening to music

>>23039584
Narcan doesn't bring you back from death lol.

>>23040062
Y you get what I mean though. If you're buzzed up on benzos and nodding on opioids your head is literally empty you don't realize you're not breathing because the breain signaling high CO2 to the rest of the body has been cut and the reflex depressed

>>23040677
that's your basis for thinking it's not painful?
i thought you were saying death is anticlimactic, but now it sounds like you're back to saying opioid overdose isn't a painful way to die

>>23040701
It's more adressing the psychological thought pain the other anon was talking about in the moments before you're dying, I'm saying you won't have that if you take benzos beforehand and once the opioids hit you will forget or not care about you dying anyways

>>23040712
i see

>>23040733
I've opened your eyes

why is it こんにちは instead of こんにちわ if the last syllable is pronounced わ and not は

>>23041855
Great question! The phrase こんにちは is spelled with は (ha) at the end, even though it's pronounced わ (wa). This is due to the historical and grammatical context of the Japanese language.

Why is it こんにちは and not こんにちわ?
Particle は (wa)
The は in こんにちは originally functioned as the topic particle (pronounced wa). The full phrase was something like:

今日(こんにち)はご機嫌いかがですか? (How are you today?)
Over time, the greeting was shortened to just こんにちは, but the particle は remained in its written form.

Historical Spelling Rules
In older Japanese, the particle は was always written as は (ha) but pronounced わ (wa). Even though modern kana usage has changed (e.g., を is now only used as a particle, pronounced wo/o), は as a particle kept its traditional spelling.

Consistency in Writing
Similarly, other greetings like:

こんばんは (Good evening)

おはよう (Good morning, from 早くは…)
also follow this rule because they originally contained the particle は (wa).

Why is it pronounced わ (wa) then?
The particle は is always pronounced "wa" when used as a grammatical marker.

This exception is a remnant of classical Japanese, where pronunciation and spelling didn’t always match (like how "を" is written but pronounced "o").

Modern Usage
While some people (especially in informal contexts like texting) may write こんにちわ for stylistic or cute effect (みたいな表現), the correct and formal spelling remains こんにちは.

Summary:
Written as は (ha) Because it was originally a particle.

Pronounced as わ (wa) Because particle は is always read as わ.

Hope this clears things up! Let me know if you have more questions.

>>23043037
who is TAS and how is he so good at almost every video game he has so many unbeaten and unbeatable world records at so many video games

>>23039066
Iv ODed on fent and it was scary.
Dont belive the ppl who say its a nice way to go.

>>23043863
How did that happen

>>23043875
Scumbag dealer cut my heroin with some active cut mix that had fent in it.
This was before shit like fent and zenes were common in Europe so I hadnt tested it like a retard.