Thread 23063765

sobermaxxing day 3
body hurts
crippling depression
unending boredom
no thoughts head empty

>>23063765 (OP)
use a game to beat the boredom.

>>23063765 (OP)
like set a goal and make a month of it.
like punching every grunt to death in halo.

>>23063765 (OP)
for this halo run grenade suicider grunts are excluded because it's just not fair but you must beat down all the other ones.

>>23063765 (OP)
drinky water
maybe walk around in the woods like a schizo, if your body doesn't hurt too much
might help with the boredom and keep you focused in the present moment atleast

i want to buy some weed so badly. every day i've just been completely drained of any energy, moaning in pain when i wake up. i don't want to be lonely. never have.

>>23063808
>moaning in pain when i wake up. i don't want to be lonely. never have.
you'll get used to it after 8 years or so
better fix your life before you get used to it, though

>>23063814
this
i am happily retired from having to try to impress anybody anymore for about a decade.
can't see myself going back either.
last retirement i'll have for another 30 years.

>>23063814
i feel like even if i did get weed, i'd feel so empty and hollow while high. i need to stop living like this, i've been crying all week.

>>23063941
gotta find something else to do
if you just keep sitting in a room crying, it'll be very hard not to do drugs again

that being said, i don't know what you should do

>>23063957
i don't know either...