Thread 23069016

>survive so much
>the reward is surviving more
>except this time you need to put on a smile and a mask for the hapless animals around you that will never understand why you are the way you are
>they tell you to try yoga, walks and standing in the sun because it helps them!
waow

>>23069016 (OP)
it is what it is

>>23069026
i can't even live with these tards but if i am depressed around people i am even worse by myself. monkey brain's need for company isn't something you logic out of

yoga is good though i like stretching

>>23069035
Ah yes and then the people that care about you fall apart because you are. I know exactly how you feel.

>>23069016 (OP)
Just be your true authentic self and let the 'trash' take itself out. You are not meant to be liked everybody, once you only live as your true self only the people attracted to your true self will stay. Much less energy, much more real love

>>23069702
i respect that

is it a craig

>>23069016 (OP)
this is literally why i drink and do drugs

>>23069702
this only works when you have your own safety/security which doesn't depend on making a good impression on someone/something, but yeah

>>23069016 (OP)
have you tried partial disassociation or functional alcoholism?