I guess I just realized I am alive and one day I'm going to die. It's an absolute certainty as sure as a sunrise or a sumset. And when you die you just disappear you cease existing in a single instant an eternity of time no longer experienced. Why am I even alive at all.
Life is absurd and pointless. Even if you were immortal somehow you can't stop the heat death of the universe or more likely a gamma ray burst or an asteroid or some mundane freak accident would kill you first.
>>23101025 (OP)
It's inevitable and outside of our control. To fear death is a natural and understandable response, but also illogical. Your life is basically the equivalent of a temporary/consumable item in an RPG or MMO. Make it count. Go down with some spells and hard slashes.