Thread 23113290

You're a pink pony girl...

I was wondering what I was gonna do, because I mostly only like things that are vaguely social conscious and deal with a certain set of themes, I think I have almost run out everything out there, there's really not that much. Everything else just seems sort of boring to me.

Like, I love studio ghibli for the most part, there's lots of depth there, but I feel sort of a disconnect because I don't think Ghibli films are very liberal. Though, maybe if more conservative leaning things were like their films I would find them more interesting.

I've gone between thinking most artists are liberal, to now where I suspect a great deal of them might actually be sort of right wing, it's hard to tell. But being an artist sort of lends itself to being liberal since it is not a conventional profession at all.

I would have to analyze studio ghibli films more to kind of get an idea of what their leaning is, I would guess they are liberal a little bit, but like they're kind of soft. I guess I would also have to watch media that I think is conservative for sure.

Like more conservative right wing media seem really rigid in their outlook, the characters would all be really serious and there wouldn't be a really noticeable difference between characters, they would all sort of be same-y, stoic.

I guess a lot of artists are probably at least liberal, which is still often times right wing, but it's probably a lot fairer then regular coomservatives

Is Hayao Miyazaki socialist?

Although he never abandoned his leftist beliefs, he went on to reject Marxism for things he deemed negative such as the inescapable distinction of classes. Capitalism and globalization have been addressed in his films, not in a determinate rejection of them but rather as a reflection on modern life.

Honestly I haven't really seen that many studio ghibli films, they're all on Netflix now but I haven't gotten around to watching them yet. It was hard to find them growing up of course so I never saw most of them, thus it's a little hard to say what his political leaning are, I would have to sort of dissect his work further, it's much easier to just like, look up the political leanings of main Ghibli staff I guess.

But one thing that has struck me about their films I've seen is they all feel like they're either set in or inspired by the Victorian era, they don't altogether seem that liberal to me to be honest.

Like in Spirited Away, the story seems to focus on the notion of 'hard work' and places some importance on that.

But I guess it could be considered Marxist in the end because (well her parents eat too much and turn into pigs) the main character doesn't eat too much, I believe the other dimension in spirited away must have to do with the seven deadly sins in some way, which is Christian, since it outright depicts gluttony.

The creatures that make her work are not really human, so that would have to be taken into consideration.

But I guess there's just sort of something old fashioned feeling about Studio Ghibli, which would make sense giving the leading members ages. Which makes it feel sort of old fashioned which you would think is kind of conservative.

I feel like Ghibli places a lot of emphasis on the notion of some kind of 'purity' which like, seems like it might be right wing or something. Maybe it's because most of their movies just had sort of a spiritual slant to them I guess as well.

A Castle in the Sky is another example, there's lots of symbolism for spiritual reasons and for example it's obviously set in like an earlier time period I don't know when the early 20th or late 19th century.

https://youtu.be/uid9P-IXDqM?si=F04sEMwfhNuwzpoW

Love this song, "no where fast"

Ugh I guess Halsey does wear a lot of black of course.

I just don’t get why don’t they ever wear something else. The thing is, when people wore all black before it usually meant something, but now a days it’s not necessarily a clique, a social movement or anything too clearly

I feel weird being completely sober after taking concentrated CBD but it really takes the edge off it’s like being in my normal state all the time really wears down on me for some reason I don’t know how to let go and relax or something

Honestly after studying Marxism it would make sense that it would be sort of bright, and even colorful and sort of optimistic, like it’s not necessarily that different then what you see with some types of conservatism. Except, a lot of conservatism is muted and kind of grey for some reason it’s like they hate color.

Liking color is almost progressive, and rebellious but oddly enough even with the people who fit that label oddly enough they mostly just like black and muted colors too like they live in the 18th century. You just can’t escape all that old fashioned shit for some reason

yawn wokeup

okay so like, it’s not always all black.

I have researched some moments in history and there were movements, like working class movements, and for example in the early 20th century popular clothing, there was a story behind that was kind of progressive, particularly these types of hats. Eventually though, a lot of fashion trends that were popular turned into basically the military uniforms that were used in WW1.

And I’ve experienced that though I think it was clothing that could have been considered “black” or whatever. For a brief period in time, I think this was still during Trumps first term as president, I was in Montreal and I had to buy some new clothes and I noticed there more then anywhere else it was like the clothing they were trying to get it to merge slowly into military clothing. But it was similar to the early 19th century. Like there was these jackets that were popular I saw Jews wearing them too, but they kind of called to mind jackets that were similar to what fighter pilots wore during one of the World Wars, and like the same with these pants, I thought lots of people wearing these pants I decided to try some just because they looked okay and I thought it seemed like hardly anybody was wearing jeans. So like eventually wearing these pants different ways I discovered they were sort of skinnier in the legs but baggier towards the hips and waist and I discovered if you adjusted them enough they basically looked like Nazi pants. I was like wtf I think I might still own them.


But some of these clothing items that were popular made their way from the west to like Russia and China as an example and were shown being worn in social movements like the Russian October revolution.

But I guess it doesn’t actually count because they probably just didn’t wear so much black back then, well it’s interesting to think why though. It was less common and less easier probably and people probably had different conceptions of themselves.

But I wanted to see if people wore black in different centuries and there is some evidence they did. Mostly I just looked up famous “infps” and there was Edgar Allen Poe and probably William Shakespeare they thought he wore lots of black. But there was also I think many pilgrims and like religious groups who wore almost all black I guess.


I’m familiar with other colors and their history & meaning a bit, but I was never really interested in black until recently I never would have though that it would be so common and popular I don’t understand why that is

dt moved to canada?

>>23119414
Nah, this guy can write grammatically correct sentences with proper punctuation.

>>23119414
What?

This just really speaks to me for some reason, I don’t think it’s a coincidence that he wears black out of the other main characters I guess it’s probably considered “black” for some reason

>>23113290 (OP)
I just realized this recently doe Tidus is descending into the clouds he's not floating up into the sky like he should

Ugh I think I'm the most attracted to white, whatever that is I'm not even sure, but it's doubtful if I am actually white

I guess white isn't really very liberal because I don't really see it represented that often except for the obvious examples, but it's not really, because if the ku klux klan probably as an example, white is hardly shown.

I think pastels would almost be white but I'm not sure

Like ugh I was just looking at mbti fictional characters and I saw a picture of the cat boy and for some reason it was like a collage and out of all the photos my eyes were drawn to the cat boy the most I'm not sure why, but something about his depiction sort of speaks to me, I don't think it's literally the black itself but something else, but uh I guess I do like leather if I were to be honest, not sure about the ladybug character, I guess this series does sort of feel it but not an overbearing or super obvious way it's actually well. This LadyBug show, whatever it's called, is kind of light and pastel colored except for the catboy

Well, uh, I guess it's actually not very pastel this show. But, I figured out what bothered me, it was the colors I think. It's basically like they stripped out all the "black" as it were (which seems to be what you could refer to it as) and I didn't like it, it felt like they over did it. Sure, it felt sort of good, but I actually didn't really like this take on the colors too much. But I've never really watched it, but then there's the catboy catnoir.

He's bascially like a male catwoman almost

I never thought that plain black leather can feel it so much but it really can at times

I don't really like this attempt though, i don't really like this guys portrayal exactly, it doesn't feel the same, it's a lot more creepy, and feels more like what I would picture being stereotypically black in a negative way, or at least it reminds me of my negative experiences with it

>>23119850
He's wearing black lipstick too I guess, and his suit is a lot less reflective

I was bought the gray biker mice toy growing up, and I wad always really missed they bought me him, it just seemed weird to me they chose that one out of all the others, for one he's gray which means he's actually closer to being a rat, I didn't really like his color he wore and he was battle damaged as fuck. He was missing his arm and one of his eyes and he had a big piece missing from his ear.

Strangely enough that is almost how it turned out for me, I have to be battle damaged for some reason, like the chips just fall that way for some reason and the people who bought me it must have known that. What was the reasoning behind it, it makes me think they weren't very trust worthy.

These people had also bought me joker toys, one of the first toys I ever got was a joker toy and I remember being so confused I was like "wtf how do I just play with the joker"

>>23120027
I had these stupid fucking motorcycle and a joker van too

>>23120027
>>23120028
lol

Okay, I'm on to them again, I almost didn't catch it at first it's been a few days, I thought it was odd but putting too much thought into something like that is paranoia after all.


Well, for one she apparently has never watched star wars, knows nothing about star wars, so how then does she know who darth vader is? She's gotten me a few darth vader things in recent time, so it's pretty strange.

Second it's like a spatula/kitchen tool, to be used with frying things. She's probably threatening that I'm going to get fried or some shit like that, something fucking weird like that, maybe it's not a threat maybe it's a warning.

But I still can't trust her, where does she get these crazy ideas from? This is my surrogate "mother" after all.

It really hurts that I basically have no family.

I actually had a bad experience with Dairry Queen recently, something to do with my food. I realized from then on I can't eat from Dairy Queen anymore.

But I just remembered, at dairy Queen they pretty much wear all black. This is not their uniform I don't think. But in Canada, they wear all black. Can't trust them.

I can't find a clip online at all, but there's a scene where Willy Wonka has a frying pan and it's insinuating something to that effect, about brains getting fried and possibly from drug use.

It's like very reminiscent of that

Another thing too is that I don't even really need a frying pan, I can't think of the last time I've ever used a fucking spatula and fried something.

To be fair, there was no spatulas in the house, but it's still highly unusual.


Also, she bought me a leather jacket when I was a teenager, and years later I found out it looks just like the jacket this criminal wears except it wasn't as distressed brown, but it was to a smaller extent but still quite distressed.

So there it is again, being cursed by these people who are supposed to be my family. I don't know how they live with themselves and carry on, act normal and regular to me, when it seems like secretly they could be harboring dark intent towards me.

Holy fuck some of them do wear all black elsewhere I guess

What the fuck is with dairy queen

Ugh I'm basically stuck in the first testament all the time

Omfg he's like old or something and all the other characters are like wildly expressive where as he just seems sort of placid he obviously holds back or something in the serious though

I think I’m basically seduced by things like this

Whoa I’ve realized all this stuff about the world clearly, I won’t say what it all is but I will say that I think their are basically two halves and both sides are sort of racist
One side denies the concept that they’re racist altogether, the other doesn’t comment

And also, I mostly just believe in freedom more than anything. And I think part of that is that I don’t think anyone should really literally be slaves, but I don’t think for sure there will ever be complete world peace and there might always be places where conditions similar to slavery exist

I think Canada is blatantly threatening me right now like it’s hard to tell what they’re doing half the time it seems sort of like a threat half the time but mostly it’s so vague it just makes them seem kind if crazy but I think I found outright attempts to pretty much threaten me and all this other weird shit basically just total tyranny

Ugh this is basically
How I see Canada like they prize something like being a doctor or working in the medical field but not necessarily because it’s an innovative and groundbreaking field where lots of breakthroughs and inventions can be made, in fact it had nothing to do with that.

People are just basically dispensable vitamins/robots that they need and use the medical industry as an excuse to hold authority and power over people

I saw this photo of Taylor swifts boyfriend he looks so republican in this photo

Basically I’ll
Just say what I think I realized

I’ll try to simplify it basically it seems like the world is almost separates into two halves but it doesn’t actually come down to that exactly, it’s hard to work out the math, but there are at least two sides that have large impetus on the world.

I was thinking and I think quite possibly that liberalism and communism could actually be sort of against me.

Here’s why I think that is. Basically I think there are different types of people, and some people have to sort of be involved, doing things all the time and interacting with the world in some way. They basically almost need to have jobs and work or something like that. This is partially the reason why we don’t have a Marxist revolution, because the people in charge think there is almost no need for it because they essentially know that enough people need to be productive, do lots of things/be involved, which basically leads to having to work too.

Then there’s the other side, basically the other side is just less motivated in general. They’re sort of more dreamy, almost ethereal, head in the clouds. I guess basically they don’t need as much conductive activities or to be stimulated as much. They basically want to invent robots to do all the difficult jobs and then they don’t care what they do after that. They’ll live in some dream world utopia, which is not actually suitable for all people’s. I think of connotations like heaven, they are more prone to lots of abstraction and things like religion.

Sure they like doing physically active things too like riding bikes or walking their dogs or some shit but it’s like they almost live on some type of plateau

yawn wokeup

>>23125680
I forgot to mention it’s like the hobbits and some of the dwarves in LOTRs.

Before black, I believe it was similar but not exactly the same. I can’t remember what it’s all called but it has something to do with fairy tales and mushrooms/toadstools

I guess when it’s done today it’s not considered black for sure um it’s like paganism to an extent though

I’m so damaged I don’t even know if I experience emotions that deeply anymore I’ve become like an SP, even though technically I’m like an INFP, I’m also a lot like an SP too I think even though I never test as a sensor.

I think I mostly just feel haunted by my past to an extent, or I want to experience life. I’ve become quite logical, a lot of things are sort of logical for me.

But I think my feelings got broken, like I can hardly cry anymore, I go to feel sad
emotions and it’s like I can’t feel them for too long before they just sort of start to putter out

I’m almost like an infj too I guess

Basically I
Think some people need too much structure, it’s a form of conservatism I guess, like the thing is all forms of conservatism originate from liberalism sort of.

I never realized it before, but I think liberalism is probably the belief system that’s kind of synonymous with being kind of space-y in a certain way and being really prone to like I don’t know, not necessarily being a dreamer I think outright but something similar just sort of being spacey


Like it seems like, I think that probably is some type of a real difference. The fact that some people need structure so much and have to be active all the time.

It’s basically why conservatism is red in the United States I think. And liberalism is blue lol.

>>23125680
The hobbits feel it though basically it’s not against them outright I guess

>>23125804
But this can almost lend to being like a robot I think or something you need a some type of a system to function so badly.

And then I guess, it’s almost testing how right wing or conservative you can be. That’s almost the difference between some of the countries that are considered more right wing and conservative and countries that aren’t as much.

Though liberalism is considered right wing though.


That’s why they made this almost conservative form of Marxism, there’s no proper word for it I guess, because rightfully so there is almost some kind of split between the left and Marxism and liberalism I guess. Marxism is often associated with liberalism I guess, but in there somewhere, some of the people can’t easily be as conventionally conservative I think, but they still can be right wing/conservative a bit.

Like they take to the system a bit the respond to the structure that’s provided for them

Their personalities are a certain way and they are probably wired in a certain way they’re probably a bit more practical or something and concrete and they place greater emphasis on experience I guess

I’m not really condoning either side I’m just saying wait I’ve observed/think might be true

Like I just find this to be a good example, I find myself feeling the most uncertain about it like, it’s pretty much leftist as you would probably hesitate to call it. But yet, there’s this focus on movement and being active, it’s probably almost conservative at the same time just about.

I guess the MBTI doesn’t work on me necessarily for sure the only thing that’s true is that I am an Fi-dom pretty much which basically comes down too I realized, what I learned from the MBTI to an extent is that most people are largely defined by their environment, living conditions and the present moment. Fi can see beyond the material world they say basically.

Also I realized, they call INFPs idealists, well that’s a complicated assumption and label, for one I don’t really agree with a lot of philosophy. I’m not entirely a ‘realist’ because there’s tons of philosophy work on what being a realist is or different forms of ‘realism’ but I think that’s basically a roundabout way, that’s basically a way of saying that you only accept the ‘present moment’ and its condition and you take them for all there is. That’s obviously some kind of a ruse I think. Simultaneously, an idealist is a fuggin weird as fuck philosophy, it basically means you think your thoughts are reality or some shit, and that reality doesn’t proceeds the mind and thoughts. What the fuck is that? God damn, I’m not exactly out right an idealist, but I do sort of have ideals in that I have strong principles and moral beliefs that don’t always have to do with just accepting reality. Strong moral standards and beliefs I guess. Well, I don’t know if they’re outright ideals entirely though. Like for example I value harmony, it’s almost an ideal, but it’s not entirely at the same time. Connection and harmony are pretty important to me.

I also can see the future and think ahead/plan pretty well. But in my life that’s been sort of the ongoing defining thing for me is that I’m not simply bound or defined by my external circumstances or environment

So they make a difference between sensor and intuitives but also all types seem like sensors to me because they’re so defined by their circumstances and external environments and stimuli

>>23126108
I also forgot to mention but I also don’t form opinions or views solely on logic, like I rely on my gut instinct, experiences, and feelings to come to conclusions. Like I trust my intuition about things basically.

Which is also why I’m not actually a thinker even though I test as a thinker sometimes which is why the MBTI doesn’t completely work on me.

I can’t imagine just accepting the present day reality or your external situations

Ugh I get the future now, the future is not
for people like me necessarily anymore they decided to give the future world to them because they like dreaming/planning and thinking about the future a lot more like in terms of A.I., robots, and space travel.


But still realizing this, if I don’t have the future at all anymore, then what do I have exactly? There’s still not enough progress that has been made for people like me it seems like just about

It feels so hard to get through the veil and have a genuine moment with people

God damn it’s like the 70s they’re basically always trying to do the 70s to me or make me 70s whatever that is

It's like fucking foxdie too

I think some people are like turtles or something

I think i may understand what it is with Darth Vader

He basically goes to hell in a sense, and those who are against him the most and stand in opposition to Vader might be Christians or something like that though that doesn't completely make sense either

Just like the breathing apparatus thing his breathing what is the cause or explanation from that? I can't see Christians doing that.

It's just that what I found that might have necessarily been a hint towards the predicament of being Darth Vadered might have been Christianity

Whoa

He’s Justin timberlake wearing colors and then there’s people wearing black behind him

Lawl
https://youtu.be/0edulDy1PYE?si=xXrvx2Yx-BHDjS3b

Seems like Allen Ginsberg probably wore color that’s good to know he was open to the hippies and the beatniks the beatniks didn’t all wear black some of them were kind of bohemian

Ugh she wears like all black in her new film

Halsey has two notable connections to the word "Americana": "New Americana", a song from her debut album, and her role in the 2023 film "Americana". "New Americana" is an alternative/electronic pop song about the normalization of counterculture in the US, while the film "Americana" is a crime thriller where Halsey plays a character fleeing her mysterious past.

https://youtu.be/b-eYbUVZedY

Lawl they wear all black this is the new Americana video
Um at
The end she finds a black radio, like seriously a black radio? Like a tiny small radio that probably sends her secret messages or some shit

Justin Timberlake is generally known to be politically liberal and leans towards the Democratic Party. He has publicly supported Democratic candidates and has been involved in fundraising for them. In 2016, he and his wife, Jessica Biel, hosted a fundraiser for Hillary Clinton's presidential campaign. He also used his music and social media to express his political views, including criticism of Donald Trump.


Well that’s interesting Justin timberlake is not conservative I was unsure about that

Black

Oh my god I am seduced

Yep that’s me, I’m blaaaaaaaaaaccckkkkk and witchy