Thread 23133642

Never tell anyone about what you are going through, you will be judged and shamed no matter what, you are only useful to people when you are well behaved and functional, if you slip up even a little and show your emotional damage you will never be looked at the same.

In the end you dont deserve sympathy, youll have to carry on and supress everything until you are only a walking husk of a person, trying to pass under the radar and no matter how hard you try yo be normal, you will always be held back by your shitty dna and mental illness

In truth, the game was rigged from the start

>>23133642 (OP)
>In truth, the game was rigged from the start
so how do we un-rig it?
or play a different game?

>>23133642 (OP)
I'm trying to be less vulnerable, but it's hard because I'm an open book. I look up to picrel as my standards

>>23133642 (OP)
Maybe in LAtAM and USA. Eastern bloc is more receptive to intimate discussions.

>>23133671
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>Eastern bloc is more receptive to intimate discussions.
how so?

>>23133651
Taking into account that 90% of the world are normies who are selfish enough to impose their feelings over others and not feel guilt or shame, i would say that i dont know, i try to ve. Normie and i just suck at it, the only time when im really happy is when im alone, so maybe thats the answer

>>23133655
Im an open book too, but each time i get more and more into myself, in the end theres nothing i can say where i get the outcome i want. In their eyes im broken beyond fixing. But it feels like shit to be closed all the time, maybe not like shit..... But when you find that one in a million person that understands you it puts everything into comparisson, you realize you where living among constant thorns and pain

>>23133671
I guess it could be that i live inside a culture where you are smacked down if you go out of the norm, it could also be that theres a standard among the people who i live with in wich simply i do not fit, have you felt the warmth of your people anon? Have you been accepted as you truly are, and no online interactions dont truly count

>>23133651
You learn to smile, look people in the eye and give them a good handshake. Normies fall for that shit. Bonus points if you use your spergy intellect to totally fuck over everyone else, before they can do it to you.

truer words have never been spoken king

It feels like a lot of people are robots or something, automations of some kind if you were. I think they almost buy what conservatism tells them.

Well, one thing I’ve experienced is that it has always sort of felt that a lot of people are really objective and judgemental. They just go around judging and grading everything based on this objective schemata they have in their brains. But how do they reach that objective is the question? These people almost seem to come out of the box, thinking and appraising everything it’s hard to imagine them adjusting their world view ever or going through a phase of self doubt or uncertainty.