Thread 23137476

I’m 34 and I’ve never had a real relationship. Not once. Never held a girl’s hand in public. Never walked through a store with her. Never done any of the corny couple shit everyone else takes for granted. The only “intimacy” I’ve ever had was with hookers, mostly broke Eastern Euro imports, and that’s not intimacy, that’s a transaction. Real intimacy is the bond, the comfort, the dumb little moments you can’t buy. And I’ll never fucking know what that feels like.

I torched my 20s locked inside some tradcath cult that brainwashed me into thinking touching a woman was a sin. Biggest regret of my life. Those years are gone, ripped from me, and with them, my only shot at building something real. At 34, you’re a ghost. Nobody gives a shit about a man who’s never lived, never gained experience, who’s cracked and broken from the inside out.
It’s finished. Dead end. If you’re in your 20s and think you’ve got time, wake the hell up. Don’t rot away like I did. Get out there. Talk to women. Stumble. Fuck up. Live life. Because if you don’t, you’ll end up like me. Once you hit my point, there’s no coming back.

And don’t swallow the blackpill bait. That whole anti-woman, it’s all over narrative is a jewish psyop. A poison. Engineered to break you. Don’t take it.

>>23137476 (OP)
You are too old to be acting like this

>>23137476 (OP)
i love dasha

Nobody has sex everybody just pretend to have sex. They just play a role and take antidepressant, drink wine, every men you age will get divorce raped

>>23137476 (OP)
Stop being a drama queen and just ask one of your friends to hook you up with a gal, or ask your mom even.

If you're an amerimutt with a cut penis, there's no point in even trying to get laid.

>>23137476 (OP)
Don't overthink it. Life is meaningless in the end.
>t. ex drug addict, ex sex haver, volcel

>>23137476 (OP)
I'm 26 and had 3 real relationships. And 2 quasi young love flings that don't count.

Honestly I did a lot because of those relationships. Like go on trips I wouldn't have explored new places. Learned new things about myself. After the last one ended I wished I had never loved. But it's been a year and a half and now I'm over it and finally ready to start looking again.

So there's positives and negatives

>>23137476 (OP)
Just do what this nigger did.

>>23137483
The meaning of life is to make it more beautiful.

>>23137476 (OP)
Find and make stuff. Stuff you like. And a girl might like. Kids need.

Awesome stuff. Shared or secret but valuable. Good. Share that with a girl/woman... female human you're attracted to. Some of it. Be how she gets it. Not by depriving her, but sharing with her because beauty deserves your best.

Or do something, anything, to give a good an easier life. Make her dinner, bring it to her. Absolutely anything. But what you like too. I don't know. Don't just say hello. Give her something. No option to say no. Thrown away an option but not not taking it.

Sell it to her, as in say why it's good. Making something up could be nice, haven't... Maybe I have. Stories. Art, saying what it is. Could have been great for a gallery, telling people what things are, enough there to talk forever. Some special stuff. Say before it happens or happened, whatever, what it is. Or isn't. Something good to honour it. Make it more. Pay for it, make self under it.

I'm shit at seduction now. Candid isn't attractive, flattery/honesty when interested is. An ex UN soldier 20 years< ago said he, or I saw him say... He asked for sex outright. A bit new. African, Kenyan. I thought I was pretty fucking good. And liked to please. Work on that.

Enjoy pleasing. Making them looked after, honoured by your company. Good time with you. Don't worry too much about failure. Don't bother with anyone you really aren't wowed with. Don't bullshit yourself you are interested. See someone the best looking you have seen or something interesting. Don't waste time, conjure something up, give it to her. Recognition she's the best thing this moment and that moment needs to last as long as possible. She's what you want pleased by this world. The best in it better with her. You're the best at giving it to her. Some of you given in the giving of others. Maybe even the best too. Given more as it's given. Because it's better through you. Her too.

T

>>23137764
GET THE FUCK OUT WITH THAT SHIT.
WOMEN LIKE BIG BLACK COCKS.

>>23137764
That was the most empty and worthless thing I've ever read in my life it's like you get your concept of reality and life from watching shitty goom cartoon movies. It's either meaningless or so vague as to practically be meaningless. The whole thing!

Sometimes if you don't know the answer you should just shut the fuck up lmao

Jesus Christ just look at all of that it's like he squatted down over the thread and blasted a week's worth of chipotle takeout dinners all over it. It's just spewed everywhere. A total mess, there's corn in there looks like some peanuts maybe even some bones he just fired it all out there in spectacular fashion

>>23137764
Cant find this if you are 34
Special romance ends in 27

>*violent shitting noises*
>*Excessive shitting noises*
>*Cries of pain*
>Y'oooooooowwwwwwww!

>>23137814
Equally retarded statement

>>23137476 (OP)
I'm 34, tradcath, and I was a virgin before I got married. I met my wife on catholicmatch.com. Never give up. If you are faithful to God, God will reward you.

>>23137785
Read yours again. You don't have anything to offer in it.

I've had a great life. Been wronged severely but someone had to sort out such stuff. And I tend to unfuck what i'm confronted with.

Rather be having fun...
Fun is fine. After sorting out something fucked. Or readying yourself to that.

Some girls get that, like it, rightly. It's what ensures shit doesn't rain and flood fine stuff, like her, like the world.

Eager to enjoy what's on the world's side. Gets some of the world and it's favour. Presentation suiting the romance.

Everyone sucks without trying. Don't have to try much, just be trying to do the right thing. Make a bit of beauty. Find it. Give it to what deserves it. I'm a bit generous now, always was, but extra effort when for something beautiful. Like they need to have it. Gone opposite now. Fucked over so distance from what I like somewhat as not to have them drawn into that.

Solo the norm for a long time. Maybe always. Give without getting back from who's given to.

Partners with what gives. Is us for them.
Probably feel guilty if I got something from a girl directly. Like competition for what's already giving. Distant girlfriend, girlfriends, daughter etc, life, woman, love. Meant to be with a girl and given to one. But just not. I've been tortured. Company bearing that would make the good ugly. A trap.

Good doesn't get destroyed by me even if that means I don't get it.

I get more than enough. But it's not enough by itself to give a girl a good time. You have to be beauty, fun, adventure, a boy, a man. Other stuff is fuel and help but not you, not entirely. You have to go further. Take it with you. Like her.

>>23137842
LAY OFF THE METH RETARD.
WOMEN WANT ONLY ONE THING.

>>23137842
/pol/ scum don't get it and don't deserve to, but the world as it's not good is irrelevant. Your interest should be in finding good things. Keeping them preserved. Enjoying them at least.

Find, before they're gone.

Secreted away usually, good stuff isn't usually popular. Most people are noise. Not real people. Some are alive, briefly, and recorded it. Sometimes you have to be that record, and it yourself.

Great things. Less than great shouldn't gain entry to your memory. Your construct. What you know the world as and expect.

Pass on the best. Don't be a vehicle and vector for the worst. Defeat bad by it not coming out of you. Not your interest.

Defend good sure. But by yourself. Making others aware of bad isn't help. It's normalisation of it. It's bad sniffing out good. Eyes for bad instead of beauty. Missing it. Betraying it to be lost, maybe not, but you not benefiting by it and honouring it. Like leaving it for less and saying you prefer to see bad.

Girls rather you picked flowers for them.

Hold up beauty as your hero. Your ideals. What you make sure.

It always in you. A way it has eternity if you do.

>>23137476 (OP)
Poland is a hellhole. If someone told me this is 1980s Russia I would believe him.

>>23137891
Somebody tell Elon musk his grok is acting like a complete faggot on 4chud.

>eastern euro imports
So, polish?

>>23137891
Again, total garbage. I get it entirely. You're a guy who's full of shit but wants to sound worldly and smart lmao

>>23137842
Wow look another bunch of meaningless platitudes that don't actually say anything of value whatsoever

You're a fucking joke bud

>>23137476 (OP)
Im 36 and similar boat

I didn't read that. Its not your blog you faggot