Thread 23141097

I wish everyone I admire would die in some lonely miserable way because admiring them makes me feel bad for myself.

>>23141097 (OP)
The expected level of bitterness from a Nicofag.

This is essentially why I'm always initially hostile towards the few people I genuinely like

>>23141760
I'm hostile when I gaze at them from a distance but incredibly sad and remorseful when I interact with them, even if I don't show it. This is very rare though, I never have a chance to interact with people I admire, they are always busy doing something cool with nice friends while I'm staring at their profile like some cuck faggot.

>>23141781
Hmmm sounds to me like you have some social insecurities that make you unable to penetrate their social circles. If you manage to do so you can act hostile and toxic towards them, always criticize them and gain immense pleasure from it.

>>23141800
I'll try this sometime! I'm a dirty coward who's too afraid to directly criticize people, but I may be able to fight this if I can truly make these people less happy.

>>23141883
Well it's not like you'd want to make them just momentarily unhappy, you want to plant insecurities until they're not worth admiring anymore. This can even happen by just actually getting to know the person and noticing that they're a hollow shell of what you might have perceived

That's werid

>>23141896
It's indeed a common occurrence for me to stop respecting these people as soon as I get to know them deeper. This is not always the case though, sometimes I end up admiring them even more and feel a bigger desire to see them suffering and losing everything. It's hard to imagine myself getting close enough to these people to make them feel bad about themselves using words, and even getting closer hurts me just as much as watching them, but it might be worth the effort if I manage to get them down.