Thread 23144075

I went from "I want to fuck her" to "I want to be her". How to stop autogynephilia before I end up ordering estrogen?

>>23144075 (OP)
There’s a special necklace you can wear that will save you.

Find a woman and impregnate her.
It's that easy.

>>23144077
>>23144075 (OP)
>or be the woman that gets impregnated

>>23144075 (OP)
Just stop watching anime and exercise instead
Then wait for big tech to manage your life for you

>>23144077
>have sex
>just become a "real man", work 80 hours a week for your new life and man up and take responsibility you dead beat it's your fault you got her pregnant you shouldn't have had sex

hate this psyop so much

>>23144075 (OP)
go become troon.
ur already cooked anyway

>>23144075 (OP)
Being a guy sucks... You only have one shot and have to edge and edge before you completely lose interest and the ability to feel good. As a girl you can literally cum nonstop the whole day and never stop being horny...

Why can't I be a cute girl... I want to be tied up and forced to orgasm all day and have all kinds of things done to me. It will literally be heaven for me.

Imagine being gangraped. You just came when that guy pulled out, and immediately another cock dives in and starts all over again. Every time you cum you're afraid of the guys finding out. But he knows from the way your pussy twitches and contracts that you're a slut who came from being raped. Imagine having every part of your delicate body trained into an erogenous zone against your will. Bound, positioned to have all your holes easily available, can barely even wiggle, complete objectification.
Did you know girls can cum from nipples, clit, outer pussy and inside pussy separately? Imagine having multiple places stimulated at once and just when you think you get to take a break after cumming from pussy, your clit gives in and another wave of pleasure hits you like electrical shock. Yes, that's being a girl for you. What the fuck.

>>23144075 (OP)
Literally just get on TRT

>>23144080
Yup.
My dad was the biker/athlete chad who impregnated 3 different women
Then he went out the same was most trannies do
Don’t fall for the trad husband psyop
Being an abused slave to inferior jealous whores is no way to live
Women are walking click bait, they put on an elaborate act just long enough to baby trap you and then you’re stuck with a psychotic child with tits bossing you around and if you try to teach her some manners you’ll be arrested (at least in the cucked west)

Just don’t.

>>23144077
lots of married men troon out, op would be one of them if he doesnt solve the problems in his head first

>>23144075 (OP)
Asa is one of my top waifus unironically.
She is retarded just in the right spot and still you can clearly see that she is needy and perverted. All of it caged deep inside.

Chainsaw man to proper create a very good interaction with male and female characters (i think he does not go way to far with that because of course is not a hentai). The male mc act like a male character. The females act like a female character mostly.

The characters personalitys are awesome.

Too bad that the writer is always on a LSD trip and the plot got very fucked up. More fucked up than your toys/action toys fights and lores that anybody with imagination created when kid.

>>23144075 (OP)
Meditate on death. Even if you were a perfectly beautiful woman, you would get old and die. There is absolutely no sense in turning your life upside down in the pursuit of a temporary condition. Spend your time becoming happy instead of spending it trying to become female. And no, being female would not make you happy.

>>23144082
Good news, Estrogen makes your body much more sensitive and makes you able to easily cum from nipples for example :)

>>23144086
>She is retarded just in the right spot and still you can clearly see that she is needy and perverted. All of it caged deep inside.
Just like me, no wonder I identify with her so much.

>>23144075 (OP)
realise that it's literally just autism and a result of not fitting in with normalfag males and relating to their normalfag maleness. Get as far away from normalfags as possible and change your life to be where you have minimal interactions with normalfag males as much as possible so that you stop subjecting yourself to the dissonance and constant awkwardness where you don't feel like a man around the other men (because autism) which is mistkenly leading you into thinking 'I guess that must mean I'm a woman.'

This is literally the actual truth of it. Because you cannot relate to, and feel uncomfortable around, normalfag adult males, you seek refuge in relating to female characters instead and cling to the feminine. You are sublimating your 'I can't fit in with normalfag males because I'm autistic and being around them makes me feel all emasculated and weird and offput' response into an attachment to the total opposite thing and are trying to rationalize the feeling with 'it must mean I'm actually a woman.' But it's actually just because you are autistic.

>>23144075 (OP)
Every faggot and tranny or anything like that have a common trait that i identified.
It's not that you want EXACTLY to became a woman. It's a mix of factor that i will describe bellow:
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1 - You find pleasure being subjugated / humiliated

(that's the primary reason)
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2 - Easy sex and a lot of fucking sex. So as a woman, you can literally farm cocks with your remaining perverted sex drive.


That's basically it. It's the same source of BBC. It's your sadomasochist side going to it's extremes and breaking/snapping the limits of psychological safety.

Off topic faggot shit
Fuck Israel nigga

>>23144075 (OP)
It's too late.
The only way to avoid it all is to skip the entire process and 41% yourself right now.

>>23144090
Geez it's like you described my life. I was never interested in sports and I always felt averse to masculinity and aggression.

>>23144075 (OP)
doubt.

>>23144089
>Just like me, no wonder I identify with her so much.
You are very hot as a PERSON (disregard of sex and gender) if you are like that.

I have a MASSIVE kink about corrupting and manipulating others.
I became very good at it and i have proved that IRL and in to this matrix world (internet - porn - fantasy safe environment)
Not a hard dom btw. I have my own way of doing things.

>>23144075 (OP)
slit your throat worthless tranny

>>23144077
Boomers got wives and kids and many still decided to randomly troon out because they were bored and wanted attention in their 60s. The real answer is to acknowledge individualism as retarded gay shit that leads to degeneracy and devote yourself to a cause that is greater than yourself, be it church, community, art, science.

>>23144090
I disagree.
Autism does not push you in to this.
OP is too aware of his situation and have no autistic traits.

Not fitting in society could at most, remark and reinforce that Kink of being subjugated. But never be the main reason of it.

>>23144094
As a kid I was always disgusted by retards who attempt to play football only to argue half the time instead of actually playing the boring game
Pretending to care about girls years before puberty just because everyone else is doing it was lame too
You’re not in the wrong body just because you dislike average retard behaviour
Hopefully you accept this and find internal peace

>>23144075 (OP)
Asa/Yoru are literally me and my manic phase.

>>23144075 (OP)
Honestly what would you do with excess beta males op! they get them to self sterilize themselves seems pretty based to me

>>23144082
Stop watching porn you fucking degenerate.

You don't want to be a woman, you're just looking for a novel way to cum.

>>23144101
I do identify myself more with Denji traits more to be fair.

>>23144082
>As a girl you can literally cum nonstop the whole day and never stop being horny...
Porn has completely warped your brain but your not alone

>>23144075 (OP)
Watch shounen or seinen anime with manly protagonists. Its really that simple. The problem is that you are extremely susceptible to the power of suggestion. If you change what youre taking in, you will change how you feel.

>>23144101
are you trans?

>>23144106
>extremely susceptible to the power of suggestion
it's a very kind way of saying he is gay at higher percentage levels

>>23144075 (OP)
>"I want to be her".
you misunderstand autogynephilia. if you want to be a girl because you think girls are sexual you are AGAMP, autogyneandromorphophilia. Autogyneandromorphophilia is a person who is sexually aroused by the idea of themself as transgender. It is different than autogynephilia, which is a man who is sexually aroused by the idea of himself as a woman. that is the urban dictionairy definition which puts it very simply.
AGP are men who love themselves, are sexually attracted to themselves as they have an Erotic Target Location Error. but because they are sexually attracted to themselves, they are also repulsed by the thought of them being gay, because they are not gay (they just are sexually attracted to themself) so the start down the road to 'become' a woman in order to be sexually attracted to themself as a woman so they are not gay.
if you want to fuck a woman and then troon out it is because you have been enticed by the troon lifestyle peddled to you in media, you have been tricked. maybe you are a bit gay, maybe just weak and effeminate and think that's what you should do. but you are more likely AGAMP and should speak to someone who can talk you out of it.
other trannies will try to get you in the cult because it justifies them more in their minds.

>>23144104
He's kinda.. plain
>>23144107
Idk, it just feels too often that as a girl I would have been able to express myself more authentically.

>>23144110
>He's kinda.. plain
exactly.
but at the same time his lore and early life get's it deeper as it can possibly goes

Eat healthy, exercise, and hope you live long enough to see designer body brain transplants be readily available.
Modern transitioning does jack fuck all in the grand scheme of things

ynbaw (for now)

>>23144075 (OP)
Let me know if you figure it out

>>23144075 (OP)
is there anything in you that likes being a man?

Imagine standing in a line next to Zyzz, Hector, Chad and Tyrone. And you're going to look like some ugly faggot wearing pantyhose. When you could be the best male version of you.

>>23144099
no, autism is absolutely the primary reason and the autist to troon pipeline is an inarguably real thing. It's because of the dissociation with normalfags/not fitting in combined with a lack of care/adherence to social norms that is the initiating cause in almost every case. You simply haven't spent long enough scouring the depths of these communities or ever experienced these feelings yourself in any capacity to not realise this.
Based on your other post though >>23144096 I suspect you are intentionally trying to mislead OP for the purposes of your fetishes because you are a manipulative degenerate whose social interactions are all an extension of your fetishes in an underhanded way and therefore you should kys for being such a cringey gaylord

>>23144115
>autist to troon pipeline
Is there a solution to this?

>>23144075 (OP)
1. Stop believing in gay ass psychology. it's all fake and gay.
2. Stop taking drugs. The jews love when you take drugs

>>23144116
advanced brain surgery

literally just realize you are a based white chad, go have sex with women and live like that. never troon bro

>>23144075 (OP)
>I went from "I want to fuck her" to "I want to be her".
what? why

>>23144110
do you plan to transition?

>>23144115
>You simply haven't spent long enough scouring the depths of these communities or ever experienced these feelings
Nigger
If my handler ever told you the half of it...

>I suspect you are intentionally trying to mislead OP
It's his fault and he knows it. And he loves it. And she longs for it.
I would heal, guide and repurpose him myself way better than any of this shitty cringe normie conclusions/takes everyone here is having.

Mixing autism with this type of desires just shows that you have 0 (ZERO) real psychological basic knowledge.

>>23144115
It’s not like most of them deny it either
You can find many Reddit posts where OP asks something like
>what’s something that all trans folx have in common??
Top replies:
>autism! sksksksssahahahaaa!
*400 updoots*
*all da gold and rewards*
>>23144116
>Is there a solution to this?
You’re already here fren <3 we will groom you a better way, just learn to spot bot spam and you’ll be good :-D

But seriously?
Da joooz will be controlling your life with AI
It’s really up to them how you will turn out if we’re being 110% honest here

Palantir surveillance will label you as a brown coded commie if you resist.
Personally I’m planning on surrendering and serving my masters.
It’s over guys, Jews won.

>>23144075 (OP)
fuck your own face faggot.

>>23144123
We know you are 1/4 jew

>>23144075 (OP)
Just dress up in soft silky shiny satin bra and panties and maybe some stockings...oo and heels then jerk off. When you're done, put it all in a lock box in the closet and forget about it until next time. Don't fall for the meme and think you are a girl or whatever lmao

>>23144125
Oops!
Guess I’ve been posting too often
You guys are onto me!
Sorry for being a mischling rat!

But you can’t honestly deny that BIG ASHKENAZI IQ dictating your life would be an improvement.

Who doesn’t want a personal Einstein brain chip controlling how you feel and think??
You’re meshuga if you disagree!

Don’t be

BROWN CODED!

>>23144122
proving my point for me
>>23144123
jews are just another group of mortal humans vying for power like any other and their current 'winning' is a very brief reprieve from what the totality of the rest of their history is, they might b on top now but they are only human not demigods and zoomers are all radicalised way more than expected. You're falling into the same 'end of history' trap that libtards did when you make predictions like 'because of X random thing like palantir, society will just be like this Y state indefinitely.'

Change is inevitable, chaos is constant and nobody is actually in control of the steering wheel of reality on Earth

>>23144075 (OP)
OP you probably have autism and are a bit of a narcissist so im not sure if there's a legitimate way to help you other to ask if you are currently being groomed by an older person.

>>23144110
what do you mean "idk"? Its a simple question fuck

>>23144127
>Guess I’ve been posting too often
Yes and you know it is a waste of time
>But you can’t honestly deny that BIG ASHKENAZI IQ dictating your life would be an improvement.
They've been in control for awhile and everything is shit. Could be a different story if they were benevolent, but no they are just evil.

>>23144121
Ofc not, it's about social interactions and fashion aesthetics too, not a desire for biological alteration.

>>23144082
I chose Rosa, not because I want to be her, but because I want to FUCK her. Also, have you SEEN Nate's design? He looks retarded. Rosa has the better design.

>>23144116
I'd say promotion of body hair (leg hair, ball sack/groin hair, chest hair, beard, mustache) as something positive is good enough. Plus some muscles for good measure, but not bodybuilder or gymrat muscles, just average.
Can't view yourself as a hole if you do not look like a hole nor have any chance of looking like one.

>>23144128
>proving my point for me
>he said it's autism the main reason. i mean, i my head.

whatever faggot. it's more than clear that you have not been around those communities yourself. an empty pathetic moralist with as much empty pathetic advices.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAS4jFDHrV4

>>23144075 (OP)
hasn't hit me yet. like 20 years lookin at weird gay/fem shit and I only sometimes have a brief moment of wondering what being a girl is like. sounds like you all got skill issues with your intrusive thoughts lmao. instead I'm self inserting as the boy bottoming in my fantasies, no weird gender changing shit

>>23144075 (OP)
you just want to see porn irl, doesn't matter to you who's pov it comes from, all that matter is that is a hot acted scene, I don't think you really like cock or whatnot, I think you're just feeding up some entity with all of your porn sessions. But I also think you know this already aswell as the answer to your own question

>>23144128
I’m sure you could be correct
But I just want order ASAP
And it only seems probable that it will come from the current winners securing their win forever using unprecedented powerful technology
>>23144131
I was antisemitic before I realised that hating winners is leftist and gay
If I can change then others can too.
They haven’t fixed your life YET
But that’s because they didn’t have the technological means
But they will VERY soon

The freedumb cult of the west has obviously failed.
From trannies to school shooters, antivaxxers and cp enjoyers…
You have to admit that some form of increased control over people’s lives is needed.
You just don’t want to admit that you were wrong to engage in jealous slave morality and so you’re blinded to what needs to happen.

DA JOOOZ securing their victory is the path of least resistance towards curing cancer, eliminating all crime, tackling complex issues like climate change, eventually they may cure ageing itself and deliver on their promises for the messianic age.
Seems like they’re preparing with the red heifer.
Jews losing will set everything back.
They need to win so that we all win asap and in doing so we will all get a better chance at true immortality.

Global Zion means tikkun olam and salvation for all righteous gentiles.

You don’t really want to miss out on an exciting future of perfect health and happiness.

Again,

don’t be BROWN CODED.
For your own sake.

estrogem cant change your chromosomes, according to the experts
that is just sel mutilation, you are a mentally ill man, and is ok
you will never be a woman

>>23144140
>you are a mentally ill man, and is ok
>you will never be a woman
Secretly Based?

>>23144129
why the narcissism?

>>23144142
have you ever masturbated to yourself in the mirror?

>>23144075 (OP)
going to save you some time and tell you to just order estrogen you fucking retard
you're not the protagonist of reality, this isn't a struggle, do what makes you happy and then die in however many years

>>23144142
Same logic of bong autism. That mean, almost none/no logic. Maybe even more disconnected and random.

>>23144144
>you're not the protagonist of reality, this isn't a struggle, do what makes you happy and then die in however many years
Unfathomable Based Ultra Chad Affirmation and Awareness Of Reality King

>>23144075 (OP)
But Op, don't do it. First Seek Help in some real serious psychological professional.
You don't pick a route that gonna fuck your body brutally out of nothing.

>>23144141
SAUCE???

>>23144143
nah, i do mire my glute gains sometimes, does that count?

>>23144084
>Women are walking click bait
This. Desire is the root of suffering. Move past it. The best option here is to simply walk away.

>>23144147
i don't have it pal sorry

>>23144148
No but autogynephyliacs tend to masturbate in front of mirrors while they are crossdressing.

>>23144075 (OP)
I could care less if you took estrogen but please don't go as far as chopping off your dick and balls. You can be a cute girl without undergoing genital mutilation.

>>23144075 (OP)
Tell your doctor you've been feeling effeminate recently and have them check your testosterone levels. 100% they're just declining because you're acting like a faggot. Once they get back to normal you'll be cured.

>>23144151
but as far as agp goes, if you masturbate with the idea that your the women, that isn't narcissism right?

your idea of narcissism is that lesbians and homosexuals in general are narcissistic, for they love that which is like themselves. I dont think the agp's that masturbate in front of the mirror get off on themselves, but on the idea of being slutty.

trannyism is just coping for deep shame with sex that is supposed to be intimate but ends up being cheap and dehumanizing, making the tranny associate degradation with pleasure and seeking "thrills" instead of love. Its just an adrenaline fueled cope made possible by autism because without autism the cope would be something more "normal" like grinding yourself to death or something.

Its layers upon layers of mental illnessess accumulated over 2-3 generations of endless hedonism.

>>23144139
oh man anon you're so bluepilled I don't know where to start...
all of the sources of disorder that you listed that make you want order asap were literally engineered by them in the first place
furthermore, they have no intention of creating a state of order but rather are primarily concerned with exterminating (You) by any means necessary. Subjugation is not actually the end goal, just a means to the end of extermination. The actual goal is eliminating what they consider 'Edom' and then ruling over what is left once their eternal Amalakite foe is finally vanquished according to their utterly schizo interpretation of what 'amalekite' means (i.e. YOU). The actual state of the world over which they intend to rule is not one of order either which leads me into the next key point that you fail to grasp.

>Global Zion means tikkun olam and salvation for all righteous gentiles.
that's not what tokkun olam means. It comes from Kabbalism which is an extremely convoluted arcane and bizarre cosmological/spiritual philosphical worldview that in the simplest terms possible is basically where they are the chosen people to whom God himself answers and are manifesting his light into the world and trying to make God realise himself or something like that. According to the tenets of this esoteric philosophy, in order to make God become aware of his mirror self and become actualised, returning everything to paradise, they have to break down all forms of God-mandated order and hierachy and violate the natural order of things on purpose and drive it into chaos, making it a negative mirror image of God so that the world becomes a negative reflection of God and therefore somehow this means all things unite their opposing aspects and God and the world become one. Once you understand this the subversiveness of progressivism and the moral/social decay and breaking down of barriers/meaning all makes sense.

If this sounds schizophrenic as fuck to you, well, that's cause they are.

>>23144154
No because they are jerking it to their reflection you dumbass.