Thread 23171849

Why do people dislike me and say I am insufferable and kick me out of their groups and stuff? And why can I never figure out why it's like this. Everyone in my church has friends and wives and children and a career and even a house or something, money from inheritances, family connections.
I actually tried some time ago to act the way people wanted, which was a massive thing for me to do, but I still did it and it was a waste of my time. And then I'm told "well you're such a loser you should get money from the government." That's for normies, they never give me any money, they hate me like everyone else. I'm gonna starve in the wilderness one day and I would at least like to know why. It's stupid.

didn't ask retarded loser

>>23171875
I asked a question, why are you saying "didn't ask" to a question? I don't think that makes sense.

>>23171849 (OP)
>I actually tried some time ago to act the way people wanted, which was a massive thing for me to do, but I still did it and it was a waste of my time.
can you say more about this?
what happened? how long did it last?

>>23171875
Actually reading this post makes me think of something I always forget. I don't want to be around ANY OF YOU, you're all evil and boring and terrible. Just looking around this place it's garbage I want nothing to do with.

But why don't I like anyone? Or why is everyone like this, terrible? Doesnt' matter where it is online, or even off, everyone is so unlikeable. So maybe I am likeable and that's the problem, I need to be a terrible person but I refuse.

>>23171849 (OP)
You sound like a loudmouth entitled sperg. Just try not to say anything for a week and try to act more like normal people around you and their views might change.

>>23171883
>But why don't I like anyone? Or why is everyone like this, terrible? Doesnt' matter where it is online, or even off, everyone is so unlikeable.
it's like 9 in 10 people, not everyone
>>23171883
>So maybe I am likeable and that's the problem, I need to be a terrible person but I refuse.
you CAN do that if you want to easily fit in with the 90% of people
what you're supposed to do is work for some sort of place in the world, and surround yourself with likeable people
i'm fucking retarded and in the same position as you, but that's how i see it anyway

>>23171849 (OP)
>I'm gonna starve in the wilderness one day and I would at least like to know why. It's stupid.
i feel you

>>23171882
I will not act like an idiot every again, and it was so hard too. I joined chatrooms and tried to act like all the drones do and it was the worse thing imaginable and totally impossible to keep up.

Just something like "Hi" idiots always say "Hi, how are you" "greetings" it's horrible and they command you to say it back to them rather than say something funny or interesting or just get into what you want to talk about. It's a waste of my time to say hi or anything, just get to the point of what I want to say, this is chatrooms were talking about I don't talk to people in real life, but that's just the greeting, going beyond the greeting it only gets worse with more nonsense.

>>23171893
I don't say anything ever, I don't talk to people and I don't really use social media either, I don't even have internet in my apartment. The only time I come to these stupid social media websites is to complain, because what else would I do, actually post on 4chan? I'm turning 30 I'm WAAAAY past 4chan garbage which is for 12 year olds.

Soon they'll be one less leaf on the branch.

>>23171903
you... joined chatrooms?
>>23171903
>Just something like "Hi" idiots always say "Hi, how are you" "greetings" it's horrible and they command you to say it back to them rather than say something funny or interesting or just get into what you want to talk about. It's a waste of my time to say hi or anything, just get to the point of what I want to say, this is chatrooms were talking about I don't talk to people in real life, but that's just the greeting, going beyond the greeting it only gets worse with more nonsense.
yeah i feel you
it's never going to go anywhere that way, and of course you're gonna feel bored and annoyed
that has nothing to do with the people though, i promise you

the problem is you're supposed to go through shared experiences with other people, and bond with them that way
alot of people have "friendships" where they just sit in each others house and talk and eat and do drugs, like it's an IRL discord call
those don't tend to go anywhere either

i used to do urban exploration with friends
nobody was worrying about "being likeable" in those moments, we were all just experiencing the same cool shit

does that make sense?

is there anything you actually want to do? or wanted to do as a kid?
is there anywhere you want to go?
if you DO THINGS with other people, you tend to become friends, and none of the social bullshit actually matters

I don't actually want any responses to this thread in the first place since it's all going to be useless. Nothing is going to ever change and I will die. And the only reason I am a loser is because 'time and chance happeneth to them all.'
If you don't have people in your life and society doesn't want you, then I guess I'm just suppose to masturbate to loli rape porn all day. Well maybe I don't want to do that. "Madness, you can't go against the system, you must masturbate to loli rape porn all day." I refuse. I'm just that cool https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUsnQ8lw1C4
I've gathered so much information, so much important information, world changing, great revelations, doesn't matter. I'm just happy I have no internet in my apartment, and even if I go back to being homeless soon I still will have no internet, I really think that's the only good thing I can do is not have access to it. I will be so happy when I get back to my apartment, well mostly, aside from the-- anyways that is all. Lord I want to be, who you made me to be!

>>23171952
>Well maybe I don't want to do that. "Madness, you can't go against the system, you must masturbate to loli rape porn all day." I refuse. I'm just that cool
that is based

>>23171952
>it's all going to be useless. Nothing is going to ever change and I will die.
that is not based though
that is a self-fulfilling prophecy

>>23171952
it's your life anon
please just remember there's plenty of drastic things you can do to change your life other than suicide or drugs

>>23171908
I think a lot of the people here are in their 30s or 40s. People are going to say you're insufferable if you never have anything good to say and I can tell already that you're the argumentative type that likes to correct people. No matter what group you want to be a part of try to bring good vibes and comment on the stuff that you agree with and ignore the stuff you don't. After your settled into a group you can be more disagreeable and be tolerated.

>>23171849 (OP)
Do you maybe have BPD or something? That makes people pretty fucking insufferable

>>23171849 (OP)
You're probably not a normie.
Welcome.

>>23171903
haha this is so right tho. social connections are circlejerks. you throw your hand in there and jerk off people in your social group and if they like the feeling of your hand upon their cocks they'll jerk you off too. that's all there is to it

>>23171849 (OP)
>Why do people dislike me and say I am insufferable and kick me out of their groups and stuff?
if this happens, believe me, you must be an absolute cocksucker to be around