Thread 23209656

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I NEED TO FUCK BOYBUTTS HNGGG

>>23209741
thank you for your service

>>23209656 (OP)

https://pastebin.com/JZ35Txvn

Anyone wanna help me build this up?

I can't talk about this without sounding like an egocentric arsehole, but...

recently it feels a lot more like the distance has increased between me and other people; I can barely follow their trains of thought (or often even DETECT a cohesive thought process behind the words); the things they say seem contradictory, or just completely devoid of substance
people speak in bizarre vagaries and tautologies—then seem to get angry, frustrated, or even suddenly attempt to condescend to ME when I point this out whilst asking for clarification
it also feels like I'm having to go off on meandering tangents all the time explaining the most basic of concepts, to even arrive at the actual point I'm making, leaving me wondering if the nuance of what it is I actually intended to say is even registering with them
and this is even when talking to highly-educated people

many seem to be so reliant upon their internal toy mental models of the world, rather than reasoning... or even sensory data, that they just outright make things up, believing feeling and impulse alone to be truth
I'm unable to shake the feeling that the people around me really aren't very intelligent (which is not to say that I view myself as highly intelligent—only that they're dumb)

I've been wondering if I'm... becoming more autistic over time
or if instead, my increasing bouts of self-imposed isolation have caused me to further divert course from some zeitgeist of collective psyche, and I'm simply experiencing a form of 'cognitive drift'
or perhaps the vaccine is slowly making these fucking retards yet more tarded, as the autoimmunity eats away at their prefrontal cortices—I'm seeing a lot more ambulances out on the road, despite living somewhere so sleepy

it just feels like I'm on a weird wavelength compared to everybody else in my life right now
I can't decide if they're all freaks, or if it's me—I do appreciate the likelihood that it is indeed me

but it's starting to get a little lonely

I believe in bustyboy supremacy

>>23209822
skill issue
>many seem to be so reliant upon their internal toy mental models of the world, rather than reasoning... or even sensory data, that they just outright make things up, believing feeling and impulse alone to be truth
it's not like that
even if it were, this
>I'm unable to shake the feeling that the people around me really aren't very intelligent (which is not to say that I view myself as highly intelligent—only that they're dumb)
doesn't follow

people don't use mental models lol

>>23209822
>it just feels like I'm on a weird wavelength compared to everybody else in my life right now
>I can't decide if they're all freaks, or if it's me—I do appreciate the likelihood that it is indeed me
stop worrying about that dumbass
it's a fool's errand
either continue trying to get through to them or focus on something good
there's no way to classify people as human or subhuman, human or zombies, as convenient as thatwould be
not worth obsessing over

>>23210181
this tbqh...I went into uni with a similar mindset of categorizing people based on whether they were "human" or behaved like mindless zombies and these two labels were never able to consistently predict my experiences with them. I stopped thinking about people like that pretty quickly
after some thinking and observation, now I'm not really sure there is a template for what makes a human a human. theyre just dipshits all around that can think and feel

>>23209656 (OP)
I hate nons

>>23210267
>after some thinking and observation, now I'm not really sure there is a template for what makes a human a human. theyre just dipshits all around that can think and feel
the most subhuman people are arguably some people condemned to mental asylums, who just repeat the same behaviors day after day, and have no self-awareness or desire to live any better, even though they're smart and capable enough to do so
so i think self awareness is probably a component
but really, everyone has a soul, and everyone can change drastically within even a few months
anyone can be reduced to an animal or become more self-aware, so it's retarded to classify people that way as if it's some preset programming

humans are interdependent self-balancing systems within larger interdependent self-balancing systems
the psyche is an interdependent self-balancing system within the human
nothing about it is programmed or set in stone, humans (and every other creature) constantly adapt to their environment
adaptability is vital to any creature with much of a population

it's not well-understood, and even then, it's subjective what makes someone human/subhuman, and even THEN, it's a whole other problem to OBSERVE/MEASURE those things objectively
it's a waste of time
the brain is a bundle of snakes, and you should hold it back from unobservable things

I can't wait to get my own house and sleep naked good god I wanna do it so bad

>>23211870
i feel you
but you can't sleep naked where you live now?

>>23212575
I have to share a room with someone. Its a 2 bed with 6 people at home so separate bedrooms are out of the question. Sometimes I'm checked up on and scolded if my tank tops reveal too much as i sleep.... But yeah. Society. I can't wear anything showing too much skin because God forbid my dad or brother have to see me!? Sleeping naked sounds super comfy so I hope I can get my own house one day to do whatever I want in alone lol. Sorry if this came out messy I've gotten 4 hours of sleep in the past 2 days

>>23212639
>Sorry if this came out messy I've gotten 4 hours of sleep in the past 2 days
sorry anon
>Sleeping naked sounds super comfy so I hope I can get my own house one day to do whatever I want in alone lol.
there's probably a way

if you can somehow find anywhere else to sleep in peace, like maybe a friend's house or something, it might be worth doing
i used to do that sometimes in highschool but no friends now
idk though

>>23212642
There is zero chance I'm risking my younger siblings having to see that.... hell nah Lol. I'll stick to shorts and tank tops in the mean time..... maybe panties if I think it's safe enough

>>23212647
Oh even disregarding the clothing issue I can sleep fine. I chose not to because 4chan addiction lol

>>23212651
oh no, i mean there's probably a way to get your own place in the future
it is a quest

>>23212658
ah lol

>>>/v/719402250
no video game discussion going on
just /dbs/ shitposting
380 posts
up for nearly an entire day
I'm not even surprised at this point.

I gave you chances.
I've gotten no answers
I can say no more

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Xi9Hx1RSsM

glacy day in japan

holy shit lol I'm bored

zero nahppenings

>>23216680
not everything has to happen all the time
be patient

be impatient

>>23216680
happening: B0B ID

>>23216769
if i didn't have to work tomorrow

>>23209822
You’re spending too much time alone.

/nah/ is shit but

Oily foods are kind of scary. Not enough for me to stop eating them though..... if you don't know of the calorie content, don't bother looking. Ignorance is bliss.

>>23217587
Hurry up and make it better!

i like these two images, can't remember who posted them

No idea who that could have been.

>>23218197
O.O

i got new meds to make me hungry and they seem to work
the other day i sperged out and cooked up shitloads of food and ate until i ended up throwing up and laid down in my bed with brutal stomach pains for a hour or two, then i got up and ate some more
so all things considered i would say they are working rather well

bro got new meds

>>23221999
bro got fresh trips

>>>/v/719562652
boobs in the fire emblem thread

>>23218189
gngn
let's see
i think i'll call you neoneo
since elliot retired

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6_UjhDS9O8
>we're getting rid of section 230 because of dem kids
>and that's a good thing
>infinite dicksucking in the comments
man i fucking hate the modern internet. people voting against their own interests. people literally cheering on the death of privacy online because a few stupid kids killed themselves or got raped.

I want to like this board but half of people here are mad at everything
Makes me sad

It's so funny when people tell me to go back home. I'm a citizen. Where are you gonna deport me to? My house?

>>23224996
People judge you by your ancestors country

>>23225012
Which is meaningless to me. I don't know anything about my home country or its culture besides the food, movies, and music. I couldn't tell you about the languages, culture, or politics, or best places to get food there, nothing. As opposed to NYC where I've lived since I was a baby. Here I've got friends, food places I like, places I'm fond and sentimental of. I'd be more of a fish out of water if I were placed in my birth country, so by all means America is my home. Right wingers can be as mad as they want but idgaf

New moots on the same day!
>>>/v/719617402
>>>/trash/77575310

>>23216769
Hello

>>23226823
hm?

>>23226824
Cow tools

>>23226915
no

>>23209656 (OP)
/bant/ards are normies.
No will on most of them, just throwed here by the society and the whisper of a place to be guided by the culture.
Its a empty symbol, the closer thing to inhabit a dead god.

>OOOO ITS DA NORMALNIGGERINOLITASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
swimp?

nahppenings?

ate 3 full meals today award
still hungry doe might have to cook up a fourth

goodnighto
one more hard day and i get 3 days off

another day, another year my friend 100% promises he will leave her for good this time

another AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

time to wash off the sadness..

>>23234359
bro
get a cat

>>23234618
we have over 10 cats..
anyway time to walk off the sadness..

>>23234639
>we have over 10 cats..

loathed what went wrong almost the entire time I was out there..
tried jerking off the sadness too, probably only made it worse, always does..

Never goon

>>23225824
wowza
>she has to be 500 pounds like the real moot though

>>23235741
I can't goon since I finish in minutes

>>23238595
pre mature ejaculation is the most anti-feminist redpilled position

>>23242346
it is the OG
what was nessecary when making noise or taking a long time wasn't allowed because we weren't top of the food chain.

let's see what you got Chyna

if it's salty and savory it's for me.

Which countries are the best for goldigger women to move to? Not Russia, fuck Russia.

>>23243506
marry fat americans for a green card?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zKaoDdNZhJE

>>23243152
i hate and love chinese, such uncanny taste.

bumo

>>23221994
Thc?

time to cut up 4lb of onions and caramelize them
makin onion soup in this bitch

>>23249699

Why did your ID change?

>>23249702
He has a 4chan pass. Nah, he's mobileposting.

>>23249702
pass and a mobile range all to myself
because frogniggers are dumb and retarded.
haven't had to use wifi in years.

>Let there be chaos. Look at the man in the mirror.
>>23249969
You really have le pass?

>>23250437
it's this neat skill tree perk
it's called "having a job" and "disposable income"
can be spent on not having to wait 1500 seconds like a pleb every time i want to post

>>23250887
>having to wait 1500 seconds
Where did you get this number?