Life is too fucking unfair. I'm so tired of being the scum at the bottom of society, I have no control over myself or anything else. I was born into a fucking mental prison and every other human on earth is my personal fucking warden. They all abuse me and keep me repressed. If God is real I'm sure he hates me too. I want to commit great acts of violence just to feel any semblance of control or power. If I were good looking or intelligent I might be one of those dudes who manipulates women and abuses their bodies for my own gratification. I'm an ugly fucking incel so I just abuse myself.