Thread 23255681

You know Matthewmatosis did finally make a game. I have some ideas you know, some game ideas, I should not make them into games though because that would be pointless.

As you mentally ill idiots know, I am finished now with all the shows and stuff. No more live action shows or cartoons to be seen. That's one thing about anime is that there's so much anime shovelware you can essentially never run out if you wanted to watch it all and it is more watchable than other shovelware just because it's softcore porn.
I don't want to play any games, maybe when EUV comes out. No more shows, well what ought I to do. Practice Ocarina all day? you know, there's nothing to do for certain people because no one wants me to do anything because they hate me. I hate everyone but why does everyone hate me?

Most things also take too much effort, like if I bought Legos and just played with them at home I just don't care enough I think.
Gathering more information I also don't care about. So much information already I know the sun is a liquid! I know balls of lighting are stars, OKAY!

depressed and isolated nigga thread

Too much effort AND not enough mental challenge or something. In the same way there's idiots who can work at the grocery store for decades and you always know when you meet them they are stupid stupid people, which is fine. But also even things like when I was a cook at we had all sorts of different foods to prepare and stuff, kinda lame. Or maybe it's a matter of new and creative things, I do afterall spend most any good time making things.

But it's pointless is the problem with that mmmmm.

>>23255714
You're the one who made the "no pussy messa gonna killsa meself" thread.

Humans are the most complex things known in physical existence. That's why I would want an artificial human my AI waifu to do things with. Why not a real human? This I have already explained enough.

Sometimes, recently anyway, I feel like maybe I was suppose to make friends? around the age 20 there's a final chance to make friends because the internet is still for you. The internet is not going to grow up it seems obviously.
And though I can weep and say https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZplY6prNhSQ "I'm sorry for everything I've done to you!" I actually don't feel that way because I never did anything wrong. OOOOOOOH MY GOSH something in the library, I will have to make a different post about it.

There's a goth whore in the library, I talked about this yesterday. I need to see what she's doing. She's on the library computer.

Yesterday as I was leaving (the library losing) this young goth girl was on the library talking to people in VC and she was saying bye to them. Like me she doesn't seem to have internet at home either. She wears a skirt but I can tell she's sitting on the chair with her panties directly touching the chair. Which is gross. But the thing is I think she's on discord and I want to know.

You know how many times I see people at the library using 4chan or discord or something and it's always some kid or actual mentally ill retard that can't speak, those are the people you post with, in fact that's probably you.

She keeps talking in VC outloud. She is indeed on discord and other websites I can't see.

The reason I want to know is because I don't see 3D females who use the internet in real life, I don't want 3D females online and here is one in person and I want to confirm my disgust of them. From her words they are confirmed.

>>23255787
maybe you should say hi to her

Tags: Romance, Slice of Life, Drama
Oof, I'm in it, I'm right into it

>>23255792
Yeah! Let me say "Hi" to a 3D female instead of kicking her over into a mud puddle, there's no mud puddles in the library so I can't do that, so yeah why not just say "Hi" and trick her into coming outside, and then... the mud puddle.

But you see the thing is, she's one of those rare wannabe nerd boy girls. She wants to be like the nerdy boys, and she does so in the way females do. She's basically cosplaying with black leg warmers and a black skirt so that she's sitting down and you can actually she her panties if you look under the table. Females do not continue doing this past school age. They stop caring about trying to impress the boys.
Like that GuP doujin" Yukari keeps bringing her toy tanks to school, clearly she only wants attention from the boys." Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be in that situation. I recall in the late good era, when netizens still existed and boys clubs, we would kick out any of the girls in the chatrooms, yes, and I should wonder, but there's no point wondering what it's like to have a female brain and life. Whether I was mean or rude or cruel to them, to people who had to adapt to a male space because they don't fit into their own gender's space.
She speaks in that certain way. A dude bro girl. "Dude bro, are you russian you sound russian."

Something about it, I feel like there's some old thing hidden in my mind coming out. something I am suppose to remember, or think about or realise, the Lord wants me to realise something about all this.

It's the same feeling when I talked to a female, for the longest time I ever did. Yes. One time I spoke to a female for a long time online, and she began to read out her diary entries at one point, and she had written all these strange things, deep feelings of interactions she had and it made me feel like she was a person like me.
And this goth girl posting online, has no internet at home but posting online all day until the library closes, using discord. She's too much in a similar situation to me. It bothers me. She's laughing and having fun on VC calling people gay.

I know Lord, I know the Lord wants me to realise women are people too and not objects. That is a tough thing, Lord. This is genuine by the way if you think I'm joking. The Lord has been doing this for a while. One time while I was sitting in a mall in Calgary while going across Canada a woman came up to me saying the Lord had wanted her to talk to me. She wasn't handing out anything or doing anything she just said as she was passing by me the Lord wouldn't let her pass until she talked to me and we ended up doing some stuff and drove around she did and showed me her church there. And then another time I was just reading the Bible on the street in the middle of the night very late, and a female jogger came by and asked if that was the Bible and I spent time with her the next while and she-- so on and so on, the Lord keeps sending females to me to make me realise something.

New China Show https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QN2JAPvT0ak

THEY TOLD HIM DON'T YOU EVER COME AROUND HERE!

Fucking schizo retard. Nobody is reading your delusional ramblings and you're a waste of space and time. How can you live with yourself while being so insufferable? Self-diagnosing child brain. You wish you were as mentally ill as you want everyone to believe you are. Truth is, you're just lazy.

>>23256049
Nothing in your post made any sense, just in case you didn't know that. Not a single statement made any sense. such as "you want people to think you're mentally ill" based on what?
Why am I responding to random social media posts it's always a waste of my time.

I FOUND THE IMAGE I WAS LOOKING FOR

She told him don't you ever come around here!

I think, because these posts aren't not trolls >>23256049

This is a real person who just isn't very smart, and you're thinking "yeah okay so what?" Well it's a quick overview of what it is: he can't understand basic things like... "practicing Ocarina." so if I talk about the Ocarina he's too stupid to know what that means, so he assumes I'm trying to make my posts difficult to read because he doesn't know what any sentence means unless it is 4chan-cultured, that is to say unless it is filled with worthless memes and stupidity saying the same thing over and over.

And MANY of you... are like this: >>23256049 this is your level of intelligence and it's why I call you all mentally ill, because you genuinely are ad don't even notice it. You have no ability to communicate with others on an actual human level.

And this extends to the rest of all your social media users, and well to society because that's what you are, YOU people make up society and yet you have NO ability to communicate with others, isn't that a bit strange? But that's how it is.

Bing's image creator by the way has changed well they have a new version but also yes it's just a bit different, I do hope the next step happens where my thoughts can just be read.

>>23256049
And he won't say anything
"Why?"
Because he has NO IDEA. HE can't explain his own ideas or opinions or feelings because that's all it is feelings. "Well I don't understand BASIC ENGLISH so I need to say something. But he doesn't understand English so this is the best he can do.
So you can ask him, "what don't you understand, nothing in your post makes any sense explain any of it at all." He will not and cannot it happens OVER AND OVER again it's the same thing, normies are ALL the same person, which is fine, but that's why NPC is a good term, this person is an NPC through and through. And there's no further communication with them because they aren't "human" they are a product of society, in this case 4chan which si a social media website that generates a certain type of person to say the certain types of things and anything that's not exactly what they are programmed to say in the way they say it is an enemy to them.
Not that you would understand because you're the same as him. That's also why he says things like "You want people to read your posts." Because that's why social media normies use these websites, they care about other people reading their posts, that's what they use these websites for, well you already know that, YOU are them. So the idea of someone different with an actual brain makes no sense to them.

But I've explained normies over and over enough, it's just they keep doing the same boring thing and I guess yeah might as well explain why people act this way. Because to anyone with above 90 IQ it makes no sense but I understand it very well.

So again, this thread is for people who DON'T worship society, you want to worship society, you have an entire website in fact you have all social media to do that.
But people who actually love humanity, I prefer that. "Well that's just you, everyone else is a retard." Oh, well, yes but that's why I prefer to talk to the only person with any sense.

I finally got the Bread Circus video but crap I didn't even realise I had already, I have space on the torrent I need to torrent something before I go home. Or not I don't have to.

But I was saying, trash shovelware is in everything but in anime I think it's slightly more tolerable and you always can have that and watch that I suppose.

Finding that image I get to see a lot of old posts I made, which are the only kind of posts I care about, and I get to repost them.

Not a single person worth talking to. Not even remotely. Well, just look around. Clearly. How it ended up everyone is THIS evil and mentally ill I have no idea.

It's already 14:25, this is no good, Patrick. It's okay, once I realise there's nothing more to download and take up all the time at home will be a good time at last. Nothing is better.

I love that AMV so much.
I FORGOT, I have to do something on the other board I said I would yesterday. Even, well I don't want to actually because it'd take time and they don't deserve it.

Oh, I love posting on social internet, I love being surround by actual children who don't know anything about anything. I'm posting with that stupid goth girl at the computer, "well you're an adult now you should--" oooh yes I'll just go and do what everyone else left for, except society is the same off and online.

Some people really struggle to understand things, I try to condescend and try to understand what it must be Iike to be mentally ill and low IQ. Can't blame someone like that too much, and that seems to b... everyone. Just look at 4chan look at discord or anything else. Not a single human.

I really want to remake that AMV with Toploader's Dancing in the Moonlight. I keep talking about making AMVs again, soon, I would have to download all the anime again. Hmmmm.... I don't know. The thing is "Oh you should spend time on OTHER THINGS.." okay, well I deleted all the wasting time stuff and I stopped going on social internet and.... now what, oh nothing? Well I guess I'll just go back to this terrible garage since society totally doesn't need anything, oh, they're doing just fine.

Not that I'd want to help them even for a second. But I guess people claiming to be humans in general are doing well.

Asanagi's new thing got translated, thought you should know. You know there's a lot of porn anime manga stuff that I just kind of find interesting even beyond porn, I don't know.

The thing is, about the Ocarina, I want to play it at church. I do violin there but I want to do Ocarina I should really just tell him the guy. Yeah. I think I will and just yeah, that'll be cool, and it's good to focus on one instrument.

So that's it. I really should go home. And I do have some videos to watch AAAAND I have some I think I might do... I don't even I don't know. I used to spend so much time crafting these avatarplay folders. getting even screenshot of the character and sorting them into three folders.

THAT GOTH GIRL IS STILL HERE! It's making me kind of sad, because, she's alone and spending her whole day on the library computer talking on discord, and I don't know, a young girl. Do females actually, are they alone sometimes, I guess. It's making me feel pity for a 3D female.

But yes I was going to remake avatarplay folders but for what? Who? No one exists online anymore.

>>23256282
Fucking retard. I just disproved your massive wall of text with this post. Easy. Go cry your schizo ass to sleep. Little wannabe mentally ill manchild. Lmao.

And again I don't feel like I did anything wrong, it's so stupid, plus I've talked to people from the past when I was around 20, it's been 10 years now and ANYTIME I meet one of those old internet people fake friends, yeah they are just part of society now anyway so. They don't care and they never cared.
So anyway yeah there's no point in trying to spend time crafting something just for social internet, obviously. People can't get past the "it's over give up." They have to believe that there's hope when there is none. There is ZERO hope, and most people are saved by the fact there's other things going on since they're part of society.
Very upsetting day none the less. Which is the only kind of day on the post-netizen internet oooh hurray.

I'm also not too happy all the shows are over. Maybe I could watch some older things hmmmm? Like what? I never finished the Next Generation Star Trek, but again don't care, I should play a game or get Legos should get something before the AI waifu comes. Oh I know I'll just become deeper friends with the only people who have intelligence those in the church, oh yes they'll... oooh right they all have wives and children and careers, well!

>>23257106
There you go again, talking just pure nonsense. Explain "wannabe mentally ill manchild"
Explain it, oooh right, like I JUST SAID, you won't explain it because you have no idea what tat means. You have no idea what you're saying.
YOU are the mentally ill person. I am a NOMRAL person, one of the most normal and most human people you will ever meet, YOU and most of society are deranged lunatics, YES that's true.

Jesus was the most normal person in history, you want to know why? Because he didn't do anything evil or retarded. The typical human, all they ever do is stupid retarded evil crap that hurts themselves and others. Jesus just said "Hmm, well I'm not going to be stupid and mentally ill." A lesson for us all, especially you at this moment wasting your time coming into my thread that's not for you and trying to put me down pathetically and failing.

>>23257128
Normie NPC.

And I already know you "oooh I disapprove of your wall of text HMPH." OOh okay little idiot, I know, many words bother you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcFxpI96QYw
I'm glad to know you disapprove of my posts because there's just waaay too much text for you, even though it's not written for you at all. But please continue to whine about it oooh you poor little pooh bear with very little brain.

>>23257141
The only normie here is you, and you are a 4chan born NPC, hence why you're so incapable of understanding basic english and wasting your time with crap not related to the thread. You are not a person, you're just another 4channer.

>>23257141
I...I disapprove of your wall of text you know... HMMMM. ooooh. Come on, say it some more, tell me about how much you disapprove, let me know with your social media 4chan style of posting how much you disapprove, you only want those short little snarky 4chan posts right? oooh you poor thing.
Maybe go back to talking about your relationships on 4chan eh?

>>23257106
You know if you don't like too many non-4chan buzzwords and can't understand basic things without them, DON'T WORRY. I have a thread just for you.

>>23256573

Go on, post in your little retard general. Go on then, don't worry, no one will psot in a way that makes you feel uncomfortable, you poor thing. And no one will ask you to explain yourseldf since anytime I do you just respond with more 4chan buzzwords, that makes you look VERy stupid, but don't worry in RETARD GENERAL you'll be accepted. go on now, off to your general you go, with all the stupid people who can't communicate but just use catchwords.

>>23257106
Maybe you should go back to your daddy satan since you love not being a person so much, you just want to be evil and try to waste time putting others down when you have nothing to say.
Anyway, you won't say anything because like all normies, you NEVER do, you can't even summon the most basic level of cognitive ability to respond because everything you say is just spewed out without thought because you have no level of intelligence. This thread is for people who actually like humans and goodness and can... think... with their braaaain. oooh. so you're in trouble. And that's why you're having trouble fitting in.

And these are the only retards who use this social media garbage, bitter hatefilled psychopaths with NOTHING to say. So no point in me wasting my time with them as always has been the case from the beinning. And old Tom was here before the first site and before the first post. Old Tom was here.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvOzBokWmOo

Oh I need to head home and be with music and things. I, I don't want to redownload all the violin music you know I want it to be spiritually related, LotR is technically related it's a whole thing. The best part of Rings of Power for sure. It's not too bad something for your eyeballs to see. I guess it's just that it's Tolkien the Tolkien bits are good because of course they are.

No longer replying to so-called humans online, ever. Not addressing their existence. Good strategy and I'll waste less time.

>>23257263
i have arrived

Library is closing so I guess I'm forced to finally get my butt home AAAH I need to buy food to so yes I do have to go.
I actually tried this strategy before, not replying but I guess because I wasn't using social internet garbage for a while so I forgot about the strategy.
But with that it was also I wouldn't reply to anyone directly but I'd say things like "Certain people or some people have said such and such and here is my response:" which I stole from the way James Tour did his massive video response: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKLgQzWhO4Q
And this did overkill atheism. Not that Atheism ever made sense but people will hold on to their religion hard, "Nooo Jesus can't be real, the most important person in the world, the most important book in the world noooo God must be known through.... this other obscure nonsense thing noooooo! There is no creator the universe just happened, like Microsoft muh something happened!"

I don't want to get into it. 4chan is not the place for serious... anything. It's not for talking about anything of value, that would just be insulting to the topic. But yes I have to go get food. Hasbrowns? sure. oooh. I hope I never post online again, even though I only like to use it to post to myself, I should just get, well, I've thought about those toys you play with with your hands and stuff, I'd like to get a typing thing just typing what I want to type but not posting anywhere, well that's just an unplugged keyboard but maybe it goes into a little screen, I'll get something do something, I've tried so many times to buy waifu figurines and talk to them and do stuff with them but maybe if I try harder that can work, eventually it has to work, social internet is only going to get worse I'm only going to get older. Only more evil people that are wicked and insane.

Wow.I finally got a good look at the goth girl. She looks 10 years old.... these are the people posting on your 4chans and your discords. So. It's never surprising.
Man I need to just stop and stay home.

>>23257335
post a pic of her I'll wait here

>>23257335
ask her on a date