Thread 23268303

When I was 12 years old a group of girls pretended to have a crush on me and it gave me a lot of confidence only for them to reveal they were pranking me and were grossed out by my shattering my confidence so badly that it has not recovered yet even though im in my early 20s now im still scared of girls...

>>23268303 (OP)
isn't that literally just child abuse?
that's a just a crime.
just casually committing a federal offense.

i was so paranoid about this exact scenario growing up that i preemtively shut down any girl that showed the slightest hint of interest in me

>>23268303 (OP)
>>23268309
i feel like this shouldn't/wouldn't be so traumatic normally, and it suggests some bigger problem

like i'm sure it would feel like shit, but a kid that age should be able to recover, with support/advice from parents and friends and trusted figures

>>23268320
>with support/advice from parents and friends and trusted figures
yeah, and if you just don't get that?
if everyone just tells you to suck it up and move on?

>>23268318
>>23268320
They literally bullied me for the rest of the year before moving on to some other target, I tried to warn him but he thought I was just jealous, serves that little dickhead right when he cried after they pulled the same stunt, nobody warned me though :(

>>23268325
then that is a problem, and the society is ill-equipped to produce strong men & women

>>23268337
>serves that little dickhead right when he cried after they pulled the same stunt
shouldn't say that

>>23268303 (OP)
females are evil

>>23268341
the planet, is ill-equipped.
the whole fucking planet.

in fact, you could've empathized & helped him through it, and maybe you both could've bonded over it & helped each other

>>23268349
not at all
it varies from place to place

>>23268353
nah, he was just an asshole jerk, nobody really liked him and he had 0 friends even though even I managed to get a nice friendgroup, pretty sure he was an actual violent autist because he randomly hit people for no reason

>>23268337
I'm sorry that happened to you. If it helps I'll share my story. When I was 14 I had a crush on a girl and she pretended to like me. One night she asked me to strip on webcam for her and I did. I didn't realise she was recording the whole thing, and she shared the naked pictures and videos with her friends. Then everyone else in my school year got their hands on the video and shared it with each other via Bluetooth. I was bullied for the rest of my school life

>>23268365
sounds like these people were all petty dickheads
i'm glad you found a friend group atleast
you might benefit from therapy if you can find a decent therapist

>>23268394
>Then everyone else in my school year got their hands on the video and shared it with each other via Bluetooth. I was bullied for the rest of my school life
via bluetooth?

>>23268403
This was before social media

>>23268399
therapist = the rapist. don't listen to this anon he doesn't know what he's talking about

>>23268406
but i'm curious how that worked, like how it was shared, if you remember
i didn't know people used bluetooth for file sharing

>>23268303 (OP)
hot

>>23268412
damn...

>>23268413
I was on the computer doing my thing. This girl was recording me using her phone camera. So she was recording her computer screen with her phone. Then people shared the video around school via Bluetooth

>>23268394
brutal

>>23268403
Fucking zoomer xD
We used to share stuff between phones with infared also, something i doubt kids these days can even comprehend :p

She obviously shared it with people she knew, and then it spread around to more people in school. It spread to males pupils too

>>23268436
i want to kill everyone and then myself every fucking day

>>23268399
Therapists are kinda bad man I won't lie to you, I can't imagine paying like 150 euro per hour (its expensive as fuck here) to listen to some old man's yap session about becoming emotionally available and all that crap, i've had sex and thats enough for me

>>23268443
this is the actual reason school shootings happen btw.
that place turns them into fucking nigger apes because it was designed for fucking nigger apes.

>>23268448
it's actually incredibly difficult to get people to want to shoot up schools, it took decades of propaganda and billions of dollars
it's gay as shit

but yeah there's truth to what you say, i'd be terrified of sending my kids to public school if i had any
alot of them are really bad

>>23268447
you have a retarded idea of therapy, it's very straightforward at this point & there's a proper way of doing it
finding a decent therapist can still be hard, but yeah

it's good for people in OP's situation, who went through some absolute hell & felt alone but are now fairly well-adjusted & can afford it
it helps to resolve that shit from the past

>>23268436
>We used to share stuff between phones with infared also, something i doubt kids these days can even comprehend
that is cool

>>23268443
Thats normal just try not to act on it. People always have been and always will be annoying cunts in a school environment ur best to try keep ur head down and get out of there as soon as you pass ur exams (or drop out if you prefer idgaf) you should only try to get with girls from other schools and you should try to make friends outside of school as if you end up falling out its a lot less messy and you wont have to see them every day.

Its ok op, I’ll still fuck you in the ass

>>23268461
>but yeah there's truth to what you say
when was the last time you actually set foot inside a school?
1997?

here's what you missed: niggers and women didn't perform as well in a competitive setting. so things were changed, to benefit them. this place no longer educates, if it ever did. it's a training program to make niggers compatible with society, and men into docile turds who listen to whatever the nearest woman says.

>>23268474
i dropped out of highschool, i'm 21

>>23268478
same

>>23268478
yep, there it is.
you did not experience what the rest of us did.

>>23268475
eww why are indians so pervy?

>>23268474
>you should only try to get with girls from other schools and you should try to make friends outside of school as if you end up falling out its a lot less messy and you wont have to see them every day.
that does seem like good advice

i'm sorry for saying what i said, i just feel cucked by everyone but also everyone wants to curbstomp me

>>23268485
you know how people in our countries flex with cars and money, but people in africa flex with water?

that's why.

>>23268495
>>23268482
>>23268477
i think you're only here to shitfling
i can't wait for four fucking people to get bogged down in this instead of writing memorable interesting things

>>23268475
ermmmm im straight sweaty, nothing personal, i find this really problematic

>>23268481
good luck

>>23268499
kinda seems like you're only here to be a reddit therapist.
>>23268318
>>23268465

>>23268478
Ah right mb
>>23268487
Sounds like you are still stuck in a mentality of being alien to everyone else, school does this to people and it can take long into your adulthood to undo. You should try to find your "tribe" it sounds like cringey bullshit but as soon as you find a group of (IRL. Has to be IRL) people who share opinions, expirences ect with you then you will start to feel part of humanity not just like some lone alien who has to take on the entire world completely alone.

>>23268572
i ghost those people every time i meet them, or it just never goes anywhere

i can't get away from my parents or get any privacy/dignity either

the one childhood friend i have left keeps getting more distant because of the shit he's going through, and i can't help him, or won't i guess

my family is worthless druggies and it feels like i am too no matter what i do

i just say the same shit every time

none of it means anything

i have no fucking control over anything and never have and never will

>>23268590
You can type it all in one long post you know

Write it all and then hit post
Less captcha solving too

>>23268595
it do be like that but i see the shit i already posted & it influences the next post, you know?

>>23268597
i don't have anything to say

>>23268598
You can see the last sentence you wrote too, yo fucking retard

>>23268572
i feel consumed by my family

>>23268725
It’s ok

>>23268727
yeah when i said "already posted" i meant it literally
it's not seeing hte words themselves it's seeing that they're posted publicly

>>23268731
yeah i know

>>23268728
consume your family instead

He just keeps going

>>23268845
true
turn them into burgers like that one guy and the raccoon

>>23268578
Well its your fault then. Clearly you need to work on that instead of blaming others.
Obviously that's a lot easier said than done but its what you need to do or you'll feel like this forever

>>23268854
that is true

i think i just need to get away from my family before anything else

>>23268858
Good luck anon I hope you figure it all out <3

or something

>>23268863
thanks

i had a stroke last year

>>23268871
NP <3
>>23268880
Ah I think iv spoken 2 you before. Yeah ur situation sounds rlly rough man I honestly can't blame you for harbouring this type of resentment for others its a pretty normal reaction.
I don't know much about shit like social security ect in the states but if you've had a fucking stroke at ur age caused by being stuck in ur hoarder druggie parents home I'm sure there's at least something social services or whatever can do with helping you get somewhere to stay because ur only other option is homelessness.
To be perfectly honest homelessness might not even be that bad if you manage to get a van, avoid drugs and avoid other homeless ppl.
Maybe just try to get a job or disability payments and start saving up for a van to live in.