Thread 23303652

>>23303652 (OP)
r9k tier post, but these audios are interesting
i think this is the fourth one i've heard

Kinda sad how naive and immature this guy sounds. Like there is clearly so much to life that he's never even thought about let alone expirenced and he's somehow convinced himself that everything is hopeless but really he's just blinded by how narrow his perspecive on existence is.

>>23303652 (OP)
I think that makes the clip so much better

>>23303698
>Kinda sad how naive and immature this guy sounds
oh I meant to respond to this

>>23303652 (OP)
I am doing top of penthouse, buckshot, and lethal opiate all three at once. So there is no way I can fail.

>>23304679
Seems like you too aren't alowed to play videogames when you want

>>23304701
I dont even play them much anymore. not fun.

I am just trying to get neetbux like this guy said. really nothing else to do. Only got a week left to live.

>>23304725
yeah same here that is why I said that. But I'm not gonna kill myself there are people in hell who I really don't wanna meet

>>23304774
(my family)

>>23304774
I am fuck this. Everything he said in the vocaroo is true. I cant take this anymore. I am in physical pain.

>>23304792
you get numb as you get older

>>23304462
Wtf is good about that or do you mean better because its supposed to be sad and it makes it sadder?
>>23304774
>>23304786
Based xD
>>23304792
Get ur shit together faggot. Go do something fun if ur planning to die in a week, dont spend ur last days wallowing in despair

>>23304892
>Go do something fun
this. My grandpa used to rob stores before he killed himself

>>23304897
he had cancer and it was kinda cute

>>23304890
Not for this. I am only giving it a week more. If I do not feel better than I will be forced to die.

>>23304892
I did everything I wanted to in life. Just waiting till I get manic.

>>23304897
Sounds like a fun guy
>>23304901
>I did everything I wanted in life
Have you married a woman you love and got old together? Have you looked in the eyes of your newborn child? Have you travelled to far away lands and seen shit you never thought you'd get to see?

>>23304930
I will never get that. I do not care anymore. Some guys just dont get that. I did other cool stuff. Sure it would be nice to have a women but again, guys like me dont get that.

>>23304940
>guys like me dont get that
Im a fat autistic retard and iv had sex with some very beautiful women. You just have a defeatist attitude. Try talking to some bitches, i promise its easier than killing yourself

>>23304985
IDGAF. I ahve tried for 23 years. it does not matter. I am attractive with good body. does not matter. nothing matters. I try my best and I get nothing and you get something.

And no. Suicide is easier than talking to bitches. I am not defeatist I am defeated. I do not care. I am gonna crash out.

>>23304996
School started and I misssed it again. LIke I always do. Time is ticking. I am runnign out of time. and money. Bettter to off myself now while I have resources.

>>23304996
Yeah its ur mentality that's the problem, I know its the hardest thing to change but at least try for another year or two because a lot can change I'm that amount of time when ur young.
>>23305001
>better to kill myself before i lose everything
that's a weird perspective, may I ask what has inspired it?

>>23305018
No last year was my last year. I am gonna hurt my self really bad. Cant take it. No one cares. So I have money so I can die with no pain. Just go to sleep with smile on face as I OD into nothingness.

Its over i dont care. No one is coming to save me. No one helps me. No one cares about me.

pissbabies can't even exist

>>23305037
Have you ever ODed before? Its suprisingly unpleasant.

>>23305051
Yes. I was unconscious and my skin was turning really blue. I almost died. I am so bad that I did not. I felt no pain, only pain from the CPR chest compressions.I will not fail again.

>>23305056
Ah ok, I had an od on fent and it wasn't nice.
Pls try to keep going anon, I know me talking to you dosent mean much but i do care if you live or die and dont want you to throw ur life away.
Im sorry if I sound preachy its just Iv been to some really fucking dark places and made it back out while most of my friends didn't make it so I really want to prevent anyone else not making it back out of feeling trapped in hopelessness.

>>23305078
Its over for me. Been this way for over 10 years. Everyday the pain gets worse and im runningout of copes. We will all be dead eventually.

>>23305088
Does ur id keep changing or are you a different person to
>>23305037
?

>>23305102
same person idk why it changes. All I want is a girl to touch me. I am giving it one week. I will give it my best shot of talking to them irl. If nothign happens its lights out for me.

>>23305088
man i hate the way some people got their hands on the word "cope"
it's a complete misunderstanding
"copes" aren't objects, they aren't consumable things you can run out of
coping is something your brain DOES as a survival mechanism
it's not a matter of "finding copes", it's a matter of whether your brain is still able to cope or not
the coping mechanism is incidental

>>23305107
this is the way tech companies and glowniggers make young people think

>>23305107
>I am giving it one week. I will give it my best shot of talking to them irl. If nothign happens its lights out for me.
anon, if you go in with the thought, "i'm gonna kill myself in 1 week if this doesn't work", it's unlikely to go anywhere
you could get a high end sex worker if you really have to, you may as well if the alternative is death

>>23305115
Idc. fuck off. ihave nothing to lose.

>>23305108
okay


>>23305125
thats okay I want to die

i don't fucking know, i'm too stupid
i'll leave the thread good luck anon

>>23305132
No luck. Just death. Unless God makes me fail again.

>>23305107
Probably dynamic IP anon, are you using mobile data? Can u maybe but like a random number as a name or something so I can keep who I'm talking to straight?
This guy
>>23305125
Is right about how setting a time limit like that is kinda self sabotage and is going to reduce ur chances of managing to have any success.
What I would do in ur situation is set smaller goals like just managing to have an enjoyable conversation with a girl ect and build ur way up to shit like going on dates and having sex.
You have nothing to lose by doing this and can always just go back to the origional plan of killing urself

>>23304996
>I am attractive with good body
Atleast post your good body here before you kys, faggot

>>23305159
its me, the same poster. internet issues.

>>23305364
no KYS and die nigger.

>>23305159
its me, the same poster. internet issues.

>>23305364
no KYS and die nigger.

>>23306287
>>23306294
Thats quite some internet problems anon iv never seen someones flag change like that. Pls use a throwaway name if even ur flag is going to change because otherwise you'll have to say its you iv every post

>>23306337
DNS issues. I will sign my post with -sir retard

>>23306342
I see :) hope you are feeling a little better today anon. Do you have any plans for the day?

>>23306363
No. I feel horrible. Every day I feel horrible. No I dont have any plans. I am a neet loser.

>>23306374
Ah I see, I'm also a neet and I feel pretty fucking rough today myself.
You should try to go for a walk or sit somewhere nice outside to at least get some fresh air if at all possible, may as well see if it makes you feel a little better. I will do so myself once my birds have had some time out of their cage to play.
Do you have any pets?

>>23306390
I guess I will do that. I have a dog. I hate this . I hate living. It is all my fault my life sucks. Cant take this much longer.