Thread 23554983

in the name of the lord jesus christ i pray for strength in these trying times
god give me strength and bless me with wisdom
i pray that my good deeds have not gone unnoticed and now when i come to you in my hour of need you would shine your light upon my soul and lighten my burden
amen

finnish channer dont be a troon challenge (impossible)

Hahaha its too bad theres no god and if there were he would hate you for being gay

Everyone the Father gives to Jesus will come to Him, and whoever comes to Jesus will not be driven away. John 6:37

Yes I’ve been thinking about things like this. I really feel like there’s no hope, the world is almost as bad as it can get. There’s little to hope for, good is almost entirely silenced. I don’t know what to believe in. Hopefully there will be divine retribution, that’s all I can really hope for. I can barely see any hope in mankind anymore.

It is truly a fallen world is what they would say I guess.

>>23554983 (OP)
Wow who would've guess that a Christian has a shitty personality and doesn't follow a single thing the bible preaches to them? Color me fucking surprised.

I’ve never given up on the people,

Yet the I think the people have never really believed in me

>>23557208
Matthew 18:20

Find yourself a small crew. This is sufficient. The Lord will provide this for you.

>>23556489
"it's over billions must die, all you can do is pray for nukes and death and retribution"
self-fulfilling prophecy, jackass

you can pray for anything

You don't have to pray for the end of the world in Jesus Christ. They say world without end @ mass all the time. Saint Faustina pray for us.

I think I’m almost being sacrificed to moloch

And I also think at this point, what I’ve experienced defies categorizing, and I almost think it’s like their minions of hells army. It’s hard not to see them that way, I mean I just think we live in a really morally low time, but I think it’s almost beyond that, like it’s become so despicable that it’s almost at the point of becoming like profanely negative. Like I remember they cleaned the floor too much at this Tim Hortons, and I tried not to fall I was really cautious but it was so god damn slippery it was like wet as fuck and I flew out in the air and fell on my back and I thought I might be seriously hurt. The stores manage tries to pick me up and throw me out of the store he doesn’t even let me respond he just like bum rushes me, then this black guy tries to steal all my stuff I had with me and then they call the cops and I think I had some rights but the cops the make cop put on black gloves to threaten me it was an obvious death threat because I was questioning what they were doing.

Now this isn’t as bad as stealing kidneys from people on the street in Mexico, but it almost is. And it was supposed to be a very liberal place in the country.

It’s like the fucking holocaust for me all the time, like it’s gotten really bad, but it’s just continually being swept under the rug. I don’t know what it is, it’s just profanely terrible. I feel like I’m being followed everywhere I go by some type of evil dark magic energy and mist, and it turns everyone around me into hateful opportunist ravaging demons.

My will and faith is being constantly tested and I am faced with tribulations and hardship, but much of it is man made. At every corner and every step

It just feels like there’s this mist and aura of evil energy swirling around some of those who assail me. Like some evil black energy comes over them and they are transformed with red glowing eye's.

There’s some deep dark ancient evil that opposes me I must conclude, originating all the ways through deep recess's of forgotten caverns and tunnels somewhere very hidden and secret. I have walked through the shadow of the valley of death, and it still doesn’t explain.

I think I am too committing to being good I think, I’m starting to think this, and that is why I am faced with such great adversity and opposition continually. It’s like a steel trap or cage, you can’t truly do or be too good, you must hide it away in the deepest reaches of yourself. Those who champion or try to avail good deeds, aren’t always truly that good themselves, and only really celebrate a half constructed truth or facade underlining only power and debauchery. I never understood you have to hide yourself away. But then all the Western traditions of Christianity don’t really represent or stand for anything anymore. Jesus is basically just a sacrificial lamb on a stick, ‘hey look at this glorious human sacrifice’ this is what we, the devourers and shark toothed ayatollah‘s the embodiment of all your feeble and weak shortcomings

They’re like snakes, always shifting,
And changing sides, changing opinions, anything really but it remains the same in essence