Thread 23556590

Should I just end it now? What's even the point

>>23556590 (OP)
im in the same boat bro

>>23556590 (OP)
Just don't make a mess

>>23556590 (OP)
Read Spinoza

>>23556590 (OP)
>>23556591
I didn’t have my first kid until 43. Start living bros

>>23556594
>Your grandpa is nice
That's my dad

>>23556590 (OP)
I’m 5 years closer to 50 than you.

>>23556590 (OP)
Start taking steroids asap.
200mg test twice per week should be your baseline from now on

>>23556590 (OP)
48 in 10 years
Every year is worse and worse

>>23556590 (OP)
Did you now Willam sold all his assets except for a small house in Italy and gave it all away?

>>23556590 (OP)
Dude, I'm 55 and still going strong. Don't be a faggot. Be the best you can be, instead,

>>23556590 (OP)
Seek wisdom. Find god.

>>23556590 (OP)
57 yo, fittest I've ever been. Got a nice younger wife. Kids are in Uni.
It's not over

>>23556590 (OP)
there has never been a point. but so what?

if you truly though of it as pointless, you'd also realize that ending it is just as pointless too.

>>23556590 (OP)
isn't it like... to late to end it? travel the world o algo, go get raped by a Kenyan nigga

>>23556590 (OP)
15 years for me, I’ve done nothing with my life besides work. Probably kill myself pretty soon desu.

>>23556590 (OP)
nah man just make it to 53 and overdose on fent like my dad did

>>23556590 (OP)
And in 20 years, you'll be 60.
And in 30 years, you'll be 70.
And in 40 years, you'll be 80.
And in 50 years, you'll be 90.
And in 60 years, you'll be 100.

>>23556590 (OP)
Do a flip pussy ass faggot.

>>23556590 (OP)
I'm 54. My 50s have been the happiest decade of my life so far. I have money and time to travel and am having the best and most frequent sex of my life.

>>23556590 (OP)

The collapse is coming within 10 years, stick around to watch it and all the games the glowies play to try and control it.

>>23556609
How?

>>23556590 (OP)
At 40 I started racing motorcycles. You better play now while you still can.

Don't fuck this up.

>>23556590 (OP)
Hey same. I see it as 20 years to make bank
>t. divorce is nearly finalised
from scratch of course

>>23556611
I lived to 50 and then did those things. What did you think?

>>23556612
Based, my goal is to fly a plane by 45

>>23556590 (OP)
I'm born in 2000, i'll be 50 in 10 years too. Time flies.

>>23556590 (OP)
There’s an old guy who comes to the liquor store I work at everyday and buys the same bottle and pays with exact change eveytime. Maybe you could do that?

>>23556590 (OP)
don't consume meat/fat/alcohol/drugs to slow down aging.

>>23556611
>>23556614
this is actually happening. I knew a couple of dudes 50+ who have successfully mated with a young woman and had a child.

>>23556618
Because the key to happiness is denying yourself the things and experiences that make you happy.

>>23556590 (OP)
I’ll be 40. It doesn’t fill me with existential dread or anything, maybe your life sucks

>>23556590 (OP)
It seems like a great opportunity to plan the next decade of your life.

>>23556618
Ive been drinking and smoking for like 30 years. Not moderately either. Excessive. I thought I was going to die a long time ago. People still tell me I look like im in my 30s.

>>23556590 (OP)
I think about it daily. Forty is such a weird age and a stage in life where you are in between everything. In between retiring and childhood, in between raising kids and being a grandparent, in between hard work and no work. My wife wouldn’t like my suicide most days, so that keeps me going.

>>23556594
im trying. My wifes 30 but wants to wait till shes done articling. I may just get a new wife.

>>23556619
I guess I would qualify for that too except I was in my late 20s early 30s when I had kids. My wife is still smoking hot, hot to trot and likes making me happy. She even will lick my balls sometimes.

>>23556616
do they not make math in latvia?

>>23556618
But meat has iron and protein. If you eat fish and lean chicken there's a big upside and a small downside. It's a little more complicated with pork and beef because of the saturated fat.

>>23556623
Same, even went to the doctor to get sleeping pills to stop me drinking so much. The poo said if I hadn't told him I was sinking that much piss he wouldn't have known from the blood work.

>>23556594
My dad had me at 46 and I turned out dysgenic as fuck with severe mental health problems. I'm 33, unemployed and live with my mom.

>>23556590 (OP)
Depends, where are you at financially? Do you have money, do you have a house, are you financially free? If yes, you can have a great time. If you are broke... errr, I don't know senpai that's tough. Honestly how good life is at 40+ is entirely dependant on how your finances are.

>>23556627
They say every year feels shorter than the one before. This is einstein's relativity.
25 + 10 x 2.5 = 50
25 my age
10 years from me being 50
2.5 the approximate time bending modifyer

>>23556630
Does she make you tendies?

>>23556633
Fuck off with your tendies garbage. This is 2015 /b/ humor.

>>23556634
>rrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Fuck off newfag

>>23556590 (OP)
You don't have to go alone..

>>23556590 (OP)
If you kill yourself the demoralization jews win, you bitch faggot. start working out now. join a legit martial arts dojo tomorrow. learn how to use firearms proficiently. become threatening and dangerous. buy an old beater truck or motorcycle and teach yourself how to get it running. go innawoods at every opportunity. become the master of your little world. If you still wanna kill yourself after you do all this then at least you wont die a pathetic fag.

I turned 50 this year, it's nothing to be scared of. But I guess it depends on your own accomplishments; if you haven't achieved any of your life goals by 50 it's pretty late in life to make a fresh start. I wish you luck using your 40s wisely.

>>23556628
I consume 1 serving of whey a day for protein.
You don't need iron because you are a man. a multivitamin has as much b12 as several pounds of chicken.

>>23556638
>it's nothing to be scared of
I've heard it gets more painful.

I mean physically.

>>23556590 (OP)
8 for me. Luckily had kids 4 years ago so that helps.

>>23556590 (OP)
hard to say, every man has to measure it himself. there are still enough people that i positively effect, even if all my hope is dead. so i persist defiant against the void's all crushing imminence.

>>23556590 (OP)
I’m 41 and alternate between suicidal thoughts and still dreaming of teenage love on the daily
I’m so angry and depressed I feel like a potential psycho serial killer
oh and hi feds

>>23556590 (OP)
in 10 years you will have genetically engineered preordered clones, robowifus, life expectancy up to 200 year old etc, AI games and movies that adapt in a second to what you want before you even want it and porn, oh it will be something else, probably some cool new drugs as well.

>>23556639
I don't know what whey is. Is that like eating hay?

>>23556590 (OP)
In 9 years I'll be 50. I feel the same as ever. Empty.

>>23556643
>still dreaming of teenage love on the daily
Ah, well good to know that won't end as I get older. Thanks bro.

>>23556594
>I didn’t have my first kid until 43

please dont do this, it fucking sucks to have an old ass dad

t.dad was 45

>>23556645
whey powder is protein powder. if not available then non fat dairy is equivalent.

>>23556590 (OP)
Stop whining. /arnold

>>23556648
not original poster but I'm a millionaire so if I had any kids they'd be happy I'm dead sooner so they can take my money. I actually only want to be a step dad because my genes suck.

>>23556590 (OP)
40 already's considered old, especially here, so what's 10 more years? Use the time however you think is productive or enjoyable and stop worrying about what people think about your age.

>>23556590 (OP)
I am just here for the show and laugh at the dying. Sometimes I even play with the kindle as little as it’s possible.

>>23556590 (OP)
i'm 20, i have a great road ahead yet

>>23556594
>old roastie wife
>increase in problems for the kud
>kid will be 18 when you are 60! brutal for them
Holy fuck do not have kids at this age, you are a massive fuckwit if you do this

>>23556602
It's over tard
Reality is going to hit you like a train hits a jeet taking a selfie

>>23556590 (OP)
Your 20 years old? Or 30, sorry can't do math, I need to take a shit, also am kinda dehydrated I think, it feels like my head is gonna explode, fucking Jesus, anyone got any headache remedies? My head hurts so bad my heart feels like it's ripping from my chest, I think I might shit myself this hurts so bad, yea sorry OP I forgot the question, your 20 going on 30 and need a mortgage? FUCK

>>23556643
Passpot bro'ing is the closest analog to young love you're ever gonna find. In some cases it's better (western women lose their virginity early as fuck--not so much in other parts of the world).
>but they're golddiggers
All women are. Lose your job and have trouble getting employed again, and see how long a white woman who "loves" you sticks around. Not long.
>but muh huwhite race
your call.

>>23556609
Youre living life backwards, travelling and sex is good when you are young, at 54 it's a hassle

>>23556630
stay strong brother

>>23556649
Your advice is to eat powfers and pills. How about regular food?

>>23556647
glad to have made your day shittier and more worrisome, anon
this schadenfreude will sustain me to survive one more day


it never ends, god make it end please dear demiurge or satan or buddha just make it all stop

>>23556659
Anon where in the world do you think women lose their virginity later? You want him to go to Afghanistan?

>>23556609
cope

>>23556662
>Your advice is to eat powfers and pills. How about regular food?
I eat fibrous starches like beans, squash, popcorn, whole wheat etc.

>>23556590 (OP)
i'm 39
I don't have money, I work in a dead end job that's going to be replaced by AI in a couple of years
I don't have a women or kids
I'm paying mortgage for a small apartment
If I dissapear tomorrow, nobody would care at all

>>23556660
You may find it a hassle but I love traveling including the trip where I was on planes and going through insane security in airports for 42 straight hours. After that 10 hour flights to Europe feel very short.

As for sex you're obviously not doing right.

>>23556666
Supplements and powders are all trash and a scam for retards.

I’lll be 45 in 10 years, so I’m still good. See you later, lads. I’m still 135lbs, lean as I was in HS, cute as hell, and have a full head of hair. I’m riding this out until the circle closes on me BR style.

>>23556665
Seethe

>>23556638
42, neet now, got my brain fried from 10 years of forced antipsychotics. psychiatry ruined my 30s and my future. I hate them.

>>23556667
eres informático?

>>23556673
Sí

>>23556648
>it fucking sucks to have an old ass dad
>my dad must throw niggerball good or else he's a bad dad
>just like in muh movies

>>23556590 (OP)
No, Gen X rules. We (millennials and zoomers who give a fuck) need you guys and your wisdom. I'm not being a smart ass either. I regularly ask my mom and dad (51 and 53) for advice and love hearing them talk about the 70s-90s. Don't let the world beat you down into an angry old geezer dude. There's a lot of good left in the world.

>>23556669
The food industry is banking on most people believing that assumption.
You don't have to spend thousands of dollars eating exotic food to get proper nutrients because a multivitamin works just fine.

>>23556590 (OP)
42. i can't decide if i should spend every waking hour trying like hell to be a landscape painter because that's what my soul feels like, and give up on women because they've already been a huge pain in the ass in my life, or just get more fit and slam pussy all the time. i go back and forth between these two. /pol/ vote for one or the other. lay this to rest for me so i can get on with my life

>>23556590 (OP)
>Should I just end it now?

Ok, you fucks. If you're seriously thinking about an heroing yourself, go ahead and start the purge. Might as well take the bastards with you. Die fighting, or quit your bitching and be the slave you are.

>>23556593
Yes Father Elon

>>23556678
>because that's what my soul feels like
always do what your soul feels like
women come and go and will disappoint you
your soul will be with you until your end

>>23556643
>died before experiencing love
>died before anything happened
>died before his time
RIP Chuddie, you will always have a special place in our hearts

>>23556674
jodienda

>>23556672
SSRIs are a crime against humanity. Tom Cruise was right 10 years ago. Stay strong you can go off that crap. At least you are a multi millionaire because your based foreign sovereign wealth fund.

>>23556590 (OP)
>What's even the point

Hatred, vengeance, and pitiless rage towards those who have corrupted and mislead my brothers. But above all else love. Love for your family, your people, and your home. Enough to lift you, to move you, and to push you towards what needs to be done. You have one life might as well use it.

I'm having an existential crisis. It is not like it suddenly arrived either, its not like something mundane happened, something one off, its just been one long shit show. What is the point, there is no point

>>23556667
Grim

>>23556601 based
>>23556602 based
>>23556657 unbased and jewpilled

>>23556686
>What is the point, there is no point
you make your own point
let someone else make it your point
or you kys
your choice

>>23556590 (OP)
I too am 40 Brother
It's not ideal but ending it leads to an eternity of nothing.
If you must do it make the world a better place on the way out and take some politicians with you.

>>23556682
thanks anon, that means literally nothing to me
glad to have been a laughingstock and source of derision for you all on this gay earf

>>23556590 (OP)
at least you're not in jail. Mr. Bond is gonna be 46 by the time he's out

>>23556664
Malyasia, Indonesia, Vietnam, etc. Obviously there are sluts there too but statistics show they lose it years later than white women on average

>>23556648
most people will only be able afford to have children by 50

>>23556691
I’ve never understood how beautiful people surrounded by beautiful nature and beautiful women (ie nordics) can be such self-defeating pussyfaggot woe-is-me low-t goyim.

>>23556681
i know this is the right answer, but sometimes i tell myself i'm being melodramatic. spiritually, philosophically, whatever, and tell myself to not be so severe towards life, raise my testosterone, make everything simple, get laid, the things every man does really. but then i have these little quiet images in my head, certain sensations, it's hard to explain, and i struggled for most of my life to figure out how to get those things out, what medium could i do to honor these things, and i tried writing, but words became exhausting, and i liked the idea of doing silent art. i tried painting some, and i became autistic about it without trying, got into like a zen mode or whatever. anyways sorry for writing a big long gay blog.

>>23556689
>Make your own point
There is nothing, that would make me feel any different.
>Let someone else make your point
Like what, be a wagie for 40 years and die?
>Or anhero
Thats the thing, i'm in this weird inbetween of nothing. Everything is pointless but I'm not quite at anhero

>>23556695
>(ie nordics) can be such self-defeating pussyfaggot woe-is-me low-t goyim.
it's the lack of sun for 6+ months a year
people aren't meant to live in that darkness
it makes them depressed alcoholics
it's a small wonder they even breed at all

>>23556638
>50
>still jacking off to 2D porn
what went wrong

>>23556697
>There is nothing, that would make me feel any different.
nobody cares
>Everything is pointless but I'm not quite at anhero
then you're just a whiny bitch

>>23556691
You will never breed and so it is over for you. It's been real pleasure knowing you chuddie

>>23556700
What are you doing this in this. You're giving poor advice and don't give a shit. You're wasting your time and mine.

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>>23556595
>Thats a childless memeflag
Thats a childless kike

>>23556630
Always somehow they skip saying mothers age

>>23556695
you’ve clearly never met nordic women or experienced nordic societal structure, nor do you have any concept about how shitty the weather here is
wish I’d rather be born in poor latin shithole where women are dirt cheap and cartel madness force everyone to be polite in fear of reprisals
>>23556701
thanks again, mr sunshine

>>23556607
Peak German Humor

>>23556590 (OP)
you're going to be having a robot fren in 10 years it will be okay

>>23556702
you don't want advice
if you wanted advice, you'd have already taken it
long before posting here
from philosophers who wrote their shit down 2000 years ago
no, you just want people to hear you bitch
like a woman
bitches like nothing more than others "hear them out" and then do nothing

>>23556630
Kill yourself

If you decide to end yourself, take out a CEO or banker, or decrepit politician with you.

>>23556696
>raise my testosterone, make everything simple, get laid, the things every man does really.
you can always try this and see if you like it
if not, you can always go back to being an unfulfilled artist type of dude

>>23556656
>>23556648
>huh huh let's make the perfect the enemy of the good.
Thanks, you guys should have been cum stains or abortions

>>23556693
Lol bro those places are like mexico, trash cath latinas waiting for marriage right?

>>23556607
this

who gives a fuck, cycle of life

we were given sentience, very few creatures are this lucky, enjoy it and stop being a doomer

you coulda been born a mosquito but your not, you can literally do anything you want if youre not tied down with kids. If youre single just choose something and do it, go "its not that easy" pussy excuses

>>23556709
Yes, we're both venting. Retard.

>>23556699
Anyone who still post anime isn't even 30 year old yet. Don't worry.
If you're over 30 and don't acknowledge that otaku culture is done for and on top of that post anime reaction pic that's just a wannabe. You can't relate with the generation of the past two decades and the current state of the industry of these past decades, if one do, they're either zoomers or ironic shitposters.

>>23556711
/this
in b4 the Feds recruit you to shoot a school

>>23556716
>Yes, we're both venting.
I'm not
unlike you, I have my shit figured out and I'm content with my life
I still hate weak whiny faggots tho
I guess I should work on that

>>23556592
actually make a mess, kill a young and rich woman, thats the most entitled human category in the world today and always good for killing

I'm very anti-social and I genuinely don't want a partner. I think women are fucking dumb. All I have to do is think of one of them doing anything in a tiktok video and I'm glad I fucked off from them.

The real thing is job security. Still renting, etc. I'm completely ready to move on from this life if I lose my job.

>>23556590 (OP)

No one’s going to make your life meaningful for you.

You cant even decide to itll yourself without looking to others for validation.

Be a man.

>>23556648
go to bed Ernie

>>23556625
>Wife is 30 and still no kids
It's never been more over for you man

>>23556630
Hey you're me!

>>23556656
HAVE SEX

>>23556590 (OP)
why? you'll be dead soon anyway

>>23556625
>articling
when she finishes that, she'll want to wait until she's "more established"
then she'll want to wait until she's "a partner" in her law firm
tl,dr: she doesn't really want kids

>>23556700
Anon others don't find cleaning German toilets enough reason to live

>>23556590 (OP)
Let time kill you or die in a shoot out with mercs/state pension piggies protecting kike terrorists.

>>23556593
I don't recall anything about jorkin' it to robots in Spinoza

>>23556713
>gobledygook
Shitty ai responded

>>23556730
>australian with an opinion about reasons to live
the irony

>>23556711
>>23556720
you’ll be banned for proposing to do this, or not to do this, {in minecraft}
>>23556719
is it such a downfall if men show some weakness and act like human beings
the alternative soon to come is warzaw ghetto insurgencies 2.0 and failed cavalry charges toward panzer divisions/drone squadrons

and last time I checked, everyone have been whining and crying and bitching about that since at least 1945
I mean, I don’t mind, I just find the racial and gender differential treatment in modern age highly hypocritical and pathetic

>>23556598
you are probably already past the average age of death in india, be proud

>>23556719
You've got nothing, I couldnt surpass. You're content, with what I'll never be happy with. You are indeed venting

"VENTING meaning: 1. present participle of vent 2. to express a negative emotion in a forceful and often unfair way". Look at your 10 posts

>>23556594
My dad was in his 60s and my mom in her late 20s. I’m 6’6” and MENSA. The old dad thing is a meme made up by bitter old roasties and feminist cunts. I loved having a retired dad around growing up who was always around to do stuff with. Was wholesome AF

>>23556737
>You've got nothing, I couldnt surpass
why do you feel the urge to dick measure with a random on the internet?
>You're content, with what I'll never be happy with.
that's a problem, not an advantage lol

>>23556590 (OP)
I am 39 and in the best years of my life. It is never too late to embrace God, family, community, and beauty. Exercise, play music, fuck your wife, love your children, take long hikes into the wilderness, catch big fish, and be a friend to everyone in your life. You don't have time to be a dysgenic faggot on the internet.

>>23556735
>is it such a downfall if men show some weakness
yes
showing weakness is what bitches you
you don't have a pussy
nobody will pity you for showing weakness
you will gain nothing by being weak
only ridicule and contempt
>, I just find the racial and gender differential treatment in modern age highly hypocritical and pathetic
you have failed the shit test

>>23556741
*is what bitches do

>>23556741
>>23556742
meh, womanly outbursts

>>23556743
>meh, womanly outbursts
you're the one who's arguing for
>showing some weakness

>>23556590 (OP)
One year closer to meeting God, Jesus loves you and is waiting for you to accept him and repent, being older is a blessing cause you lose interest in secular society and secular activities

>>23556590 (OP)
It is never too late to become a priest.