>in mid 30s
>ugly beta male
>never been on date, had a gf, or had any woman show any interest in me
>was an ugly loser without friends all through adult life, including university and all my jobs

What a humiliation ritual. It kind of hit me again in the past day how totally discarded I have been by everyone in society, in every way after the age of 18. Going into university was hellish for me as an ugly beta male. I still remember the first week of university where there was almost a party environment on campus and I didn't talk to anyone.

Another thing that's hitting me lately is my previous job, which required me to go in the office for most of the week. I'd sit in this open plan area with people in their 20s and 30s who socialised a lot and I always felt so fucking awkward being there and being the outcast. I ended up always going to the random desks at the side of the building to work. I could never go to the after work social events and it had a stack ranking performance system.

Another horrendous memory that came up: having pair dancing lessons in PE in school at the age of 13 or 14 and being humiliated for weeks because all the girls were so disgusted to be near me.

I'm also really resenting having had to come into contact with the bottom 80% of the population. I'm not a genius but I have to be really fucking honest.

>>60530453 (OP)
>ugly
>beta male
what have you done to fix this?

I can relate, around same age too

All I do now is try to make as much money as possible so I can just NEET it up for the rest of my days without needing financial support from anyone

Right now I’m waiting for my crypto bags to pump while getting neetbux and living with my parents.

Going outside is a literal humiliation ritual for me.

>>60530462
By definition, 90%, maybe 99% of men are beta males.

>>60530453 (OP)
And the last days i debated some ringwingers on twatter whop said "never trust an incel" "its your attitude bro" "incels just blame women" (not the system).
These people have no clue that its about face and secondary height and frame and live in their dream world.

>>60530453 (OP)
Btw here is a video that explains it for retards
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYAWFqJyIZk
>>60530462
>just get taller and fix your face

>>60530453 (OP)
have you tried dating ugly females?

>>60530453 (OP)
microwavebeepat3am dot xyz
if u fade u will legit die anon
tg is microwavebeepat3am

the site is enchanted with this incredible relaxating embodiement fo reality

Kek it’s midsummer and i’m just going out with my huge titted blue eyed blond gf. Couldn’t imagine living the life of you guys. T. A 32 year old.

>>60530453 (OP)
>ugly beta male
>loser without friends all through adult life
>I'm not a genius
>I'm also really resenting having had to come into contact with the bottom 80% of the population
You're one of them pal.

>>60530453 (OP)
start doing cocaine and banging hookers
will fix you right up
you probably have a lot of money to spend on that. I recommend going to Mexico and heading directly to the nearest strip club. They will get you whatever you want, as long as you got the cash

>>60530453 (OP)
coins for this feel?

>>60530531
Saar is this you? I saw you at the garbage dump earlier. Wanna bath in the river later?

>>60530556
I guess Rubic

>>60530477
mindset issue
>>60530505
you can fix your diet and lift weights and that will make your face look better
i'm 5'5" and boring af but still attract women easily

Your issues dating women are strictly looks based, which is of course contrary to popular belief. Don't listen to blue pilled gaslighters out there telling you it's 100% personality - it's more like 90% looks (which gets you through the door to a date) and 10% personality (you gotta have SOME game to keep the dates going).

To fix your looks:
> get invisalign if your teeth are crooked
> loose weight on your face, fatty face looks horrible on a dude
> treat your acne
> don't dress in sweaty baggy clothes, even solid fitting plain color clothes (which are cheap) are good enough, just keep them clean

There are some women that will never look your direction no matter what, mostly due to factors outside of your control like your height and jawline (even if you lost face weight, some dudes just have weak jawlines).

For the personality part, you don't have to talk much but don't be a super closed off constant resting bitch face jerk either, that screams unapproachable and "weird".

Damn nigga you sad as hell
t. goons to mega milker mommy chatbots

>>60530453 (OP)
Same. I feel I am entitled to compensation for emotional damages of having lived this life. Who do I sue?

>>60530699
how do i lose weight on my face?

>>60530618
Because your facfe mostly likely looks already good from the get go. Face is so much more important then height its not even funny

>>60530453 (OP)
>31
>6'3", 185 pounds, athletic, decent face, balding
>been on 24 dates, women throw themselves at me (ironically more when I was younger but not fit, had red frosted tips and baggy clothes)
>had some friends (the college ones abandoned the non-college ones), most were musicians or gamer nerds *saw some insane shit from 19 - 24)
>virgin
>factory worker
>Literally in the top 5% of wealth

Do you understand insanity now OP?

>>60530453 (OP)
I knew extremely ugly guys that pulled. You can make up for it if you’re cool.
But you’re not cool probably

>>60530453 (OP)
>I'm also really resenting having had to come into contact with the bottom 80% of the population. I'm not a genius but I have to be really fucking honest.
you mean you?

>>60530721
cut down to 15% body fat
>>60530727
my face looked like shit before lifting and losing the extra weight, i had acne as well

>>60530453 (OP)
Chill out nigga. I got pussy in HS, was married and divorced. I’m 28, have no kids, no college degree, zogbotted for years, and am literally a heroin addict who’s been going through withdrawals for like 9 days now. You can get pussy and still be a loser.

>>60530453 (OP)
You ARE the bottom 80%, who are you trying to fool? And that’s being charitable - most likely you’re in the bottom 8%

>>60530453 (OP)
Get a 225 parallel squat / 12 strict pullups / 185 bench / 15% bf and get back to me for the next set of instructions

>>60530453 (OP)
women are overrated
friends are overrated
but you desire both apparently, so you will suffer for nothing.

>>60530453 (OP)
>36 years old
>balding, norwood III vertex
>lift weights 2x a week
>40 pounds overnight
>bad skin
>mildly autistic
>white trash long term gf that i hate
>120k WFH job
>rentcuck
>100k net worth
it's bad but it could be much worse

>>60531778
You got a fix yourself to naturally fix your girl

>>60530453 (OP)
Faggot.
You just need to evolve from an ugly beta male to ugly male

>>60531785
im thinking about going on compounded ozempic. i used to be lean... like a decade ago. work stress eating is killing me.

>>60531811
Do not get on the pharmaceutical jew

>>60530453 (OP)
>bottom 80%
anon, I...

>>60530453 (OP)
this shit is literally your fault. you are the designer of your fate. you cant really control the external variables, but u are the ultimate variable in the equation, and this one you do control. you chose to be quiet when u could have been loud. you chose to be an outsider when u could have been the center of attention. you could have been confident when u instead chose to be scared. you placed your self in the role where people are treated in line with your experiences.

stop being a bitch, get some nice clothes, and stop caring about what other people think. be you, at all times. man the fuck up retard. as long as u are the passive submissive bitch, you will fall into the role of being one. it is time to be you instead of a bad emulation of someone else. once u stop trying to be something u arent, you will find confidence, and begin leveling up the person you actually are. then u can sit anywhere and talk to anyone, because there will be no thought in volved. you simply will be who u are- confidently you.

>>60533137
Jeet.

>>60533137
It’s weird how when you do what you are designed to do biologically or evolutionarily in modern times you just get the cops called on you. I had the cops called on me 10 times before they finally arrested me and the other person treated it like a win. Nah, that’s not how it works, lol.

I’ll stay a background threat. Might send a couple texts. I hate this fucking world, you all need to die.

>>60530453 (OP)
Accumulate money for robowives

>>60531769
I easily exceed all of that and haven’t had sex in 2872 days. Next steps?

>>60533137
>get some nice clothes, and stop caring about what other people think
lol

>>60535341
kek

>>60533137
gee thanks mr Chopra

>>60530453 (OP)
kek this is your typical link bagholder

>>60531634
>Doing pussy and heroin all in the same life

You're definitly more a winner than most of us.

>>60530453 (OP)
You’re honestly not missing much OP.


>Be NEET fatass
>turn 30 realize parents parents are getting old and feel bad about my NEET lifestyle
>get shit together, get job, get /fit/ and get /biz/
>go from 300lbs 6’2” lard ass to 189lbs visible abs actually look like a white Ricardo Milos.
>get tons of unwanted female attention
>makes my work more difficult, makes life just suck in general. Sex isn’t even that great and it’s not like the bitches don’t have the practice to be good either.
>love lifting but realize I hate women, not even gay, just truly hate women.
>go bloatlord mode and get to 300lbs on bulk
>make big money
>buy my parents big ticket items and stuff since they will probably never have grandchildren
>happy

>>60530453 (OP)
>I still remember the first week of university where there was almost a party environment on campus and I didn't talk to anyone.
This hits hard. I remember it like it was yesterday. All the little groups were made in the first few hours of the first day. Life is not worth it if you're ugly and an introvert.

I am 31 years old and I never even kissed a girl

>>60530477
i love the idea that there are people my age debating what a "beta" is instead of having children and moving on with life.

>>60530453 (OP)
>cries over being rejected
>does the same thing, has same mindset

wasaaahhhhhh waaaaaahhhhh take the theology pill and quit being a hypocrite. Yeah your hand sucks, but you could be ugly, you could be homeless, you could have no legs, you could be an uglier freak. Your personality sucks and that you can fix but you’re a self absorbed dipshit

>>60530544
fat

That's just how it is on this bitch of an earth.

But yeah seriously I had some interest from girls who thought I was cute I guess in elementary and middle school, I then suffered from reverse ugly ducking syndrome where I got uglier after puberty.

To put it simply I kind of look like Scott the Woz or someone, but with a big head like Dream.

Other guys developed more masculine frames but I did not, I stayed very skinny, just a classic lanklet body type.

The somewhat feminine facial features that could look cute in a boy pre-puberty now looked bad when you are supposed to look masculine.

The more brutal part of it is that I started getting acne early in highschool that just got progressively worse and worse until I had terrible cystic acne all over my cheeks by senior year. This continued for most of college as well.

Yeah, lemme go chat up some girls, gain confidence and experience while I have dark red cystic acne all over.

Those key ages when you should have 1st romantic experiences was totally fucked by me having cystic acne, there was no chance.

I got offered accutane at some point going to different dermatologists and I refused to take it initially because of the crazy and often permanent side effects. Ended up taking it as like a junior in college. Improved the cystic acne a lot but my face was fucked by scars, and guess what, I did actually get permanent side effects.

Really bad sensitivity to sunlight in my eyes, dry eyes, sex drive took years to recover, accutane took me from jacking off once daily at least to a point where I wanted to like once every 2 weeks.

So I go through the later years of high school and college completely fucked with the acne, and then graduate.

Now how do I meet people? Yeah let me go make up on missing out on all of those formative years now that I'm a late 20s kissless virgin lanklet with an oily face full of acne scars.

If I go on tinder I can get some attention from women who weigh over 200 pounds, yipee. It's so over

Have some wise old /biz/ style words of wisdom

there are no ugly men, only poor men

>>60530453 (OP)
>>60530500
>>60530505
Being ugly can make you an incel but your mindset and behavior can also make you an incel even if you're a 9/10 aryan gigachad.
There is a large segment of the population who might be able to overcome being ugly if they just had the right behavior.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rv3xM0G61E

>>60530453 (OP)
Stop being a virtue signalling vegan

Half of those problems will dissapear and you become a man/men

You still have time to correct course. Get involved with bizcoin (coming soon).

t (dot) me/bizniggas

>>60530453 (OP)
https://youtu.be/Y1NZCgjqfVc

>>60536347
All the stuff which makes you attractive barely costs anything, it just requires intelligence and willpower which is more common in wealthy people.

Like when people comment on billionaires or actors with a full head of hair they've just taken finasteride or similar. Anyone could do this but either can't commit to anything or believe crap they read online. Nice skin is mainly due to wearing suncream and having a basic skincare routine yet many if not most people can't be bothered. Having a nice face isn't due to surgery it's going to the gym and dieting. etc etc

>>60536707
>Nice skin is mainly due to wearing suncream and having a basic skincare routine
It's about getting lucky or having treatment for acne during puberty. Most Sun damage happens during childhood and only gets manifested in adulthood.
>Having a nice face isn't due to surgery it's going to the gym and dieting. etc etc
Oh yeah I love doing them cheek curls. Come on dude.

>>60530453 (OP)
Luck anon, luck.

>>60530453 (OP)
The fact you've made this post shows you haven't given up yet. Which you should. You're essentially me in every way, but in more pain. It's less painful to just abandon society and drift into the abyss. You owe them nothing. Certainly not taxes.

>>60536621
>your mindset and behavior can also make you an incel even if you're a 9/10 aryan gigachad.
Pure cope. Maybe if he wasn't mentally ill he wouldn't have done something deliberately illegal most wouldn't have.

>>60531634
The difference between you and OP is that you had the time of your life and enjoyed it. Then again, he could probably experience the same if he'd get rich. And yes,YOU CAN buy happiness despite society telling you otherwise.

Not gonna do the mass reply thing.. but you guys are crackheads.
It's not about looks, the reason why people don't like to hang around you is that you are not enjoyable to be around.
You need to be "light" in your heart and mind, crack some bad dad jokes and be a glass half full type of guy. negative people are draining to be around.
You need to stop fighting your social status, when you say "My IQ is 130", you are actively saying my status is aCtUAlLY higher than what you think it is. People STRONGLY dislike people that think they are better than them, and in particular if they disagree with the assessment. Don't play the status game.
Talk with people, ask questions which you know the answer to, but seems like legitimate questions to ask. This pairs well if you channel your inner curiousity. "How can weeds spring up from concrete in the sidewalk? doesn't it require photosynthesis to grow?".
A little over the top example, but you get the idea..

It's never to late to learn social skills, it's such a useful skill to have and honestly you can kind of get better at most people at it, because most people don't actively have to learn it and therefor are unaware about it being a skill, so they tend to get stuck at a certain level.
You should be aware, especially if you improve it and see the effect of it in your life.

>>60530453 (OP)
>being humiliated for weeks because all the girls were so disgusted to be near me.
i worked with a guy in a team of 6 where all the others were girls. and he was also treated like yyou are treated. the girls were visibly disgusted by his looks. i felt really sad for him. but to be honest he truly was quite disgusting., short, fat, weak

>>60530618
>
my friend who is like 170cm always has a gilrfriend. but he looks good in the face. his longest relationship was 7 years. longer than mine. and I've been single for more time than him too. so it's not all about height at all.

>>60536262
>>love lifting but realize I hate women, not even gay, just truly hate women.
if you truly hate woman that means you are truly gay.

>>60537488
I'm generally a positive person and I never really get the impression that I'm not enjoyable to be around, I have a lot of friends and get invited to shit all the time.
But when it comes to dating/relationships its a different story, and I still can't figure out why. I've discovered that it's probably not my appearance, at least not entirely, but if it isn't that then what is it? I have the impression that it's *way* harder for me than other guys but I'm at a complete loss of what the reason is.

>>60530554
Do something like this. Some semblance of relief can be found in this world if you look for it. My situation isn't quite the same, but I'm also in my mid 30s, autistic, find it hard to socialize, and never been in a real relationship with a woman. I never had sex in college (which makes me sad, because I feel like I missed out), and lost my virginity to an escort when I was almost 24. Only thing is I've managed to get lucky with women ocassionally for hookups/short flings in my mid to late 20s, and a bit moreso now that I'm older. But I still pay sugar babies for sex when I need to take the edge off. Being 35 years old and banging a 20 to 23 year old women kind of assuages the pain of missing out in my college years. My favorite woman I see most regularly is a latina my age though.

Still, you should do something to help your situation. Keep making money, hit the gym, at least learn the basics of socializing.

Haha faggot

>>60530453 (OP)
>never been on date, had a gf, or had any woman show any interest in me
Why exactly would you be upset about this? It's others who should be upset because they spend time chasing after the wind in their so called "relationships" and "socialization". Perhaps you're just a dreamer. Just wait until female androids become a reality and you'll be good.

>>60530453 (OP)
>having pair dancing lessons in PE in school at the age of 13 or 14 and being humiliated for weeks because all the girls were so disgusted to be near me.
Same, to be fair, this is by far, one the worst memories i have. Not because i'm ugly (i'm just average) but because my muscle memory is below shit tier, i have always sucked at dancing or sports for that reason, there is something really wrong with my motricity.
I hope my PE teacher dies of prostate cáncer.

Ignored ITT...

>>60538014
>Why exactly would you be upset about this?
Thats a question only someone that never have gone through something like that could ask. It feels terrible, the stress of having to return tomorrow to an environment where you are not welcome is enough to make you restless and chronically stressed.
Seeing Chad effortlessly pull some pussy without even caring, skip classes and just doing well enough at school to pass. To grow up under the huge lie that he will grow up to become a loser, and if you put effort in your grades, you will be better than him, have a better life, etc, etc.
Turns out, the laboral world is just a huge high school, Chad is still popular, probably in a management position, married with sons. In this very moment, as a balding adult, you come to the realization that life was never fair, that the whole world lied to you so you become another piece in the machine, that you wasted your "best" years pursuing a big lie, that in this world you will always be an outcast just because of the way you were born, and nothing will ever change that.

>>60538151
what, were you complaining? 6"3 and top 5% income don't you dare complain about anything ever

>>60538219
I don't remember the last time I was hugged...