Currently she is offering me to come to Europe for 2000 plus 1500 for the hour plus 1000 bffgs and expenses (I figure it should be 750 each way from LA plus hotel, maybe about 1800)
So 2000 +1500=3500 plus 1000=4500 + 1800 = 5800, but get this: if I choose without the pornstar experience, I only pay 4800 which is a steal for someone of her caliber.

With bffgs she is tested for stds and has a full screening and I need to bring my test too.

At the same time I don't want to sell my crypto right now, my ICP is doing really bad and I'd be selling the bottom, or using half of my savings but I think it will be worth it. The problem is I have other girls I've met here on 4chan who have taken an interest in me so I think I would rather spend it on someone who actually likes me (there's a specific girl on this board, I won't name who, but she says she's in love with my height, and my face) For 5800 dollars i could buy a car or take her to a honeymoon. At the end of the day I need to find out why I exactly want this specific pornstar and what kind of mental ego thing is making me obsess over her since I was 13. Maybe because she's an Aquarius like me.

Jesus. Find Jesus bro.

>>60681157 (OP)
Kill yourself

>>60681157 (OP)
You could travel to South America and be with a hotter bitch than that for like 1/10 that price. But you do you.

>>60681157 (OP)
i wasnt going to say this >>60681195
but you knew it was coming. didn't take long either

>>60681204
Is she the next Cleopatra

>>60681188
I feel like Id be half the man if I did that. Ever since I first saw her on screen, I had a feeling like I had a deep soul connection or bond with her, and one of the things I needed to accomplish during this lifetime was to get to know, interact with, and eventually have sex with her.

>>60681221
You need therapy, a shower, and Christ. I’ve banged porn stars I watched for years. Once you nut there’s an empty feeling of knowing you wasted time and energy.

>>60681221
Your coomer brain fog is obscuring your vision. This bitch has a dishpan face, is fucking brown, and has a thousand cock stare like you can't believe. I'm trying to help you bro. Save your money - this isn't worth it.

Unless of course this was a LARP to kill another LINK thread. In which case, >>60681195 applies

>>60681157 (OP)
Here he goes with the fucking thread again.

NOBODY CARES, FIND SOME FRIENDS, OR FUCK FIND GOD TRANNY.

what the fuck did I just read

best thread on biz right now

>>60681221
Your truth is the only truth. Keep us updated

>>60681364
hes been posting this gay shit for a month now

stop watching porn for 5 fucking seconds. go outside and get some fresh air. unironically download a bible app and read one verse.

>>60681221
>I had a feeling like I had a deep soul connection or bond with her, and one of the things I needed to accomplish during this lifetime was to get to know, interact with, and eventually have sex with her.
i think you should do this op so you can at least get closure or something because you can feel however you want about this person but the reality is she has never met you before and knows nothing about you or who you are or your life story. you are a complete stranger to her like the people who walk by her in the street everyday. the only things you know about her are when she has been having sex which is the most intimate side of any individual.
you are living in a total fantasy you are living in a total illusion and she is not there with you, the IDEA of who she is is there with you. thats why im saying you should go meet her and get this over with so not knowing doesnt consumer your life, they say dont meet your idol and this is the reason why. if u hold icp u not going to make it anyway so might as well get some actual value out of these funds. either that or therapy or god like other anons said, you need help fren.

>>60683038
Honestly I just wanna know what her ass smells like, she's my soulmate, imagine that I've been jacking off to this woman's acts on camera for 14 years, 4 times a day

>>60681221
if this is the case, you should just go for it. you will be absolutely dissapointed and try to convince yourself it was worth it for a while after, but atleast you wont have the regret.

>>60681157 (OP)
and thats exactly why poorfags stay poorfags.
they waste their money on garbage like this.

>>60681157 (OP)
just have a wank you absolute degenerate

>>60681157 (OP)
You will be disappointed. It's too much work, why not just find some local whore? Or go to Amsterdam and fuck some hookers in the red light district. Between online apps and services, you've gotta be able to find pussy easier and cheaper.

>>60683542
>>60683960
>this

Find Elmo op

>>60681157 (OP)
>Stay home
>Jerk off
I'm going to tell you what you will realize in your "Post Nut Clarity". The pussy wasn't worth it.

>>60683542
dont listen to this faggot. go and FUCK her pussy to hard. suck her titties while you're balls deep in that asiatic cunt. life is short and jerking off is literally the gayest and most cringe thing in the world.

>>60684428
I would argue fucking another man would be gayer then jerking off, but clearly you would know. Faggot.

>>60684428
Would jerking off while your dick is inside a pussy also be gay?

>>60681157 (OP)
are you the same retard anon that posted some similar thread last week? you don't deserve ICP. just sell it now so I can accumulate your cheapies.

>paying 1.25 eth to have sex with a non-virgin

Grim.

>>60681157 (OP)
get help
stop thinking about these stupid whores