I pay like 50 bucks a month in streaming services. My phone is on a prepaid service, no car payment, very little going out to eat, no vacations, not big purchases. I'm still drowning. Sue me for 50 bucks to stream a show that makes me feel better. Can't get another job, can't even get interviews. Looking at becoming a barber apprentice to have some sort of autonomy. We are in a depression.